Kazuya,
I'm so sorry for what I've done.
There've been all these negative thoughts I've built up inside me since the day I gave birth to Masako and I've wanted nothing more than to be rid of them.
I tried to think they didn't exist, I tried to push it all to the back of my mind.
There was so much I tried to do to stop it, but I could only hold on for so long.
I love you. I know I never told you that until now, but I love you.
I loved you the day you said you'd help me out with studying. I loved you the day you told me about your parents. I loved you the day you told me you wanted to be a Featherman and a detective. And I've loved you every day you stood by me, even when I was at my worst.
I want you to know that I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry I couldn't help you the same way you've helped me. There was absolutely nothing you could have done.
I don't want you to blame yourself. You've done nothing but try to help me, and I'd hate for you to think that what happened to me is somehow your fault.
I'm sorry for everything. Know that I'll always be watching over you, and despite everything that's happened, the days I was with you were some of the happiest I've ever had.
Kana