"Mai aaj is novel ki help se apni life ke. Woh incident batana chahti hu jo mere sath hue bachpan se aaj thak or aaj m sochti ke m feeling less ho chuki hu shuruwat mere bachpan se krti hu "
Mera name Aliza h or m ek village se belong krti hu mera ghar bhut jada strict riwayat rakhne wala tha pr mere papa kuch alag the unki soch hamesha rhi h apne ghr walo se alag azad khayal ke the woh kbhi na koi pabandi lagayi na Hume kisi kam ko mana kra m jb paida hui bhut achi thi sunare hair the mere or white colour patli si meri kati thi pr dil ki ek dam saaf meri dadi amrunisa unka name tha woh or mere dada bundu mujhe bhut pyar krte the mere apni ma or papa se bhi jada jaha thk mujhe dhiyan h mene apne dada ke bed ke pass ja kr kadi ho jati thi woh lete rhete the q ki woh paralyzed ho chuke the m unhe dekhti woh mujhse bhut sari batain krte har time unhe koi bhi kam hota woh mujhe bulate aliza kahne ko bache or bhi ghr m pr sirf mujhe bulaya krte the mere papa sbse chote bhai h baki unse bade 4 bhai pr the sb dadi ka ghr chod kr chle gye the sirf mere papa or ek chacha mere ghr m rhte the sath chacha niche wale floor pr rhte the or hum upar wale wahi usi floor pr dadi or dada ka room tha m ek woh bachi thi pure ghr m jisse sb bhut pyar krte the bhut choti thi ek toh m or dusra bhut piyari batain krti thi m or mere do bhen bhai jo mujhse chote h toh un dino mera chota bhai paida hua tha toh ghr m ladai hui mere papa n ghr chod diya apna or kiraye pr jakr rhene lge humne budhe dada dadi ko kalif m chod kr jakr kr dusra jadah rhene lge papa jaya krte the ab unse milne one month m ek bar ab unka or unki zarurat ka kuch nhi pta tha mere papa ko jbhi mere dada or dadi sbse jada mere papa se pyar krte the. Jb hum dadi ka ghr chod kr aa gye toh mujhe bhut yad aayi apne dada dadi ki q ki m woh bachi thi pura din mujhe mere dadi ke pass ho jaya krta tha m 5 saal ki hogi lagbag jb toh m hath m copy pen lekr apni dadi ko padhane jati thi .Dupata ki saree bandkr m teacher banti thi jb or apni chachi ki ladhki jo bhut Sara Kam deti yeh kro work .Bhut khush dil ki saaf or na kisi se hasad rakhne wali m mujhe kya pta tha bachpan mera saza hoga or bade hokr mera dil pathar ho jayega .Toh woh samay m jati thi green field ek school m .mere sath mera bade papa ka ladhka jo ki mujhse 5 saal bada tha woh bhi wahi jata tha m toh nursery m thi jb pr usko itna pta tha ke woh mujhe like krta tha or woh 2 nd class m tha toh woh apne dosto ko laya krta tha lunch m or mujhe dekhne ata tha m toh thik bhut choti mujhe kya pta uske dil m kya chlra tha woh kya chahta tha.M jo sbse mohobat krne wali thi uska anjam ek chup hojana hoga mene socha bhi nhi tha .ussi doran mere sath us school m ek ladhka or padhta tha jo ki meri teacher ka beta tha woh or m dono hum pakke dost the. Meri teacher mujhse bhut pyar krti thi or krti bhi q nhi jb m thi bhut piyari or ek din aesa hua ke humari nursery ka pura saal ho gya ab humhare last paper wale din bola beta ap sbko ana h 1 April se ab sbki chuti ho gyi .pr us din teacher mere ghr ayi or mere ghr walo se boli ke ilma ko mujhe de do .???????
Meri ammi boli kya apko de de yeh meri beti h app kesi bat kri h woh boli mujhe apki beti bhut pasand h meri koi beti nhi h ek beta h or shohar ka intekal ho gya tha unke toh woh mujhe palna chahati thi .
Pr mere ghr walo n bola nhi aliza hamri bachi h hum nhi de sakte fhir woh boli chalo kuch din isse mere sath mere ghr bhej do .
Woh jb jada request krne lgi toh mere papa n haa bol di thik h pr dhiyan se .
Fhir mera bag pack krwaya or m unke sath unke ghr dusre village m chali gyi.
Whaa jb m pouchi phle toh m khelne lgi q ki m bachi thi nursery m kon kitna bada hota h .
Or jb khelte khelte rat hui toh mujhe apne ghr ki yaad aane lgi
Toh m rone lgi mujhe ghr Jana h. Fhir teacher n mujhe us din rat apne pass bulya or kaha aliza so jao m hu m or zaid hum dono unke sath sore the .Ab hua agla din agle din mujhe zaid n mara ????