(Kaito's POV)
The following morning, I woke up, sitting up on my bed. I looked to the side, seeing that Naoya was still asleep, lying on her side. I reached for her waist, gently rubbing it as I leaned down to her and kissed her cheek.
"Mmm...." She murmured as she shifted in response, "Hmm....."
I set aside some hair to the side, looking at her beautiful face. She looked so peaceful when she was asleep and not saying some ridiculous things. To think that she would even suggest all of that yesterday, I was completely baffled.
I have no idea where any of that would even come from, I mean it is insane. Naoya has suggested pretty outlandish things when it comes to our sex life. She's had maids and other servant girls eat her out while I fuck them anally, all while they had vibrators in their pussies. Not just that, she's also had other women watch us fuck roughly while they watched, prohibited from fingering themselves.
I complied with all of it to appease my wife, knowing that it would make her happy. And while it is true that I might benefit from it, seeing that I get sexual pleasure from it, there are things that I have set boundaries to. Obviously, Naoya has agreed to my suggestions, all of them. And she wouldn't do things if I don't want to, even if she brought them up.
And this could be one of them.
I mean, for fuck's sake.
To suggest incest with my sisters? That is one of the craziest things she has ever done.
I let out a sigh as I climbed out of bed, "This woman is really something else." I said, "I can't deal with her bullshit at times."
I walked to the penthouse's living room, rubbing my neck.
It wasn't just what Naoya suggested that bothered me; it was what the girls didn't say.
Naoya told me that they had feelings for me, and they didn't deny the fact. I mean, they spoke words, but I felt something else from them. Their body language, their expressions, the way their eyes looked at me. All of that told me the same thing; that what Naoya said could very well be true.
I didn't know how to respond to that.
After everything, this suddenly comes up.
I never really expected for things to turn out like this. I mean, I am glad that I have finally made up with my estranged sisters, I really am. But all these years, they've been holding down feelings like these. It makes me think I truly did fail them as a brother.
And I don't want to think that way.
I sat down on the couch, letting out another sigh, "Man..." I said, "What have I unearthed?"
I then heard a knock on the door.
I stood up and walked over to it, adjusting my robe and looking through the peephole, "Hm...." I said, "Oh....it's Mai."
I saw Mai's face on the other side, her eyes looking down.
I opened the door, seeing that she was holding bags of takeout.
She didn't make eye contact with me, lifting the bag slightly, "You hungry?" she asked, her voice was soft, "I brought some food."
I blinked, "Uhm." I said, "Yea, I can eat. Naoya is still asleep."
"Okay..." She said as she walked in
She walked over to the small table that was on the side, setting it down. There was tension in her posture, something that was not surprising at all.
"Where's Maki?" I asked as I had closed the door and walked over, "Did she not come with you?"
"She decided to stay at her place." She said softly, "After what happened, well.....you can understand why she needs a day to process everything."
I looked at her, seeing her soft eyes looking at the food that she was setting up, "And you?" I asked, "You don't need a day to process everything?"
She stopped, her hands over the bento box as she stared at it, "Well...." She said, "She wasn't the one masturbating while watching you have sex. I guess....that I.....well, you can call me perverted.....and a terrible person."
"Don't say that." I said, "I don't think of you that way."
She nodded, continuing what she was doing, "I suppose so." She said softly, "But it's the truth."
"No." I said, "It's not."
"Kaito." She said
"What is it?" I raised an eyebrow
She looked at me, "You don't think less of me?"
I shook my head, "No." I said, "I don't."
"Not even if what Naoya says is true?" She asked
I stared at her for a couple of seconds, "...No."
She looked down, "I don't know if that makes you better or worse." She said softly, "My foolish big brother."
"Do you actually feel that way?" I asked
She didn't say anything, simply kept quiet.
"Whatever you feel, Mai." I said, reaching for her hand, "I will not think less of you. I will always care for you, you are my precious sister."
She looked at me, "Don't speak to me like that." Her voice was but a whisper, "Do not enable these terrible feelings of mine. I have masked them with resentment for years, Kaito....I have always...I...."
She pulled away her hand, her body trembling slightly.
"So you have." I said
She looked to the side, "I don't know, Kaito." She said, "I don't know anything at this point, okay? I feel guilty for resenting you, I feel guilty for even thinking of you in that way. I don't know what to think anymore."
"Sometimes, you need to clear your mind and ensure that your feelings are expressed properly." I said
She scoffed, "That's funny, coming from you." She said, looking at me, "You have so much trouble expressing those emotions. You said you've cared for me all this time, but I never felt that from you. When will I?"
"I.....I don't know." I said, "I try."
"I know." She gave me a sad smile, "I know, Kaito."
"I do.....well...." I said, clearing my throat, "I do love.....erm...."
"What?" She asked
"You, Mai." I said, rubbing my neck, "I do love you."
She looked at me for a couple of seconds, "I know." She said, "But not the way I want you to."
I nodded, "I guess so."
"I am in love with you." She said, her voice was shaky, "I'm realizing that now."
"And I want you."