How could I protect this woman who I so desperately want her to read this story that is my autobiography?
From what I learned so far. I should make her have purple hair in this story. In this world, I will make her just another average human being.
If I make her into a fanasty book, she will become a major main character. Just how on earth do people make their loved ones who they can't talk to as a good main character?
Is this how people feel when someone is dead? Yet the one who loves the other is always thinking about them regardless?
"I don't want to waste time by grieving anymore."
That's what you once told me but how was I supposed to move on when I sometimes just can't? Why does everyone tell me to give up when I don't want to?
This is a question that often gets asked on reddit. Sometimes you don't know the answer to a question you have. So you will possibly just create an endless amount of questions and find the answers yourselves.
Why did Khalessi not choose me? I don't get it, I can't just read her mind. If only I had the ability to became the real Izroul and read her mind. I just want to know how to tell her I am always thinking of her.
Everything is all the same when you have [Aspergers' Spectrum Disorganization]. There are people who think you're a kid and there are people who bully you just because you have ASD.
This story is for all the autistics out there. Especially for you Khalessi, I suspect you might have ASD too. Why do you remind me of myself so much? The only difference was that I was able to love you in ways I thought you would. I'm not even sure if I was successful enough or not.
Meanwhile you have never communicated with someone properly before is what you said. I wanted to rewrite the story and choose a different ending for you. I did what I chose for once and showed my true self which was Izroul just for you.
Recreate the Story of the ORV-Bible with me. I want to know what you would choose and if you could become the main character.