Me mere gar ki sabse badi beti hu mere ger me ham 4 sister' 1 brother unme me sabse badi hu jab me choti thi jab tak khalna moj masti karna yahi hamara Kam tha jab gindgi kesi hoti hai iska muje koi aandaja nahi tha lekin kuch log ese hote hai yah gatna he jab me lag bag 9-10sal ki jab me itana kucha janti nahi thi kuch ese the hamare na samjane ka fayda uthaya me meri jindgi ki sabse badi galti manthi hu"kisi par brosa kar na" kisi par bi aasani se brosa nahi kiya ja sakti mera manana to yahi hai uske bad apni gindki me aage badi eka umaid leke ki si din mere time bi aayega me aage badti gayi apni gindgi me 10class me ne pas ki or 12class me aapni school me 2 renk aayi class 10 me mene itana dayan nahi diya jab me class 12 me top ki tab muje ki sayad uas time me ne dayan diya hota to kitna aacha hota"par log kahte hai na bita wakat yad aata hai vapas nahi aata esa mere satha huaa 12me 2rank se muje scooty bi mili mere father eak kisan the jab scooty mili to thodi kusi huyi sab kush hu isi bich kuch gatana essyi huyi tabiyat kharab rahne uas time me graduation chal raha tha usa time fir mese study kamjor ho gayi kese jese karke mene aapni graduation kamplit ki kismat esi thi jaha todi kusi milti vaha usae jada duk hota tha hai fir mere graduation kamplit hone ke bad me ne eak sal ese hi nikal diya kuch padai bi nahi ki meri family ne bahut kaha aage pad le par meri itani halat nahi thi ki kuch karu uaske dusri sal mene aapni family ke kahne par aage ki padai ko suru to kar fir baat sadi ki aane lagi mene aapne papa se kaha ki mujhe aabi or time chahiye par mere papa bi kya karte uanke aak beti nahi thi ki vo muje time de mene bhi aapne aap ko samjaya muje aage or padai karni thi par papa to aapna farja pura kana chathe the sadi ki bate chalne lagi me aapni post graduation kar rahi thi, mere papa esa duda na chahate the ki ise aage bada sake dekate dekate 1sal bit gaya jese une chahiye tha vesa mila nahi mile kuch log jinko daheja chahiye tha kuch log to yahi kahara nahi aate the kya pese de paye ga 4ladki hai isake to kuch to ladke hi ese hote jinko usaki family se pahale usako sahaja chahiye hamare samaj me aabi bi 95%logo log ise jinko daheja chahiye 5%log hi ise he jo logo ko samjate he MEENA mere papa aak kisan hai uake 4ladkiya hamri samaj me govt jab aager use to bahut jayada dahag chahiye 1sal to ese hi nikal gaya meri Post graduation ka dusar sal tha fir vahi bate hone lagi rishtedar ki kane va tane marne lage gav vale bi bate banane lage ki char char ladki hai aabi bi sadi nahi kar rahe hai ristedar bi mere papa mummy ko tane marte ki tumhare 1hi nahi or bi najane kya kya kahne lage ye tumhare sona ke mahal thodi banaye gi nokri bi lag jayegi to aapne sasural valo ke kaam aayegi mere papa bas muje aapne pero par khada karne ke liye suna rahe the uas time muje aapni galti yad aa rahi thi ki sayad me bite time aapni padai par focusa kar liya hota to sayad aaj mere papa ko es sab sunana nahi padta usa time muje yaha jarur samjme aaya ki duniya matalbi jab time satha nahi deta tab koi sapot nahi karta sab majak banane sab jante hai unka sport koi nahi karta muje aapni aapni galti par bahut pacha tava ho raha tha ki time rahte mene kuch kar liya hota to meri vajah se ye sab nahi sunnapadta
