Maybe ....just maybe if all that happen to me in my childhood I would choose other wise....and no I dont regret ant of the choices I have made in my life even those I thought I did I don't..... He was the best I could choose ,he made sure he was perfect in my perspective...my taste is not the normal one and he was just wat I have always sought ....as for whether u had to find out about all of this ,this way
Am not sure...
I always choose the devil I know ...I have been careful and too calculative in my life ,at first I thought something was off but it was too good of a chance to slip away.... something I have desired deep down in my heart....no I yearned, everyday , to feel the way he made me feel ....it was all perfect .
Is this really the end?
Was it even ever true?
Am not a good person either .....and the worst part I have never been as excited as I am right now ....this is my kind of love ....I love him