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Mera naam Sanjana hai main aaj aap logon ke samne apni jindagi usne ke sare ke sare ghatnayen sare ghatnayen aapke samne batana chahte ho jo maine jindagi ke har kadam kadam per pareshaniyan jheli Hain main aaj itne bimar hun ki Aaj mere sath koi bhi nahin hai yahan Tak Mera koi Mera koi nahin hai itne pareshan Ho itni jyada dukhi hu main kisi Ko Bata nahin sakti Aaj mujhe तीन-चार bimari lag gai Hain jaise thyroid Dil mein chhed aur sans phulne ki bhi dikkat hai per mere sath koi bhi nahin hai isliye main sirf yahi batana chahte Hu sabko ki jiske pass Paisa hai usi ke sab log hote Hain main batana chahti hun Apne 45 sal se jo jhel rahi hun Aaj aapko shuru se lekar Apne Bachpan ki bite har एक-एक baat bataungi is kahani mein jab chhoti thi 7 sal ki aur mere do chhote bhai the ek 5 sal ka aur dusra 6 mahine ka tab meri mummy khatm Ho gai thi uske bad Papa ne hamen kam mein Baba chacha chachi ke pass chhod diya tha Rahane ke liye aur khud Shahar chale gaye the kamane Lekin jab ham gaon mein rahte the tab hamare chacha chachi hamen Jahan per bhains Ko Bandha jata hai vahan per hamen ek tuti Hui khat sone ke liye de di thi aur fati Hui Khatri di thi barish bhi hoti tabhi hum usi me bhigta rhata tha tino bhan bhaai yhaa Tak ki mera se saara kaam karwaata tha tha aur khaana bhi nhi deta tha bus me yhi sochkar har parasaani ka saamna kiya ki kabhi to humara din badlaga aur humari life me bhi khushiya aayngi humari life me itna hi nhi houa uska aaga ki khaani ab me batati hu fir kya houa us din mujha barish me bhig kar bhookar aa gaya thaa kaam nhi kiya jaa raha thaa tab meri chaachi na mujha aur mera bhaai ko bhot maara humara ghar ke saamna ek chaach chaay ki dukaan lagaata tha ek din mena unsa chup kar apna papa ke pass phone lagwaaya aur phone per sab kuch batya tab mera papa uska 2 din baad aakar Huma gaao se lekar kanpur shar chala gay waha per kirya per kamra lekar rhata tha aur light bhi nhi hoti thi firbhi hum log rahata tha asa garmi para rhata tha khaana bhi nhi banana aata thaa papa humra liya bred samosa doodh le aata tha hum wahi khaa pee kar so jaata tha asa hum roj karta tha koi tyohaar bhi hota thaa to hum dusra ke ghar nhi jaata ki mera chota bhaai jo 7 saal ka thaa vo sab ka ghar dekhta ki sab ka ghar achaa achaa pakwaan banta he aaj humari mammy bhi hoti to humara liya baanati asa karta karta hum log bara ho gaya bhaai mera 10 saal ka ho gaya usna ek factory me kaam pakar liya usa mhina ke 5 rupay milta tha tab mera chota bhaai bhi Thora bara ho gaya 1 saal ka ho gaya thaa fir jab Huma laga ki ab sab parasaani dhira dhira khatam ho jaaygi tab me 15 saal ki ho gayi thi to hamaara rista daari na meri Saadi ke liya larka dekhna lag gay me Saadi nhi karna chaati thi ki mera dono bhaai ko kon dekhga fir mera baba na gaao me larka dekh kar meri 16 saal ki umar me Saadi kar di fir mera chota bhaai ko bara bhaai samhaalna laga aur me sasuraal me thi per waha per bhi meri parasaani Kam nhi houi 3,4 mhina to sab thik raha fir sab khana laga ki bachaa nhi ho Raha asa sunta 1 saal ho gaya fir mera saas sasur marna laga bola ghar chor kar chali Jaa hum apna beta ki dusri Saadi karunga firbhi mera pati na khaa abhi Thora din aur dekh leta he asa karta karta maar khaati parsaani jhalta jhalta 5 saal beet gay per na bachaa houa na in logo ke julm Kam houa fir inona bhi mujha chor diya mera ghar waalo ko bula kar mujha mera baaba ka ghar bhaj Diya per waaha per bhi Saab taana maarta tha ki iska bachaa nhi hota iski jindgi kesa gujragi per mera baaba na fir se larka dekhna suru kiya fir 3 saal baad larka Mila fir ussa Saadi karaai gayi vo bhi us larka ki phala hi 2 Saadi ho chuki thi 3 me thi per uski ji phala 2 biwi thi ek bhaag gayi thi aur ek mar gayi thi kyoki is larka ke ghar waalo na un per bhot julm kiya tha dhaj ka liya mujha bhi ya log maarta tha aur mera pati bhi mujha sasuraal me chor kar shar kamaana chala gay tha saal me 5 din ke liya aata tha me dusra ke khaat me katai kar ka ya majduri karka apna gujaara karti thi mujha Inka ghar waala ek rupay bhi nhi deta to ha raat ka bacha khaana khaana ko deta tha fir 3 saal baad mera pet me bachaa aaya vo thi meri larki fir jab vo houi to mara saas sasur aur nafrat karna laga aur mujha bhi maarta aur meri larki ko bhi tab mera papa ko mena phone kiya vo aakar mujha apna ghar le gay tab mera pati lena aaya mena mana kar diya ki agar apna saath rakhoga tab chalungi nhi to nhi jaaungi tab mera pati apna saath lekar gay mujha tab meri saas na mera tino dewaar ko bhi bhaj diya aur paisa bhi ya log saara le leta tha tabhi itna hi nhi abhi to parsaani khatam nhi houi abhi to issa bhi bari parsaani ki suruaat honi baaki thi in parsaani ko jhal na ka baad aur kya kya dikkat parsaani ka saamna kiya mena agla chaptar me bataungi agar aapko meri khaani Dil se achi lagi ho to mera pag ko like coment aur mujha saport Kara aur aaga baraay