K said well the way to master is like living in hell on earth . It can easily shatter anyone . no matter how strong , smart ,influence you have no matter how many friends ,family you have no matter how many emotional control you have but this way can easily break everything it can easily break your mind and make you question did you were wrong from the start make question you about why you can not go back ,make you question why you still alive even death feels good in front of it . every single day you pray to forget everything and you know what you have this feeling every single second its eating you alive [suddenly A shout ] SHUT UP SHUT UP [A grab K collar ] I SAID SHUT UP [K smile and look into his eyes ] so you become angry A [ as if all of a sudden A step back and looking at his hands with confusion ] what happen to me all of a sudden why i feel angry i am sorry for my actions K [K place hand on his shoulder look down at the wrist watch and said ] its not your fault A this emotions some times become so much overwhelming not everyone is capable of holding the emotions . so A should i continue or you want quit [A take a long breath and said ] i am ready you can continue .[ K reply with a smile ] so lets continue [ they take there sits ] well in short the journey to become a master is full of betrayal , fake hopes , fake people, and a tag of that you are mad .this journey is not a like walking in flowers but to walk through the flames . A are you ready to understand the master thinking. A reply i am ready[ even A said he is ready but his hands are shaking and his expression are like he is scared ]
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