I guess it had to take me sharing you the things I loved the most to feel light.
I didn't want to choose anyone else to take these personal feelings of mine. I trusted and loved you the most.
"Anwen: it seems self destructive whenever u go back to [Khalessi]"
Me: haha my brain is broken into god knows how many pieces due to being nerfed so many times yet im still alive despite it all.
I wasn't lying when i said the thought of you helped me survived all this time.
There was no one else i wanted to share my thoughts with. Im tired of having to text countless times.
I always get abanonded regardless and all i see are fools who yell at me. Theres a reason I can have both an inferiority and superiority complex at the same time somehow.
Even after trying idk how many times to find companions and allies, its still you who i specifically want as my emotional marriage partner.
I give up trying to move on, im going to marry u until u say yes.
How long must we suffer as a regressor until we don't feel lonely anymore.