Forty thousand people screaming at once is not a sound so much as a pressure — something that gets inside your chest and rattles you from the inside out. I stood at the center of the arena and let it wash over me, breathing through it, tasting copper on my lip from a cut I hadn't noticed until the fight was already over. Dante Ferreira — ranked third in the world, Brazilian, the kind of man who bent steel bars for warm-up — lay flat on the mat with his eyes aimed at the ceiling and absolutely no intention of getting up.
The referee's hand swept down. The count hit ten.
"And your winner — and the new World Combat League Champion — Raze Vorn!"
I rolled my neck until something clicked and exhaled slowly. Twenty-six years old. Top five in the world martial arts rankings. And now — champion. I didn't pump my fist or scream at the crowd the way the broadcasters probably hoped I would. I just stood there, breathing, letting the noise be noise. I learned a long time ago that victory is a quiet thing on the inside, no matter how loud the world gets around it.
What the crowd didn't know — what almost no one knew — was that the man standing atop the world's most prestigious martial arts stage also held the number one global ranking in every major competitive gaming circuit simultaneously. Two worlds, two thrones. I had decided at fourteen that if something was worth doing, it was worth mastering completely. People thought that made me strange. I thought it made sense.
Gregor — my coach, old, perpetually coffee-stained, beard like a grey storm cloud — shoved through the crowd of corner men and wrapped a towel around my shoulders. "You absolute madman," he said, grinning. "You broke three of his ribs with that last combination."
"Two," I said. "The third one was already cracked from round four."
He stared at me for a long moment, then burst out laughing.
The award ceremony came and went in a blur of flashbulbs and handshakes. A man in a suit fastened a gold-trimmed championship belt around my waist and said something about legacy and inspiration that I nodded through as politely as I could manage. There was a cash prize — substantial enough that I mentally filed it under "new gaming rig and groceries for the next decade." Then came the interviews, the cameras, the microphones thrust toward my jaw from every direction at once.
"Raze, how does it feel to be champion?" someone asked.
I thought about it seriously for a moment — which always unnerves journalists who are expecting a rehearsed line. "Tired," I said. "Mostly tired. And hungry."
That quote trended globally for three days. I found out later. I was already home by then.
My apartment was exactly as I'd left it: the controlled kind of chaos that only makes sense from the inside. The living room was split cleanly down the middle — one half a training space, resistance bands coiled on the wall, a heavy bag hanging from a reinforced ceiling bracket. The other half was the part I'd built first and cared about most: three monitors in a slight arc, a mechanical keyboard worn smooth at the WASD keys, a racing chair that had logged more hours than my bed.
I dropped my bag, showered, ate cold rice from the fridge standing over the sink, and sat down.
The monitors hummed to life. I booted up my current obsession — a sprawling open-world MMORPG called Veilstorm Online — and leaned back as the familiar tension drained from my shoulders. This was the other half of my life. The part that didn't bruise.
I was forty minutes into a dungeon run when the screen flickered.
I frowned and minimized the game to check my drivers. Nothing wrong. I went back. It flickered again — but this time it wasn't the kind of flicker caused by a loose cable or an overworked GPU. This was something else entirely. The image on screen seemed to breathe, pulsing in and out like the surface of dark water disturbed from below. The colors bled away, every pixel blurring and reshaping into a single deep, impossible silver-black that had no right being produced by any LED panel on the market.
I rolled my chair back half an inch. My instincts — the ones I'd spent twelve years sharpening — were suddenly very loud.
"What the—"
It came through the screen.
Not metaphorically. Not as a glitch or a visual anomaly. The surface of the monitor split open like a wound in the world itself, and through it came a paw — if you could call it that — easily the size of my torso. Black fur bristled with veins of silver-white light, each strand crackling with something that smelled of ozone and winter and the deep emptiness between stars.
The thing pulled itself through with the casual effort of a wolf stepping over a puddle.
It was enormous — impossibly so for a room of this size, yet somehow it fit, as if the walls and ceiling had quietly agreed to accommodate it. A wolf in shape, but on a scale no wolf had ever reached. Its head alone would have blocked a doorway. Its eyes were twin points of blazing silver-white light, lidless and ancient and terribly, deeply intelligent. Around its neck hung broken chains — thick iron links, each one shattered, the metal edges still glowing faintly as if whatever had once bound it had burned through in the end.
I was already on my feet. My body moved before my brain caught up — fighter's instinct, the same reflex that had kept me alive through a dozen brutal matches. I swept my training chair into my hands as an improvised weapon and planted my feet.
The creature regarded me with what might have been amusement. Its lips peeled back, revealing teeth like curved blades, each one catching the apartment's dim light.
"Fenrir," I said aloud, not even sure why the name was on my tongue. I had read the myths. I knew.
The wolf — the god — exhaled, and the breath that rolled from its mouth was cold enough to frost all three monitors and crack the nearest windowpane. Then it lunged.
I moved. I moved the way I always move when it matters — without hesitation, without the small flinch that fear installs in most people — but it wasn't enough. It was never going to be enough against something like this. I threw the chair, ducked left, felt the displacement of air as jaws the size of a car door snapped shut centimeters from my shoulder.
I drove a straight right hand into its snout. My knuckles cracked against fur and bone. The Fenrir barely flinched.
There was a fraction of a second where I understood — with the cold clarity I've always prided myself on — that this was the end. Not the arena kind of end, where you come back around with a referee waving off the fight. The actual end.
I still made one more move. Old habits.
Then there was nothing at all.
The first thing I heard was a woman's voice — warm, steady, exhausted in the particular way that only comes from significant physical effort — speaking words that washed over me before I could parse them. Then a second voice, deeper, cracking with emotion. Then a third, measured and professional, offering congratulations.
The second thing was light. A great deal of it. My immediate and firm opinion was that I strongly disliked it.
I assessed my situation with the same methodical calm I bring to everything. I was small. Extremely small. My motor control was essentially nonexistent — arms waving when I didn't intend them to, fingers curling on reflex. I was, beyond any reasonable doubt, a newborn infant.
I took stock of what I had, which wasn't much: a fully functioning mind inside a body with the physical capability of a potato, and the language being spoken around me, which — with some concentration — I found I could understand. That was something. I'd work with something.
The woman who had brought me into this new world was called Wayla. I could see her face when she held me — round and soft, framed by dark hair that curled at the ends, with eyes the color of warm amber that crinkled at the corners when she smiled. She had the kind of face that made you trust it immediately. She smiled at me with an exhausted, overwhelming tenderness that I — who had never particularly thought about such things — found unexpectedly difficult to look away from.
My father was called Marny. A broad, sun-weathered man with a farmer's hands and a laugh like a cart wheel hitting a cobblestone — loud and rolling and utterly without self-consciousness. He was clearly the kind of man who talked to plants and probably apologized to furniture he bumped into. He leaned over my swaddling with wide, shining eyes and said, in a voice wobbling with proud, helpless emotion:
"Hello, little one. I'm your papa. We're going to be the best of friends, you and I." He paused, pressing a rough thumb gently to my cheek. "And you — you are going to be called Kael."
Wayla, still catching her breath, managed a fond and exasperated look that suggested this was entirely normal behavior from him.
Kael. I turned the name over in my mind. In my previous life I had been Raze — a name built for leaderboards and arena announcements, sharp and short and meant to land like a punch. Kael was different. Softer at the edges. It sounded like something that could grow into things.
I decided I could work with it.
There was a maid too — Elica — young, freckled, with the rapid-fire efficiency of someone who had decided that worrying about things was a luxury for people with more time than her. She moved through the room with brisk competence, tucking blankets, murmuring practical things, generally holding everything together while the adults dealt with their emotions.
And hovering just inside the doorway, peering in with enormous curious eyes, was a girl of about four — my older sister, Lora, with two lopsided braids and Marny's laugh already living somewhere in her round face. She stared at the new baby with an expression caught somewhere between profound fascination and mild suspicion, the way children regard things that have arrived uninvited to change the existing order.
"He's very small," Lora announced, with the judicial gravity of someone delivering a formal verdict.
"You were small too," Marny said.
Lora considered this and appeared unconvinced. I decided I already liked her.
The world was called Eldoria.
I pieced that together gradually — from overheard conversations, from the faded lettering on book spines stacked in the hallway, from the prayers Wayla murmured some mornings with her eyes closed and her palms pressed flat together. Eldoria. A world of magic and swords and things that had no name in any language I'd grown up knowing.
My family were commoners — not poor, not wealthy, simply settled. A stone farmhouse at the edge of a countryside village. A vegetable garden that Marny tended with the kind of devotion most people reserve for religion. Two goats. A small library that had accumulated over years of Wayla's apparent inability to throw away a book. By the standards of this world, we were comfortable. By the standards of my previous life, we had no electricity, no running water, and nothing that hummed or glowed with artificial light.
I spent the first two years watching, listening, and cataloguing. My body was useless for anything more demanding than eventually learning to walk, and even that was slow going. But my mind was working at full capacity from the first moment my new eyes opened, and I had patience. I've always had patience. It's one of the things that made me good at what I did — the ability to sit still inside a plan and let it develop.
When I was three, I began my infiltration of the library.
I call it an infiltration because it had to be conducted carefully. A toddler showing up to read advanced texts on magical theory would raise questions I wasn't ready to answer. So I went quietly, in the late afternoon when Elica was occupied in the kitchen and Wayla was out in the garden and Marny was seeing to the goats and Lora — bless her — was still at the age where she believed the most important activity between lunch and dinner was to spin in circles in the yard for as long as possible without falling over.
The library was a single shelved room that smelled of old paper and dried flowers. I could only reach the lower shelves, which was fine — the lower shelves had exactly what I wanted. Children's primers on geography and history. Illustrated guides to plants and animals. And, sitting at the far end of the lowest row, a cloth-bound volume simply titled: The Seven Elements: A Foundational Study for Young Practitioners.
I sat on the floor with the book open across my small knees and read it three times in a row.
Magic in Eldoria, the book explained, was organized around seven elemental forces — each one a distinct expression of the world's fundamental energy, each one marked by a unique emblem that practitioners learned to recognize as naturally as reading letters on a page.
Fire — marked by a crimson trident, the tines curling outward like tongues of flame. The element of destruction and transformation, fierce and consuming, demanding absolute will from its wielder or it would turn on them without hesitation.
Water — its emblem a figure of spreading arms, the shape of a person embracing the current, rendered in deep ocean blue. The element of adaptation and flow, shaping itself to whatever vessel or situation it entered.
Earth — a growing cluster of stems and spheres, green as new growth, representing permanence and nurturing and the slow patience of things that outlast everything else.
Air — twin sweeping arcs in amber-gold, like wings catching an updraft, always in motion, always incomplete, capturing the restless nature of wind that refuses to be still or contained.
Ice — a sharp multi-pointed star, each spike precise and geometric as a crystal lattice, rendered in cold pale cyan. The element of control and stillness, prized by those who valued precision over power.
Dark — a fourfold crescent arrangement in near-black, each curve facing outward, an emblem that seemed to swallow light rather than reflect it. The most feared and least understood of the seven, associated with the spaces between things — silence, shadow, void.
Light — a single radiant eye within a sweeping crescent, deep violet-blue, simultaneously watching and illuminating. The element of clarity and revelation, capable of healing as readily as it could expose what others tried to keep hidden.
I read all of that, then sat quietly for a moment, looking out the small window at the countryside beyond — the rolling fields, the distant tree line, the sky turning amber-gold in the late afternoon. And I thought about something from my old world. In the legends and martial disciplines of the place I was born before, there existed something called Kai — the internal force, the disciplined energy cultivated through the body and channeled through will. Masters of Kai could move faster than unaugmented humans, endure punishment that should have broken them, project force in ways that defied straightforward physics. I had spent my entire life studying it. Practicing it. Living inside it.
It was the same thing. I was certain of it. Different name, different framework, different world — but the same fundamental principle. Energy cultivated, shaped, directed. The seven elements of Eldoria were simply the seven expressions that energy took when it manifested outward from a trained body.
Which meant that everything I had learned in my previous life — every year of discipline, every principle of body mechanics, every hard-won understanding of how force moved through a human frame — was not lost. It was not lost at all.
It was a foundation.
I heard Lora fall down outside — the very specific sound of enthusiastic spinning ending in an undignified thump, followed immediately by laughter — and Marny's booming voice going to check on her, and Wayla calling something from the garden, and Elica clattering purposefully in the kitchen. The ordinary, unhurried sound of a family in the late afternoon.
I carefully closed The Seven Elements and returned it to its place on the lowest shelf, which required standing on my toes. I made a note to come back tomorrow.
I was three years old, in a world built on forces I was only beginning to understand, in a body that still occasionally tripped over its own feet. I had no name yet for what I was going to become — no plan beyond the next book on the shelf, the next piece of this world's logic to pull apart and fit into the framework growing quietly in my mind.
But I had started. And I have never once started something I didn't intend to finish.
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End of Chapter One