Zindagi kabhi kabhi itni sakht ho jati hai ke insaan ko samajh hi nahi aata ke woh kis mod par aa khara hua hai. Meri zindagi bhi kuch aisi hi kahani ban chuki hai. Bahar se sab kuch theek lagta hai, lekin andar ek gehra dard chhupa hua hai jise koi nahi samajh pata.
Bachpan mein jab main chhota tha, tab mere sapne bahut bade the. Main sochta tha ke ek din main apne maa baap ko khush karunga, unke liye achha ghar banaunga aur unki sari pareshaniyan khatam kar dunga. Lekin waqt ke saath saath zindagi ne aise imtihan liye ke sapne dheere dheere tootne lage.
Har din ek nayi mushkil le kar aata tha. Kabhi paise ki tangi, kabhi logon ki baatein, aur kabhi apno ka badal jana. Sab se zyada dard tab hota hai jab apne hi samajhne se inkaar kar dete hain. Insaan bheed mein reh kar bhi tanha ho jata hai.
Mujhe yaad hai woh raat jab main akela chhat par baitha asmaan ko dekh raha tha. Sitare chamak rahe the, lekin meri aankhon mein sirf aansu the. Main soch raha tha ke kya meri zindagi hamesha aisi hi rahegi? Kya kabhi woh din aayega jab main dil se muskurau ga?
Kabhi kabhi lagta hai ke zindagi ek lambi raat hai jiska koi subah nahi. Lekin phir dil ke kisi kone se ek halki si umeed ki roshni nikalti hai. Shayad kal behtar ho, shayad kal koi khushi mil jaye.
Log kehte hain ke waqt har zakhm ko bhar deta hai. Lekin kuch zakhm aise hote hain jo kabhi poori tarah theek nahi hote. Woh sirf yaadon ki shakal mein dil ke andar reh jate hain.
Aaj bhi main apni zindagi jee raha hoon. Mushkilein ab bhi hain, dard ab bhi hai، lekin main har din ek nayi umeed ke saath uthta hoon. Shayad isi ka naam zindagi hai — dard ke saath jeena aur phir bhi muskurane ki koshish karna.
Kabhi kabhi main sochta hoon ke agar koi mere dil ki baat samajh pata to shayad mera bojh halka ho jata. Lekin har insaan ki apni kahani hoti hai aur har kahani mein kuch chupay hue aansu hote hain.
Zindagi ne mujhe ek baat zaroor sikha di hai: chahe kitna hi dard kyu na ho, insaan ko chalna padta hai. Kyun ke ruk jana zindagi nahi hoti. Umeed hi woh cheez hai jo andheri raaton mein bhi roshni ban kar saath chalti hai.