A writer who took his own life and was forcibly resurrected in a fantasy world begins his final journey to kill the god who revived him—not for revenge or power, but to fulfill a single request: “Let me return to nothingness.”

Ghei Niruise—formerly Ning Ruishen, a successful author who chose death after finishing his final novel—awakens in an unfamiliar world. A god has revived him without consent, stripping away the one right he held above all else: the right to stop existing.
Now, armed with a calm nihilistic philosophy and the rare ability known as Null Echo—a power that nullifies desire and magic around him—Ghei wanders through a reality layered upon reality with one simple goal: to find that god, ask why, then kill him—and himself.

Along the way, he unintentionally saves lives, inspires rebellions, and disrupts the order of the gods, despite wanting only one thing: to go home, before he ever truly arrived.

This novel is a work of fiction created solely from the author's imagination.


All characters, events, worlds, and concepts exist only within the narrative and bear no direct connection to any real individuals, organizations, or platforms.


The character Ghei was written as a symbolic construct—an exploration of themes the author has previously contemplated and observed, translated into narrative form. It is not a biography, confession, or factual account.


This story contains dark themes, existential nihilism, psychological conflict, and discussions surrounding death and the meaning of existence. It is not intended for readers who seek lighthearted entertainment or who are uncomfortable with morally ambiguous and heavy subject matter. Reader discretion is advised.


This is a short novel, written with a clear beginning and a definitive end.


Author’s Note