The next day I woke up scared,I had nothing really planned but I knew I had to hook up with Liam and I had to do it fast.I took my normal shower and reached my phone after dressing.
I had to make sure I wasn't deceiving myself.The dates,as I thought were the ones.I was pregnant.I went straight to my room and woke up Vehaan.
"I would appreciate it if you left."I said almost crying.
He did not argue,he woke up and left .He did not even take a shower he just packed and left.I then opened my closet,got a pregnancy test kit and did the test.
I sat at my floor crying.I was pregnant for Vehaan.How could I let myself.I had betrayed the only man that loved me in poverty and riches.I had betrayed the most important person in my life.
I reached out my phone and made a call.
"Liam,I want you by me,am not doing okay,I really need you."I said crying,I knew that could have brought him back fast.He never played about my tears.
"But we spoke yesterday baby,and you were fine."He said very worried
"So you are not coming?"
"Of course I am my love, anything else can wait,"he said in a gentle voice,that was supposed to make me feel special, instead it made me feel guilty.
I cleaned up everything myself and made sure I had gotten rid of anything that concerned Vehaan.I cleaned my body like I have never done before and waited for a call.
Hours later Liam called,he had just landed.I did something I had never done for Vehaan,I cooked for my husband.He arrived home at six in the evening,I had prepared everything that he needed for a shower,but before he could take a shower he came running to me.
"Is my baby okay?"he asked as he looked into my eyes.
I did not look back I knew guilt would be written all over me.I felt tears run down my cheek.I had let a man that denyed me years ago get me pregnant.
That was not the only thing making me cry.I had also betrayed the man that picked me up,stood by me and gave me a healing environment.As if that was not enough he showed me love in every kind of way there was andnever judged.
"You know you can talk to me about it."His gentle voice snapped me out of my thoughts.I knew I was safe with him,I felt more pain the fact that I could not tell him what was bothering me.
I looked at his face,he looked worried,it seemed as if he was blaming himself.I touched him gently,"baby go take a shower, I'll warm your food.We will talk after that."I told him ,he obeyed.