MERI BACHPAN KI BUNIYAD
Mera bachpan aasan vi nhi tha,magar kharab vi nhi tha .wo din jb mujhe aache nhi lgte the aaj wo din meri bachpan ki buniyad bn gaya hai. Bachpan me insaan sb kuch smjh nhi pta tha magar ,mhsus sb kuch kr pata hai .mene vi aapne bachpan me bahut Kuch mahsusu kiya hai jese ki -khamosi, kamjoriya,or vi bahut kuch mahsus kiye hai.
Mera bachpan baki logo se alag tha,mene aapne bachpan me bahut jada preshani se jujh rhe the ,
Mera ghar mehal jaisa nahi tha, magar duaon se bhara hua tha. Zaroori cheezein hamesha poori nahi hoti thin, lekin koshish kabhi kam nahi hui. Maa baap ki aankhon mein thakan hoti thi, lekin umeed bhi hoti thi. Woh chahte the ke hum un mushkil raaston par na chalain jin par woh khud chal chuke thay. Shayad isi liye unki sakhti ke peeche pyaar chhupa hota tha—woh pyaar jo lafzon se zyada amal mein dikhai deta hai.
Bachpan mein jab main doosre bachon ko behtar kapron, behtar cheezon aur behtar zindagi ke saath dekhta tha, to dil mein sawal uthta tha: "Kya main bhi kabhi wahan pohanch sakta hoon?"
Us waqt jawab nahi milta tha, magar ek baat zaroor hoti thi—haar maan lene ka khayal kabhi dil mein nahi aaya. Kyun ke mushkil halat ne mujhe mazboot banana shuru kar diya tha, bina mujhe bataye.
School jaate hue kai baar dil nahi karta tha, magar phir bhi main jaata tha. Kitaabein meri dost ban gayi thin. Har sabaq sirf imtehaan ke liye nahi hota tha, balkay zindagi ke liye hota tha. Main ne seekha ke jo bachay bachpan mein mehnat karna seekh lete hain, zindagi unhein baad mein mehngi qeemat nahi chukwati.
Mera bachpan mujhe shikayat karna nahi, sabr karna sikha gaya. Jab cheezein turant nahi milti thin, to intezaar karna seekha. Jab log kam samajhte thay, to khud par bharosa rakhna seekha. Yeh sab woh sabaq thay jo kisi kitaab mein nahi likhay hotay, lekin zindagi khud parhati hai.
Main ne bachpan mein hi jaan liya tha ke kamzori koi laanat nahi hoti—agar insaan usay apni taqat bana le. Jo kamiyaan mujhe peeche rakhti thin, wahi mujhe aage barhne ka junoon deti thin. Main khamosh tha, magar andar se toofaan tha. Main chup tha, magarhaara hua nahi.
Sab se badi baat jo bachpan ne mujhe sikhai, woh yeh thi ke haalat hamesha same nahi rehte. Aaj jo mushkil hai, kal wahi kahani ban jaati hai. Aaj jo aansu hain, kal wahi motivation ban jaate hain. Agar insaan bachpan mein toot kar bhi khara rehna seekh le, to zindagi ke kisi bhi morr par woh akela nahi hota—uske saath uska hausla hota hai.
Aaj jab main peeche mud kar apne bachpan ko dekhta hoon, to dukh mehsoos nahi hota—fakhar hota hai. Fakhar is baat ka ke main wahan se aaya hoon jahan se bohot log toot jaate hain. Mera bachpan kamzor nahi tha, training ground tha. Zindagi ne mujhe bachpan mein hi strong bana diya tha, bas mujhe yeh baat samajhne mein waqt laga.
Aur shayad isi liye aaj jab mushkil aati hai, main ghabrata nahi. Kyun ke mujhe yaad hai