It was early morning when I woke up with a jump. It was thunder.. fuck. I curled up in a ball as another one rolled. It was louder and scarier. I was always scared of thunderstorms even when I was little. Weird right? Being in my mid fucking 20s and I have a fear of thunderstorms. Its pathetic. I tried to surpress my whimpers as the door creaked open.
I closed my eyes as the smell of mint and almonds filled my nose. Yoongi. I could feel my body physically relax in his embrace as he wrapped his arms around me. I couldn't help but lean into his body. "Y-yoons.." My voice was just barely above a whisper and extremely shaky. Jesus fuck Park get it togetber. "Shhh just relax Kitty" Did this motherfucker use my own nickname against me?
"E-excuse me? That's my nickname for you Mr." I pouted, my bottom lip jutting out. Ain't no way that man is using it against me. But it did feel good being called kitty. "It's more suitable and if you keep pouting like that ima kiss it away. No matter how adorable you look" He said as he booped my nose. W H A T? I think my brain just broke. I tried to hide my face but Yoongi stopped me.
"Don't hide your face love, it's just you and I here" oh. Okay. Wait...ITS JUST HIM AN I ALONE IN THE HOUSE?? "W-where is everyone?" I tried to keep my voice calm but it was impossible to. "Hobi, Jin and Namjoon went to go visit Namjoon's parents and Taehyung and Jungkook went to go see a movie and then shopping later" I could feel his chin resting on my shoulder. I felt more at ease that was until, another thunder clap rolled around. I jumped and Yoongi just held me close.
"I'm a grown ass man.. I shouldn't be afraid of thunderstorms" I muttered under my breath. I just shook my head. "Its okay to have fears. No matter what the age. It's what keeps us human" His words were really comforting to me. I squealed when he picked me up bridal style and took me to the living room. "Disney?" He still remembered that I love Disney and that it's a comfort thing. I simply nodded. He put me on the couch gently as he brought us blankets
"Do you want hot chocolate as well?" I could hear him as I snuggled into the warm blankets. He must have just washed and dried them. I just nodded. I could hear him just chuckle at me. Not that it bothered me. I grabbed the remote and started to find the old disney movies. I paused on the Aristocats. It's been so long since I watched that movie.
Yoongi came back after some time with two mugs. I sat up straight and took the mug from Yoongi. I love his hot chocolate. Im not sure what it is but its really good. "Have you picked out a movie Min Min?" He said as he set his mug on the coffee table and sat down next to me. I nodded as I sipped on my hot chocolate. I pressed play as I subconsciously cuddled into Yoongi. I froze. "Shit I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to" He just shook his head and pulled me close.
"I don't mind kitty" I blushed a deep red. But all that seemed to freeze when a flash of lightling and a loud crash of thunder filled the room, making me jump and almost spilling my drink. Yoongi calmly took the drink from me and set it down. "I-i'm so sorry" Tears began to swell in my eyes. Hyung however..didn't seem to get mad at me..? He just pulled me closer and rubbed my back. "It's alright Minnie. You're safe with me"
His words were so soothing and comforting. Maybe it was how gentle his low voice was that gave me the sence of security and safety that his words promise me. I wasn't sure but I liked it..no, I loved it. I couldn't help but smile as I melted happily in his embrace. All of my worries seem to just slip away whenever I'm with him.
I want to tell him how much I love him. I want to tell him how much he means to me, how every little gesture he does for me, means the world to me. But I'm scared. I'm so so scared because what if he doesn't feel the same way I do? What if he just sees me as some kid who needs to be taken care of? I sighed in frustration and annoyance. But it seems to me that he picked up on that.
"What's wrong my little mochi?" He asked as he pulled me closer and nuzzled into my neck. His hot breath sends shivers down my spine, not to mention he's breathing against my most sensitive part of my neck. I held back a small moan. "I just have a lot on my mind" It wasn't exactly a lie but I wasn't sure if I should tell him. I was terrified of being rejected.
"Tell me Mochi" His voice, so alluring and calm. It made me weak in the knees even though we were cuddling and laying down. Still, it gave me butterflies of how soft spoken he was.
"Promise me you wont get mad or ignore me?" Uncertainty laced my voice like a thick blanket. He just looked at me, an eyebrow raised but our eyes still met. He just nodded, seemingly to understand of what I meant.
"I promise Jimminie"
I was hesitant but what could I loose? Oh gee I dont know MAYBE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE?? SO LIKE EVERYTHING! Okay Jimin, you need to take deep breaths. I took deep breaths to steady myself.
"It's just....I....I'm in love with you Min Yoongi and I have for so long that I can't take it anymore. I need you to be mine and to be yours. I'm going insane and If I keep going like this then I will loose my mind." I said this all in one breath. Silence hung in the air. It was scaring me. He was just looking, not staring but looking at me.
I couldnt help but advert my eyes away and turned my head away. That is until he grabbed my chin and made me look at him. His eyes were shining? Like as if a million stars lit up the night sky shining. He kissed me. It wasnt a needy or desperate kiss like we shared before. No this was full of longing and passion. I couldn't help but melt into it and kissed back.
We had to pull apart before we both ended up passing out from the lack of oxygen. Our eyes met and he smiled, not his signature gummy but a soft smile, a smile I never seen before. It was pretty. But then again it's Min Yoongi. Everything about him is attractive. He cupped my cheek before breaking the silence.
"I'm in love with you too Minnie. I always have been. Since our first meeting in the dance room. I knew then like I know now that you are the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. Every time I close my eyes all I picture is you next to me" My heart was on fire. He feels tbe same way I do. I'm so happy.
I couldn't help but throw myself at him and hug him tightly. He hugged me back, not letting me go at all. It felt so good to know that he loves me, just as I love him. I couldn't help but smiling like an idiot. No matter how hard I tried, not that I wanted to anyway, there was no way I could hide my happiness. I hummed as we just stayed there.
"So does this mean we're together?" He broke the silence. I just smiled and kissed him. "Does that answer your question.. kitten" He growled as he pinned me down. Butterflies of excitement spread through my lower abdomen as he glared at me with his lustful eyes. A darken look that I've seen one to many times before. "Oh, I didn't mean Kitten. I meant daddy" That sent him over the edge.