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Chapter 17 - FEELINGS

James Point of View

 I know I am no one in her life but I am madly in love with her I didn't even realise when it all started and I became to addicted to her. I confessed her indirectly and I even know that she is clever to understand it. I don't know whether she will give me a chance or not but I hope I can make her feel special after her trauma. She needs love and I am willing to give it to her if she allow me. I realised tears falling from my eyes and I know that I can't leave without her now.

Mia's Point of View

I thought about James words all night. It is cleared that he loves me, but am I ready to love him like he do? I know he can do everything for me if I accepts but what if he do the same thing as Dave. Questions starts arising and I shared everything with Susan.

"You should trust him, he loves you. I have known that from the day you told me about him. He is the one."

"What if --"

"Falling in love is scary, but what if he is ready to shed his tears just to get you?"

"Why would he be crying and how did you know?"

"I have seen many men in my life I know how can anyone be I have warned you about Dave didn't I? But James is different...call him and see."

I called him.

"Hello!" he said, I can feel he is sobbing.

"Why are you crying?"

"No I am not."

"Meet me tomorrow at the same place"

"Okay!"

I can't sleep well at night all I was thinking about him. It's finally evening and he was waiting there.

"Why were you crying yesterday?'

"Because I fear, I can't lose you. You are the only one who understands me."

"Wdym? Your parents understand you."

"No, my mom died when I was young, my father never loved my after that. If anyone have understand me after that was you, you have indirectly given me the love I deserve. You have changed me from a cold person to a cheerful one. It's okay, if you don't love me at least I get to know that there is someone who can also heal me and love me whether it's indirect. I got the love I deserved but please don't leave me, remain in my life as a friend."

He left, I was still standing there. I know he is not forcing me, he is throwing up his every struggle. It's true he healed me and I didn't even asked about him. I know what I feel. Susan was right he is the one. I will make sure I clear up everything. Both of us are heartbroken, broken hearts will meet. I never got the love I deserved but I know he will love me, yes, I am greedy for his love now. Both of us can heal each other. I am in love with him, deeply than I love myself. I love you James.

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