(Timeline:keifer went to London....)
Jay POV:
London!!!
Yes, that kwanan went to London , not for always or maybe, I don't know....
Yesterday I broke the engagement with Yuri...
Haaash, I finally feel free like the burden is gone...
But, Why do I feel bad about it????
Yes, Yuri was being nice with me all this time , like since that Keifer is gone, he became like old Yuri, not the version which freya told but something that I knew before...
Maybe, be was contaminated by Keifer's company....keifer is an asshole and he made Yuri an asshole too....
But today, he asked me if we can start again like actually from beings friends and I don't why but I said no, I want to be his friend again, after all he was my first crush...Don't remind me of that Kiko guy please....
I feel different about Yuri, like actually different...
Not love...
Yet...
But not hate too...
I think I understand him that why did he help Keifer with his plan because Keifer is his best friend so he had to do it and so that Ci-N and David...
I think I will forgive Ci-N and David and obviously my Yuri too...
Aaaaahhhhh.....his name only is making me feel so giddy....
How do you do this Yuri????
With that I finished the first writing in my diary....
Yes, I started writing a diary cause I am starting something new.
Free of the old traumas, old people and assholes obviously...
And well, I am so happy , my first writing is about my .....hmm hmm, I can't say this now...
but I really like you Yuri...
I REALLY LIKE YOU YURI!!!!
I shouted loud enough so that my walls can hear and low enough so that Aries and Kuya won't listen...
I continued in the diary....
Yes, I finally realised that I like Yuri a lot and that Keifer doesn't matter to me because when Yuri talked to me today, I forgot everything, I was feeling warm and safe there...
I will just make sure that Yuri will ne with me. I really like him...
Finally, I closed my diary, hide it in my cupboard... And went to sleep...
But sleep didn't come, all I could think was him, just him...
Don't leave me again...
***********************************************•Sorry for late update, had maths board exam on 25 th
•Sorry for short chapter but I had nothing to write in this and didn't want to ruin the flow...
•Don't hate me for this story, trust me
•please comment... Please
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