*meanwhie back at the cafeteria* as hermes was forced to leave i start to think to my self *i wonder how hermes would react if-no when i tell him im gay after all i should tell him right? should i wait to tell him?? mmm maybe i should tell him today at my house? he would the first person i told at school so far only my family knows mmm ill just wait till were at my house after all if i tell him here theres almost a 100% chance someone will over hear whether i want them to or not after all theres a bunch of people at this school who wont hesitate to listen on a someones conversation all just to spread rumors about those people mmm i hate people who listen in on others conversations i try to just keep my words, thoughts and actions to myself sense no one needs to form opinions on me just because they heard me say half a sentance and i especially dont need them to spread those opinions and to have what i said twisted so i sound insane when i wasnt even trying to say something to the person talking about me* as i finished my very long and unnecessary thought i saw hermes walking back over to me
