Agle part me mei aapko batae thi ki mujhe maths bhot pasand thi ab uske aage mujhe maths pasand hone ke vajay se mene class 9th me maths se padae ki or mene usi teacher ke vaju se li jinka padaya mujhe bhot pasand thi lekin apsos unki kuchh hi mahinon men sadi ho gyi or me kuchh na kar pae new teacher new jagah vha mn nhi lagta tha akele ho coching me jati thi or padae Karti thi ro subah 5 baje uth jati thi uske baad ready ho ke 6 baje tak coching coching se aanti thi akele uske baad school chali jati thi vha se aane ke baad khana khane ke baad coching vaps se jati thi me uske baad ghar aane ke baad me kichan me mammi ke sath rhegi thu ase hi life chalti gyi uske baad mere sath kuchh asa huaa Jo me kabhi karne ko nhi sochi thi or us school me bhot bahar ke bache bhi admission liye the mujhe bade chhote sab the kisi ki soch kyesi kisi ki kyesi sabki alg alg soch thi sab apne AAP me mast rhete the uske baad meri zindagi me ak ladka aata he jo ki mene kabhi nhi socha ki me kuchh asa vyesa karungi kabhi kuchh nhi karungi faltu chij or mene Kiya bhi nhi he par vo ladka mujhe kya pata kon si sakal se pasand karta tha vo mujhe har time dekhta tha kar din tak ase hi char rha tha mene kabhi bhi notice nhi ki ye chij mujhe pata chali apne friends se ki vo tumhe dekhta he matlab pasand karta tha me sochne lagi aakhir me dikhne me asi hu vo bhala ho kyu pasand karega mujhe mene egnor kiya or vaps se apne padae me dheyan dene lagi lekin din par din mujhe uske charche sunae deti thi mujhe lekar ke meri jute par usne apni nam likha tha or divali par bhi likh diya ab mere dimag par vo ladka chadne laga mene use baat ki mene mana kiya par usne mujhe saf bol diya ki mene nhi Kiya kuchh asa mere pass koe sabut bhi nhi thi ki me sabit kar saku ki kya kiya he usne mene fir se sab egnor ki or mene uske hi dost se copy magi or uske dost ne mujhe diya nhi balki do tin din tak mujhe vo bhi pareshan kiya me kitna bhi dur bhagati thi par vo kuchh n kuchh kar hi deta tha ase din chalte gye or uske hade par hoti gyi Puri school me sor ho gyi ki me uski gf hu me tha like nhi karti thi or usne mujhe apna Bana ke sab jagah bol rakha ki vo meri he jab sab huaa to mene kar bar use samjhane ki koshish ki par nhi mana vo me bhot tension me rhene lagi meri padae bhi achhi nhi ho pati thi or khana time par nhi khati thi bhot sant sant si thi or kisi se koe baat nhi karti thi usko mene kar bar mana kiya nhi mana mene apne dost the mere mela friend mene unko bola vo us ladke ko marne ke liye gye par uske kisi ne bata diya ki tumhe vo marne aa rhe vo nhi aaya kuchh dino tak mene bola Jane do mat Maro varna baad badegi hi fir uske dost mujhe uske nam se pukarne lage me bhot dipression me chali gyi thi kyu ki mujhe ye sab ki koe jankari nhi thi matlymera en sab se kuchh lena dena nhi thi eske liye mujhe bhot hurt hoti thi me bhot roti thi ye sab tensions lekar ke ghar par bhi nhi bol sakti thi ghar vale aane jana band kar dete dar thi ak or uski vha harkat badte ja rhi karu bhi to kya karu par meri ak best friend he usne mujhe bhot samahal mene schojana chhod diya tha or me bs pepar dene jane lagi vo ladka mere Ghar ke tarf aana suru kiya me bhot darne lagi or ghabrane lagi raat me soti nhi thi or vo hassi to mere face par rheti hu nhi thi aakhir me mei use karne hi vali thi lekin asa kar nhi pae sab ki jindagi hoti he achhi par sayad meri bhi he meri to ab 4 sal se sad me hi jindagi Gurjar rhi kisi se kya hi bolna koe nhi he apna samjhne vala Jo aaye he maje lete he bhut si baat he meri life me ne apni life ki har chhoti si chhoti chij bs ak ko batati thi vo meri friend thi meri best friend thi vo uske Alva me kisi se bhi kuchh nhi kahti sahi ho ya galt sab vo samahlti thi us ladke ko sabak usne hi sikhaya kyu ki me bhut narvas tarh ki ladki hu baki ki kahani me agle part me dungi .....
