Chapter 1 - my first crush

Jab mai 9th class mai thi tab mere hi school mai aek new student 11th mai padhne aaya tha aur maine jab use pehli baar dekha tabhi mujhe uspe crash aa gya tha par mai ne ye baat kisi se nhi bola par mai itna to janti thi uska crush bhi mai par na wo bolta tha aur na mai nah Hi usse meri baatein hoti thi par fir bhi mai use pasand kr ti thi jab mere school ka last year tha tb maine use Jake ye bolne ki koshish ki par nhi bol payi aur na wo bta paya school ke kuch din baad Tak mai bahut jyada roti thi kud ko ye bolti thi ki mere mai itna bhi himmat nhi tha ki mai ne use nhi btaya aur kuch din to mai room se bahar bhi nhi nikalti thi aur mai dhire dhire depression mai chli gyi aek din meri friend aayi mujhse Milne tab maine use sb kuch btaya meri friend ne mujhe samjhaya aur dhire dhire mai ye sb bhool ti gyi lekin mai ye nhi bhool payungi kbhi ke maine use apni man ki baat tak nhi btati