"Is that how you brandish your sword!? It's not because it's made out of wood that you have any right to treat it like a stick! Now stand up and face me correctly!"
I remember not answering her at the time. I was content with only lying on the floor.
"I…I think she had enough…"
"Oh shut your mouth you! Can't you see that she's already spoiled rotten by being allowed to stay alive! An abomination like her must earn their place among the living! If she wishes to remain alive, then she must fight for it."
This pathetic voice that tried to argue with my mother was her husband. I didn't know much of him until the very end, despite him caring about me much more than my blood mother, I never put in the effort to remember his face.
Maybe if he had the ball to continue the argument with my mother, then maybe I would have remembered him. And maybe if he just shut his mouth, maybe I wouldn't have to sleep with so many bruises that night.
"Now, worm! Stand up or die!"
I didn't want to die, so I stood up.
*Slam*
Just to fall back on the ground after receiving her wooden sword straight into my face.
There's one thing I remembered well however…the pain.
It wasn't intolerable, in fact, I suffered much worse later on at the hands of a monster.
Yet it is the only one that I remember so well. Not that I could tell you the sensation of the wood colliding across my face, nor the feeling of my blood dripping on my face, nor the taste of dirt.
"Tch! What are you waiting for?! Stand up!"
Well, it seems absurd to say I remember the pain so well if I remember nothing…I would have hoped my standards were that low too.
I stood up once more, despite all of the flesh in my body screaming at me to stand down, that I would die if I continued like that.
But there was no way I would miss this moment.
"Why are you smiling you freak!"
*Slam*
My body was thrown to the ground again.
I felt the impact resonate even more against my cheek this time. No doubt that she wanted this one to hurt.
"Why am I even bothering to keep alive something like this!? I am done for today! If you want to give me any amount of joy, stay there and rot!"
…the reason why I didn't say anything was that it would only hurt me more.
After all, my mother would probably be glad that I insult her back, or maybe even come up with smart reasoning to contradict all her points, as this means she would justify all the pain she was causing.
Yes, her pain. Each time she struck me, each time she insulted me, I could see it in her eyes… she was in so much pain. The horror of hitting her own child, to not being able to love her as much as she wanted because each time it only reminded her of him.
And that pain, I like to mistake it for love.
***
*Tok Tok Tok*
Zesshi was awoken by the knocking at her door, and massaged her head while grumbling. She just had to face these memories again, and none were pleasant. "Grrr…who is…I mean, I'm coming!"
Her whole demeanour changed the moment she remembered the situation she was currently in.
It was not because she was suddenly treated well by the rest of the tomb that she was anything else but a prisoner if she considered herself highly, or a slave as she considered herself currently.
She made a quick look around the room to be sure it wasn't too much of a mess, and grabbed a shirt at the same time to cover her body before walking toward the door.
"Welcome, is there anything I can do for yooooooooouuuuuuuu…" Zesshi's words trailed off as her mouth remained wide open.
"Hello Antilene Heran Fouche, do you mind if I enter?" Ainz said with a soft voice.
Zesshi closed and opened her mouth repeatedly as her brain tried to digest the shock of seeing someone standing there.
It was true that she was considered to have joined his harem long ago, but he never touched or even interacted with her at all during all this time. At this point, she was really thinking she was just a trophy wife he could parade around.
…even if he did little parading.
"Hmm, maybe you would prefer that I stand outside as I give you time to change?"
His words finally made her clear her mind as she looked down on herself in embarrassment.
She only got time to wear a loose shirt over her, which barely covered her upper body and her hips. This was the best she could do on such short notice, but maybe she should have begged him just a little bit more time so as not embarrass herself in front of him.
But as her embarrassment started to dissipate along with the rest of her influx of emotion, Zesshi's shoulder relaxed as she looked back at Ainz with a neutral gaze. "It matters little, I am your possession, remember? From my body and soul, and I believe that you're not puritan enough to care about subtle nudity."
"Hmm, if you don't mind then." Ainz wasn't going to fight her off about that, he wanted to talk to her sincerely, and it would do him no good to start an argument right at the start.
Zesshi stood at the side to let Ainz enter before following closely behind.
Zesshi was given a room on the ninth floor, so it was a rather luxurious location, with a bed and table, coupled with a washroom situated in another room. Honestly, she was one of the rare people who used it in her room, the rest barely slept there and preferred to go to work instead. But Zesshi was often seen staying there all day long, and only leaving when she was hungry.
Some people might call this behaviour one of a neet, but really it was because she truly had nothing she could do…and she did deserve some rest after the torture he put her through for over fifteen years.
As Ainz grabbed a chair for himself, Zesshi went over to her desk and grabbed her wool sweatshirt, the only fabric she was able to keep with her since she was captured, the rest was kept in their vault.
Not that she needed her armour anymore, she pretty much lost all of her will to fight at this point, so her armour wouldn't serve much.
But still, just this polo was enough to maker herself more presentable.
She then headed toward her counter and brewed some coffee inside a kettle-shaped machine.
'One of the good things here is that the coffee is instant…' Zesshi smiled slightly as she removed the kettle from its dock and turned around toward Ainz. "Coffee?"
Ainz, who was making himself comfortable, looked back toward her in surprise before shaking his head. "Thanks, but no. Coffee isn't among my tastes."
Zesshi shook her shoulders before bringing the kettle up to her mouth and spilling its entire contents down her throat.
"Glup, glup, glups…aaah." The hot liquid seemed to have no effect on her, as she gulped it all down without any break.
Ainz watched the interaction with widened eyes. Zesshi then posed the empty kettle right beside her and sat right in front of him.
"…didn't sleep well?" He didn't came her to worry about her sleep habits, but at this point even he was worried.
But Zesshi only looked back at him in surprise, as if his question didn't make sense. "No? I slept better than usual actually, just felt that I needed to be completely awake while facing you."
"…I appreciate your devotion." Ainz could only awkwardly respond.
Noticing that the conversation was leading nowhere, Ainz coughed inside his fist to get her attention. "Now, Zesshi, I am aware that you are by pure technicality a part of my harem, and this is what I wished to talk to you about."
'Oh, so he does remember about me.' Zesshi was stumped for a moment, but this moment was enough for Ainz to understand her current feelings.
"I suppose you must have felt quite forgotten. I am quite sorry."
"Euh…no, it's not that…well, there's nothing else I could really be asking. I am your, if you decide to do nothing with me, then so be it."
Ainz placed his arm upon his armrest before laying his face on it. "While I could believe such a thing, I know that if you truly didn't care about it, then you wouldn't have tried to join us, no matter how discreet it was."
He often found her lying on the corner of his bed at times. Not that they interacted much, as they never really tried to draw his attention further. But he knew for a fact that she must have come here of her own will, and he doubted that she was reaching for him of all people if she had trouble sleeping.
Zesshi narrowed her brow before pushing a sigh. "Yep, guess there's no escaping your wise mind. But please excuse me when I'm going to say this, but you're mistaken about the reason. I'm not desperate to fall into your arms, nor am I seeking personal connection with others. Never had one, never wished for one either."
This time, it was Ainz who was surprised and couldn't help but lean toward her. "Then what is the reason?"
"Testing the water. I just like to see if I feel uncomfortable around you, who knows, maybe with enough time, I would fall into your arms."
"…you say you do not pursue any type of relationship, yet the very reason why you are now in this situation is that you begged me to kill your friend, and I do not believe it is a term to be used lightly. So tell me, who were you lying to, yourself or me?"
Zesshi's face winced as she remembered this unpleasant memory. "I…urgh…I wasn't lying, nor did I lie right now…it was just the only way that felt right to call them…I knew all of their name, and they knew me well. Some of them were scared of me because of my power, and others respected it. But all of them called me leader…so you could say that I felt responsible for them…and hearing them scream every night without being able to do a single thing about it…it was very unpleasant."
Ainz had placed her room right beside the Kyouhukou pit, where she could hear the other black scripture and the totality of the Theocracy citizens getting eaten alive before being healed again just to get eaten.
She thought she would get used to the scream…she never did.
But at least now she had the relief of being transferred into another room where she didn't have to face the horror of her weakness. Even if after throwing all of her pride just to plead to Ainz…she didn't really have anything else to strive for. She was defeated, so she accepted her fate.
So if her fate was to be the possession of Ainz…then at least she wanted to get used to it just a little bit. If he never claimed her, then at least she could say she was prepared.
"By the way your majesty, I know it might be rude, but can I ask a question?"
Ainz was thrown off his own though by Zesshi, but he still waved a hand her way. "Go ahead, it's a discussion after all, it wouldn't deserve such a name if I was the only one asking questions."
'It's really thrown me off to see him acting so friendly toward me.' Zesshi couldn't help but think that way after seeing him this way, especially not after years upon years of begging at his feet and only receiving a cold answer from his skeleton form.
But it wasn't the time to lose herself in her own thoughts. "Why do you care about me suddenly? I don't want to be rude but…I don't think I'm worth this much attention. Well…unless you wish to collect your due?"
"Well I understand how you reached this conclusion, but no. It just is that Clementine talked a lot about you, and what she said really didn't remind me of you, so I appear to get an answer myself."
"Ah?" Zesshi tilted her head in confusion. "Clementine? Who is she…and how come is there someone who knows me that is still alive? I thought you killed them all?"
Ainz wasn't surprised that Zesshi didn't recognize Clementine. From what she told him, the elf was usually not interested in the drama of the theocracy, and was mostly doing whatever she wanted. So, of course, a traitor like Clementine wouldn't really ring any bells. "Alive is a big word. But maybe you would remember her more if I told you she was the one who stole the Crown of Wisdom and killed one of the Miko princesses."
"…the Crown of Wisdom was stolen…my apologies lord Ainz…but I don't remember anyone telling me such information, and even less the one responsible."
"…she often appears in the bed with us, she's the one with short blond hair, small waist…not ringing any bell?"
After putting more thought into it, Zesshi was forced to shake her head. "…usually all of their body is covered in cum, so it's hard to really tell their shape…I suppose that means she doesn't appear in the meeting?"
"My dear ones often keep quiet about what happens during these meetings, and I respect their secrecy. But it matters little that you don't know who I'm speaking about, you will probably meet her soon. All that matters is that I never saw her acting quite as shocked as when she saw you sleeping on my bed yesterday. And I suppose I delayed a real talk with you for far too long."
"Excuse my foolishness…But I don't understand."
"I'm simply asking if there's anything you would wish to talk about?"
Zesshi rapidly blinked her eyes before her shoulder dropped along with a sigh. "…I know you like to woo your girl into your pants, but there's really no need to do that for me…I'm ready to be claimed by you whenever you want."
This time, it was Ainz who was confused. "You…you seem to have a weird impression of me."
"I'm sorry if this offended you…And I'm sorry that I will probably do it again, but do you really think anyone would be able to have a normal impression of you? Ainz Ooals Gown, the sorcerer king, the god of death?"
A weird smile crept out of Ainz. "I see the issue."
"…so…are you going to fuck me…if yes, I can prepare myself…or maybe you would rather take me right now?" Zesshi said as she was already sliding off her shirt over her shoulder.
Despite revealing her smooth pale shoulder, Ainz was in no way excited by this sight. 'Maybe she got the right assumption, I do prefer to woo a girl into my pants first…because this is just pathetic.'
He had to admit, he did have sex with an unwilling participant before, most notably Remedios. But it didn't mean she was unfeeling toward it.
But Zesshi, despite clearly being willing…didn't seem to care that much. She didn't seem to love him, hate him, or even care for him in any way. She would only spread her legs because he would ask her to.
She was sincere when she said she was giving him her body, because the only thing awaiting him was a husk. Maybe he deserved that, he wasn't kind to her before, and expecting her to be interested in him now would be foolish of him.
"Put back your clothes, please."
Zesshi's eyes widened before she immediately slid her clothes off her shoulder and sat back in her chair with a confused look. "Yes…if…if you ask."
"…ah…so let's start with the information Clementine gave me. I know your real name is Antilene, yet I also learned that you seemed to be more comfortable being called Zesshi. Would you wish for me to call you that way instead?"
"…I…well…I didn't expect to have any will…so feel free to call me whatever you wish for…but Antilene is quite a mouthful, isn't it?" Zesshi fidgeted her leg under the table as she felt surprised by Ainz taking the initiative.
"Zesshi it is. Now tell me, Zesshi, Clementine described you as a cold individual who had the duty of breaking the pride of all the black scripture members. Someone who couldn't care less about anything happening around her. Yet I do not have such an impression when looking at you, care to tell me more?"
"Well…whoever she is…she wasn't wrong to think that way. I was kinda living in the moment, doing anything I felt like…whenever someone told me to. I wasn't disobedient, so when the higher-up asked something from me…I did it. They didn't mistreat me either, but more because they didn't want me to rebel…I was a rather sharp weapon if that makes sense."
Zesshi gulped as she felt Ainz's heavy gaze lay on her.
"But…toward you…I'm dull. I can't cut you…nor anything you own…I'm not a threat…I'm just…a slave. And being a slave…is rather humbling, believe it or not. But…it didn't change much about me…just that strangely…I feel calmer with other blades than inside a sheath. If…if that makes sense."
"It does not." Ainz answered sincerely, making Zesshi lower her head in shame. "But I can understand why. I don't think you really ever considered how you felt before…in fact I would even say you never cared about yourself. You killed the elf king, right? Who did you think about first?"
Zesshi furrowed onto herself as she gripped her knee tighter. "…my mother…how she would probably be happy to see this scum die."
"And what did you felt?"
"…nothing." This interrogation was extremely uncomfortable for her. Ainz was right, she never really thought about herself, nor did she ever care about this.
It just…having someone else tell you in your face something even you were unsure about isn't the most pleasant.
"Still… that means you understand right…I'm not someone who cares about my own needs. So if you just don't feel like using me…just leave me there…I will probably fix myself eventually, you can claim me then if you prefer."
With how it was going, Ainz put some thought into her words. It's not like he was obligated to fix her trouble; she wasn't suffering from them either. She was content just remaining aimless. In fact, the best offer he could give her is to give her as much time as she needs to figure it out herself.
But he gave up in the easy way out, he had taken it far too often before, and as he said, he didn't have to help her, but that meant he had nothing to lose if he did.
"Clementine also said something else that caught my attention, mostly due to how false it was."
Zesshi redressed her head in curiosity. "And that information was?"
"That you would gladly get pregnant by someone stronger than you."
Zesshi's face was soon covered with a blush as she regretted raising her head. "I…urgh…yes, you guessed right, it's a lie…well, she wasn't the one lying to you…I was the one who lied to her."
Just from this information, Zesshi was finally able to figure out who this Clementine was.
It was just a normal mission, where this clear psychopath was assigned with her. While they were travelling through a town to rest, this girl pointed her to a brothel and asked her if she wanted to let out some steam.
She answered that she wouldn't consider it with anyone weaker than her, and left it at that. What she didn't expect was for that same girl to spread this stupid rumour around, and now she had to act like she was serious to not lose face.
Seeing her embarrassed face, Ainz couldn't help but chuckle. "Let me guess, the reason why you told her that was because you just didn't want to have sex with a random man?"
Zesshi rolled her eyes. "Well of course not, I still had pride then. But… It's true I did put more fire into that rumour by saying that I wouldn't care about how ugly or deformed that being had to be, just so people wouldn't try their chance on such a crazy girl…it did drastically lower the number of people that I had to reject, so it wasn't that much of a loss."
"Hmm, but why did you reject them in the first place?"
Zesshi started to grumble as her eyes went toward Ainz. "Is that how you try to seduce a girl, by asking why she rejected everyone else?"
"Well usually the answer was because they were reserving themselves for me. Is it the same answer for you? Was I disgusting enough that you decided to conserve yourself pure?"
"Tch, don't go around calling yourself disgusting. You wouldn't even need that World item to tumble country. And anyways, from what I've heard, sex only feels good if there's an actual connection between the two partners, so my lost I suppose." But as Zesshi was massaging her brow, her eyes went wide as she gazed at Ainz in shock.
"Wait…don't tell me this is why you're trying to woo me?"
"…I wouldn't have formulated it that way…but yes."
"That makes…sense…yeah, guess it wouldn't feel that good to do it with me if I'm acting like I'm worth nothing…" Zesshi closed her eyes as she was lost in thought.
"Something troubling you?" Ainz asked just to make sure.
But his answer was just Zesshi opening her eyes with clear hesitation present in her eyes. 'His girl always seems so happy to have sex with him…and it's not like I'm against having sex with him…If all I need to test it is to make it my own decision…it can't be that bad.'
***
*The smut starts there, enjoy!*
***
"Well…I guess it is as you said it…I'm long overdue. So let's just try this sex thing…I will try my best to actually enjoy it."
Ainz was still a little confused, but seeing Zesshi stand up on her own accord before climbing on the table, he understood she was serious.
"Please don't act shy now, I'm really panicking right now, so I would be grateful if you accepted my advance right now!" Zesshi said with a red blush covering her pale face, which only helped to bring out her two different colored eyes.
She was leaning towards Ainz and grabbed his shoulder to raise herself in front of his face.
"It's…I heard it always starts with a kiss…so…do you mind if…"
Zesshi was interrupted by Ainz grabbing her face softly before kissing her back.
'It!...it moist…' Zesshi thought as her lips collided with Ainz.
She heard that a kiss was supposed to be a magical moment, one that would make her heart beat… She has to say she's a little disappointed.
But…the sensation of Ainz returning her advance…and his hand started to reach her back to cover her…this…this felt nice.
Zesshi retracted her head to take back her breath, as she watched Ainz face with mixed feelings.
"Is everything alright Zesshi?" Ainz made sure that she was still confident in going forward with this, even if, after seeing her cute face, he wanted to do nothing else but slam her on the table and fill her up with his seed.
But such behaviour was not something worth considering for more than a second. Zesshi intrigued him enough that he wanted to build a serious bond with her.
"Mmmh…I just thought a kiss would feel better…but…but you felt nice." Zesshi traced the edge of her lips.
"Oh, this is because we barely started."
"There are levels to this?!" Zesshi answered frightened.
However, she calmed herself when she felt Ainz caress the back of her head, before plunging his mouth back on her.
"Mmh..." Zesshi pushed a moan that was immediately extinguished inside Ainz's mouth, as Ainz started to pry open her lips.
Contrary to before where the kiss was calm and given with affection, this one felt rougher, but also much more intense. She could feel his desire to devour her, yet also felt the restrain he put on himself.
But she couldn't do anything in protest, especially when Ainz started to drop his tongue inside her mouth, before reaching for her own.
What followed was the two coiling together, as Ainz continued to push his wet kiss deeper inside her, slowly overwhelming her as her head was pushed back.
Ainz only granted her mercy when Zesshi started to lack oxygen, and parted ways as a bridge of saliva was connecting to both of their tongue. Surprisingly, Zesshi was the one that try to pursue to kiss, rendering her with her making a very lewd expression with saliva dropping down near her lips.
"So, how was it this time?"
Zesshi awoke from the feeling that clouded her mind as her gaze turned toward Ainz with shock and desire. "That…that felt better…"
"Want to feel even better?"
Zesshi weakly nodded, as her face started to redden.
Ainz resisted his desire to tease her about it, and grabbed her into his arms as she gripped his body as if she was scared to get separated from him.
But it didn't happen, as Ainz made her lay on her bed, as he slowly fell on top of her.
There, he continued to cover her body with affection, as he started by kissing her collarbone, before rising on top of her face, and dropping multiple small kisses.
Zesshi whimpered each time Ainz kissed her, as she started to feel a foreign heat spread through her body, one that begged her to extinguish as soon as possible.
And she had no doubt about who this extinguisher was.
Noticing that her body was starting to heat up, Ainz started to slide his hand across her body until he reached the extremity of her shirt, and started to dig up.
"Mmmh…aaah…what…what are you doing?" Zesshi said, between weak breaths as Ainz's hand caressed her belly, and was continuing to move them up, until his hand covered her breast.
"I am simply making sure to make sure no part of you feels alone." Ainz whispered back into her ear as his hand started to press on her boob.
"Ah…there's…no much to play with…aaah…" Zesshi moaned as Ainz ignored her complaint and started to give a small kiss to her long elf ear. "My…my ear?"
"Hmm? Does it bother you?" Ainz said gently while continuing to kiss the rest of her body.
"Ghh…no…it just…my ear…I know you probably don't care about them as much…but don't you find them…no…nevermind…"
"Let me guess, you were going to ask if I disliked them, like all of the people in the theocracy probably did?"
It wasn't for Ainz to guess that Zesshi's presence, a half-elf presence to be more precise, into the kingdom that was known for its human supremacy, wouldn't be granted such a high position because of the love within all heart, but because of her power.
So of course, her ear, which was the symbol of her not being human, was probably not looked at favourably.
But of course she was aware that Ainz would definitely not care about it, especially when he had two dark elves as lovers. But a part of herself couldn't help but be concerned.
Of course Ainz was aware that she was trying to dismiss the topic, but he wouldn't let her go this easily.
"While I can't say I'm in love with you right now, I can say that you look beautiful. I love your long ears, I love the contrast in your hair, I love your heterochromia eye, I love each inch of your pale skin, I love your small breasts and your wide hips. You truly look like a work of art, one that I will be happy to look at for the rest of eternity."
Zesshi could only stare back awestruck at Ainz's compliment, as her face started to redden. Not that she wasn't complimented for her beauty before, but in most cases, it was without pointing out her defect. Plus the current atmosphere just made it much more embarrassing for her.
Here she was, having her body ravished with just a small shirt that was already partially removed, leaving the rest of her body exposed, and the thing that made her shy was to be complimented.
How hopeless…but it didn't feel so bad. "Kiss…kiss me…" Zesshi said as she raised her arm to grab Ainz's neck, as her face softened.
Ainz didn't make her beg more than this, and placed his lips on her own, and started to kiss her again. At the same time, his hand was fondling her chest. They were indeed small, but not to the point of being called flat like Shalltear, Evileye or Mare, which, when heard out loud, is not that much of a competition considering their body either stopped developing a long ago…or was a boy. But her breast size was just superior to CZ by a meagre margin.
Not that it removed the fun Ainz had to touch her there, seeing her body shiver each time he pulled on her nipple, as just the feeling of them warming up to his touch was enough.
But even that wasn't enough for Ainz, nor was it for Zesshi, who looked at him more intently after being done kissing him.
"Are you ready to go a step further?"
Zesshi looked at him breathlessly, before nodding.
Receiving her signal, Ainz snapped his finger, making his clothes disappear like a powder of snow.
Despite having seen his naked form countless times, Zesshi still couldn't help but gulp at this sight. His pale muscles were towering over her small body, but instead of making her feel inferior or anything of such, it only made her more aroused.
But soon, her eyes widened as she felt something hard hit against her pussy. She wasn't idiot enough to ignore what it could be, but the implication filled her with dread. 'Is…is he going to fuck me now…is he going to fill up my inside with his member…will it hurt?'
But Zesshi's fears were soon cleared away as Ainz stepped aside, finally letting her see the light.
"Wh…what?" Zesshi stood up in confusion, as she watched Ainz sit right beside her.
"What? You should know that I do not claim my lover this fast, especially not for their first time. Anyway, in the state you currently are, such activity would be more uncomfortable than not, and I do not wish to leave you with an unhappy memory. " Ainz reached his hand toward her, before leading her beside him.
Zesshi lowered her face in an attempt to hide her blush. She was shy that Ainz managed to figure out her current predicament so easily, but also that he cared enough to help her out.
'Does he really have to act with so much care…it just makes it harder for me to resist him.' Zesshi thought before her eyes darted over Ainz's dick.
Of course Ainz noticed such blatant peeking, and he didn't hide it from her. "Is there anything you wish to do with my dick?"
"Ah!" Zesshi was startled and almost fell over herself, before she recovered her balance. "No…wait…yes…I…yes I do…I…when it touched my skin earlier…it felt weird, but not unpleasant…so…I would like to touch it again…plus, I know it makes you feel good, so it's also a way to thank you for making me feel good earlier."
"If you wish to make me feel good, I see no reason to refuse, but in exchange, I would also wish to also touch your more intimate part."
"Pff, like you need my permission to do that." Zesshi sneered.
"Yet I'm still asking for it."
Zesshi paused for a moment, but mostly because she was surprised Ainz even gave her the initiative. "You…yes you may…"
Ainz didn't need more precision, and moved his hand toward the middle of her ass, and started to trace his finger down on her labia.
Zesshi's body jolted from the sudden sensation, but she still was able to keep most of her calm, and reached for Ainz's dick at the same time and curled her finger across his dick.
Instantly, she was able to feel the heat of his rode spread through her hand, making her gulp again. But she knew that just letting her finger rest on him wouldn't do anything, so she started to raise her hand.
Seeing that Zesshi was starting to get more active, Ainz decided to raise the level. One of his fingers 'accidentally' fell into her hole, before brushing against her wall.
"Aaah…" Zesshi wasn't able to stop a moan from leaving her mouth. But it only motivated her to go even faster.
'Does…does it make him feel good when I do this?' Zesshi could help but wonder as she was shaking due to Ainz assaulted. The sensation was nothing that would overwhelm her willpower, but it was extremely distracting when she was attempting something for the first time.
She continued to move her hand up and down in quick succession as she saw some of his lover do when she decided to just observe their passionate 'meeting' as this was the only reference she had.
She wasn't even aware that the size of Ainz's dick was abnormal compared to others. Not that she was a pure maiden unaware of what sex even was, just that she never gained enough interest about it to know the other small detail.
But maybe it wasn't so bad if she meant she could learn it under the care of Ainz. 'What am I even thinking, this guy is the one who destroyed the kingdom I was supposed to defend! He's the one who tortured me for no other reason than pettiness. I shouldn't be enjoying it…my responsibility is only to make sure he enjoys it…not my fault that he enjoys making me feel pleasure.'
Conflicted thoughts started to arise in her mind, but it didn't stop her from pleasuring Ainz with her soft hand. Her handjob also grew more expertly, as she started to copy the technique she observed from his other lover.
She started by caressing the lower end of his shaft, while her other hand was stimulating the top.
"Gh…" Zesshi immediately had a small smile appear on her face once she heard Ainz groan in pleasure.
"Hyaaa!" But that was only before her smile widened even more as Ainz inserted a second finger up her pussy. And he wasn't just thrusting them in and out of her, but was masterfully edging her inside while his thumb started to play with her clitoris.
Zesshi's body grew hotter, and each time she expelled a breath, steam seemed to come out of her mouth. 'I can't compete with him, he got much more experience than me, at this point, he will make me cum first.'
Zesshi had no choice but to reach such a conclusion, as Ainz was simply driving her and the rest of her body crazy from his touch. Her hips were already shaking uncontrollably, while the rest of her body seemed to morph into jello.
But Zesshi wasn't sure what she could do to change the situation, until her eyes noticed fluid coming out of Ainz's dick.
'Is…is this what they call precum…' A shameless idea struck her head as she continued to move her hand.
She wasn't sure if Ainz noticed it himself, as he was to focussed at looking at her cute face.
After gulping down in nervosity, she raised her hand toward his tips, and massaged the place to cover her hand with his fluid.
"Mmmh." Ainz slightly winced as this part was much more sensible than the rest of his dick, but Zesshi was already starting the next step of her plan.
With her soaked hand, she started caressing his whole poll more vigorously. With the lubrication, Zesshi was able to slide her hand much faster, bringing him pleasure, as her other hand already went to his tips again to recreate the trick.
'Yes! I can feel it twitching! It's working!' Zesshi felt even more motivated as she jerked him faster,
"What a neat little trick you just learned, but I hope you are ready for the retaliation." Ainz whispered into Zesshi's ear, making her whole body shiver in fright.
The half-elf moved her head to the side in panic. "There's retaliation!?"
"Don't worry, it's the good kind."
But she wasn't reassured in the less, as her body was already extremely stimulated with only two fingers up her pussy…so if Ainz was going to punish her the way she was thinking…then the only result possible would be…
"Ah! Aaaah! AAAAAAAAAAH!" Zesshi moaned loudly as her eyes nearly crossed over her skull as if she was getting an exorcism. It also didn't help that her body was twitching like she was struck by thunder.
The cause of all this? Ainz sticking up a new finger in her pussy. But that alone wouldn't be enough to make Zesshi lose all control of her body while climaxing. What made her act like that was that Ainz paused his palm in the middle of her ass, and started to vigorously finger her.
Her body fluid kept leaving her body as he pushed up his fingers deeper inside her holes, rubbing multiple of her most sensitive spots at the same time, leaving her unable to resist.
She wasn't even able to keep her hand on his dick as she lost her balance while his fingers defiled her inside. She could only grip the bed to resist the tempest, as her whimper spread through the room.
"You're moan are adorable Zesshi, they are almost as cute as you." Ainz said with a gentle expression while his hands were anything but gentle to her. He didn't mind that she wasn't touching his cock anymore, just being able to look at her looking so meekly under him was enough of a reward.
But Zesshi didn't think the same. "I…I can't…allow myself to…aaaaah…falter…I need, I need to…make you cum too…hiiih!"
Ainz was stumped for a moment, as he saw her try to grab his dick, only for her hand to slip away as her body was brought down again. Definitely a side effect of her earlier plan, one that she didn't expect to backfire so greatly.
But if she couldn't do anything herself…well she had no other choice but to rely on someone else.
"Lord Ainz…could you please help me pleasure you…ghii."She whimpered toward him with pleading eye, completely renouncing to any type of pride she might have.
Ainz was aware she would resort to such a technique, and a part of his mind even wondered where she had learned to do that.
But in the end, he decided that it mattered little, Zesshi was begging him to help her, and he wouldn't reward it with silence. "There's no need to beg for this Zesshi, if you want to pleasure me, then just ask for it."
Her face reddened as she just realised how low she just put herself, but any form of shyness disappeared as it was replaced with shock.
"Kyaaah!" Zesshi pushed a cute scream as Ainz hooked her lower body by her pussy, and moved her legs under his face.
"Don't play with my pussy like this! It's more humiliating than begging you!" Zesshi complained, until her breath was cut short by something hard hitting her cheek.
Her face slowly moved sideways, and she was mesmerized by the sight of Ainz's cock slapping her face.
'So…so big…' Having it so close to her face made her realize how large it truly was.
But her shock wasn't allowed to last longer, as she felt something wet trace her labia.
"True, I'm sorry for how I handled you, but I know a way that will make you forgive me. But you know, when you told me you wished to pleasure me, I thought you wouldn't stop the moment you were given an opportunity? Was I wrong?"
'Ah right, but how am I…' Zesshi grew nervous as the image of his lover swallowing his cock down their throat appeared in her mind. '…this…this is the perfect position to start sucking him…but…how is it supposed to enter my mouth.
Despite her hesitation, she still went ahead to grab his dick as she tried to open her jaw as large as she could. 'I…I don't have to put it all in one go…I can work my way to it.'
Zesshi arched her back just to raise her head high enough to put her mouth face-to-face with his tip. She could see that there was still some precum leaking from its, which only drove her more excited. 'At least I managed to make his dick more slippery…the rest should be fine…Plus, I can't help but wonder, how good would it taste?'
She ended her thought by engulfing his dick down her mouth. Instantly, her taste bud was assaulted by a pleasant taste, which immediately made the half-elf widen her eyes.
Without thinking deeply about it, she bumped her head down, pushing his dick further into her, before stopping right at the entrance of her throat. 'It…it really is not that bad…and his dick…it feels so good inside my mouth…it also tastes so good…'
She didn't need more motivation to continue to drop her head to impale herself with his dick.
'Hhmm, I didn't expect her to do so well…ggghh…and with so much eagerness too.' Ainz pushed another groan as Zesshi's lips closed back on his dick, squeezing his member under the soft embrace of her mouth. At the same time, she used her available hand to jerk off the exposed half that wasn't in her mouth.
Ainz considered telling her this directly, but he didn't think words were appropriate right now. So he paid her back with action instead and licked her inner fold directly.
"Guuuh!" Zesshi muffled a moan as Ainz's tongue slowly parted away her pussy to nestle against her wall. The feeling was completely different from his finger earlier, as his tongue was much more flexible and softer.
Her moan only grew in volume as Ainz put his arm around her waist, and brought it down toward himself to push his tongue further down her pussy.
But despite wanting to collapse like earlier, Zesshi stood strong and continued to push Ainz's dick in place, which she never thought would be touched by another.
As she moved her head down, her chest started to collide with his pelvis and despite having a soft impact, Ainz could still feel them fully, which only excited him more.
"Pfouah!" Ainz breathed as he gave himself a break from being drowned by her love juice. "Say Zesshi, did you know you tasted like blackberry?"
"Hmm?" Zesshi was momentarily distracted, an opportunity Ainz used to dig his tongue further inside her fold, and teased one of her sensible point, while his lips started to surround her clitoris.
His surprise attack made Zesshi widen her eyes, as her body started to spasm while she had to endure a new climax.
As her mind drifted away from the pleasure, a part of her held down as she didn't allow herself to fail while she didn't even manage to make him cum once. Especially when she could feel she was close with how his dick was pulsing inside her mouth.
She briefly considered pushing it deeper into her throat, but she gave up on this idea as she knew her gags reflex would interrupt her immediately and ruin the mood for Ainz.
So she started to envelop his dick with her tongue instead. She didn't have much experience with it, but she still managed to make it work as she gave him a deep lick along his length while she was bumping her head up.
"Gurp, gurp!" As time moved on, Zesshi was able to take more than half of his dick down her throat. She was glad Ainz put her in this position, as at least she could go at her own rhythm.
The only disadvantage was that she had to suffer from the pleasure Ainz was giving her while devouring her pussy from the other side.
But that was only a problem if she didn't like it…and despite her best effort to deny it, her body had another opinion.
Ainz's tongue slipped through her inside again, while the rest of her body shuddered from it. But at the same time, he felt his cock pulsing inside her mouth.
And Zesshi noticed the same, and she was able to identify the cause despite never facing such a situation before. 'He's going to cum! Hmm, he's dick his so warm now…ah, it's preparing to cover my mouth with his hot seed…I can't wait…"
Her body shivered again just from the mental image, as she pushed his dick down her cheek, and it convulsed one last time, before she felt a viscous liquid fit erupt in her mouth.
Her cheek started to swell as her eyes widened, as she wasn't ready for so much, but her mouth remained tightly closed, making all of his seed flow down her throat.
Ainz's body continued shaking as his cum filled up Zesshi's mouth, but in return, his tongue made a mess of her inside as it vibrated in her pussy. Making her body shake once more as an orgasm hit her system.
When she sensed the last spray of semen hit the back of her cheek, Zesshi finally pulled back and turned around to face Ainz with her cheek still filled with his seed.
Their was so many of them inside her mouth that she had to put her hand below her mouth catch those that slipped away.
But in her current position, Ainz couldn't see much as her ass was currently on top of his head.
Feeling quite embarrassing of sitting on top of her master's hand, Zesshi slid her legs on top of his torso, until her back hit his still hard dick.
The heat immediately spread through her back, followed by Zesshi shivering in pleasure, but she had a task to do before she could allow herself to fall into even more pleasure.
"Is there something wrong Zesshi? If you do not like the taste, then…"
But as if she wanted to prove him wrong, Zesshi opened her mouth wide, letting him see the lake of cum still flowing through her mouth, before closing it back, and reaching her hand toward her lips.
"Glup, glup!" The next moment, Ainz could see her neck growing multiple times in a row, as Zesshi's eyes winced each time she had to swallow his seed.
When she finally managed to swallow it all, Zesshi opened her mouth and looked back at Ainz with the sultriest look she managed to make.
During all this time, Ainz could only look at her in shock, as he didn't expect her to do such a thing. "What…?"
"I…well I thought you found this kind of display hot…so I…ggh…sorry if you didn't like it…" Zesshi caressed her own arms as she grew even more embarrassed to look at Ainz.
But Ainz didn't allow her and raised his body up before grabbing her by the shoulder. "Oh no, that was extremely alluring, I simply didn't imagine you would be as bold as to do it."
Despite still being self-conscious, Zesshi still threw him a bashful smile. "Thanks…I also didn't expect to do this to you…but…it makes me happy that you liked it."
Ainz raised an eyebrow before sighing as he realized that when she said it so weirdly. 'Of course she didn't just moved on from my torture toward her, it was foolish of me to expect otherwise. And any excuse from wouldn't make her any happier, in fact, she might find them insulting.'
But as he saw Zesshi start to grow even more anxious due to his silence, Ainz decided to end his train of thought that would lead nowhere. "Tell me, Zesshi, are you still comfortable moving to the next step with me despite the thing I did to you?"
Her body jolted as she didn't expect to have her conflicted feeling brought out so suddenly. "I…well…I'm not mad at what you did to me…I think you have realized by now that I don't really care that much about myself…I just think I should be angry at you because it's the most normal reaction. But if I'm honest, I don't even feel like being angry either…just…just make me forget about it alright? And if for that you need to rock my world upside down by fucking me…then go ahead. This was the possibility I was ready for a long time ago…it just makes me happy that I don't have to hate each single moment of it."
'I'm sorry everyone, I'm sure most of you are beyond angry that I lay myself to the demon who killed all of you…but…I think I will think for myself this time.'
"If that's what you desire…then so be it, my dear Zesshi."
Ainz moved Zesshi up with his knee, putting her exposed pussy right above his dick. He could feel her love juice dripping down on him as Zesshi breathed hard on his neck, only making him more excited.
And without a single word, Ainz dropped her on his dick.
"Mmmh!" Zesshi moaned softly on top of Ainz as she felt a weird sensation spread through her body.
Her pussy kept enlarging in order to admit Ainz's cock inside her, and the deeper it entered, the more her body became numb. She wasn't sure if it was from pleasure or pain, but she hoped it was the former.
As even from that position, she could hear Ainz groaning in pleasure as her hole started to press against his dick.
Her insides were extremely tight, and each inch that was inserted inside her only made it more resistant to the intrusion. But her pussy was lubricated well enough that Ainz had no problem squeezing it deeper.
However, he still handled the process slowly, as he let Zesshi get used to the sensation before burrowing himself into her.
*Pap*
Zesshi breathed hard as she felt his dick hit the wall of her cervix, which only made her body even more sensitive as it started to tremble. "I…aaah…think… It's enough, for now…"
"Take all the time you need. Meanwhile, I will enjoy the sensation of your hole tightening against me." Ainz infuriated Zesshi a little, but she quickly calmed down when she felt his hand pet her back, allowing her muscles to relax.
Zesshi took the time to get used to the sensation of Ainz's cock pulsing on her wall before grabbing his shoulder to raise her body, making her hiss as she felt his member slide off her pussy, before pushing it back down to feel whole again.
"Gggh…how do other people do to take such a giant dick inside them each time…I was humanity's greatest weapon, and I can barely fit it inside me." Zesshi said between gritting teeth as she tried and failed to raise the tempo, as each thrust only drove her body even crazier.
"Well usually other men don't have such a big one."
"So it's just my bad luck that I ended up with you?!" Zesshi struggled to remain stable on top of Ainz.
Noticing this, Ainz moved his hand on her ass to help her move. "Then what does it mean about me, after all, girls aren't usually as tight as you are, shouldn't I have the right to complain to?"
Zesshi stifled a scream as Ainz fastened her movement, forcing her to suffer through restless pounding. "Agh…no, you don't, I can feel it, you enjoy this so much! Your cock keeps twitching inside me, so don't you dare aaaah!"
Zesshi try to bite down on Ainz's shoulder to keep her moan inside, as she feels her body spasm due to a new climax.
Of course Ainz didn't miss such an opportunity to tease her. "Oh, what a weird event, it seems like your pussy tries to squeeze my dick despite it being painfully big, are you sure you aren't also enjoying it?"
Zesshi's head kept spinning as she tried to calm down from her orgasm, but despite her eyes growing heavier, she still managed to look directly at Ainz. "Why do you waste words to tell the obvious? But if you are to waste them anyway, then just…hugh...use them more efficiently."
Ainz smirked at Zesshi's snark and decided to punish her for it right after by thrusting his hips forward, making Zesshi open her mouth wide in shock. Her last barrier that kept aways his dick away from her womb just broke down from this assault, spreading million of signals down her body that all made her squirm.
Without wasting this opportunity, Ainz latched onto her mouth and interwove their tongue together as she kept rocking her pussy on top of him.
Despite the initial confusion, Zesshi still returned the kiss and slammed their lips together to make it more complete.
After kissing for a long minute, Ainz broke the kiss between the two, before freeing one of his hands to hold her head. "You're beautiful with that expression on your face. In fact, it makes me wish to cum deep inside you. Will you allow me that?"
"Ghwe?" Zesshi made an abnormal sound as she was taken by surprise by Ainz, before yelping even louder as bite down on her ears. "Aaaaah! Just do whatever you want! Cum inside me! I don't care!
"I wish for it to come deep from your heart." Ainz didn't need to speak loudly for his whisper to reach her, but it still made her body tremble at the intensity hidden behind it.
Her mouth kept wavering as the words she tried to formulate kept being stopped by herself.
'Do…do I want him to cum inside me? With how deeply he is inside my womb, I will definitely get pregnant. Do…do I want him to get me pregnant? Him?!'
With the last bit of energy inside her, Zesshi moved her hand up to grab Ainz. "Just…just tell me you love me…I don't care if it's a lie, just tell me that…and I will tell you what you wish to…please!"
"I will not lie to you Zesshi…"
Zesshi's body trembled at Ainz's whisper, while her body grew numb.
"…so let me tell you that I love you."
As if she were struck by lightning, Zesshi's body recovered all of its life, and tears started to form around her eyes. "You bastard…I told you to be more mindful of your useless words…just follow my example…and cum inside me…"
Ainz didn't need any other world as he hugged Zesshi deeply, completely covering her body as he put his entire weight on her shoulder, forcing her tiny hole to accommodate the entirety of his cock, before cumming deep inside her.
"Ghhh!" Ainz groaned as he hit a hard orgasm, while Zesshi's pussy kept squeezing his length in an attempt to take out all of his fluid.
Zesshi was in no better state, as her body trembled from feeling such a huge amount of cum spraying her inside. But such a huge amount couldn't fit entirely inside her womb, so some started to leak from her.
But none were in the right state of mind to notice it, as they each try to take back their breath while basking in the afterglow of their mutual orgasm.
After some time, Zesshi gritted her teeth before raising her hips to remove his dick with a loud pop, reasoning that once she managed to escape. Immediately after, cum started to drip down from her hole, and all fell down on top of Ainz's dick.
But that was the best she managed to do before falling down on her ass with heavy breath.
"How…ghh…my leg can't stop trembling…" Zesshi exclaimed in a low voice as she tried to keep her leg steady, but miserably failed.
"Do you need a healing spell?" Ainz proposed, but Zesshi quickly shook her head.
"No, if I'm healed, you will just fuck me senseless again…even I can't keep up with that."
"Then do you just want to cuddle?"
Zesshi's eyes sparked as the vision of all of his lovers lying on him while sleeping sprang back into her mind.
"That's…not that bad of an idea…but first…I think I need to calm down this beast." Zesshi said while pointing at Ainz's still hard dick.
She couldn't believe it was still standing straight despite just defiling her pussy, but at the same time she should have known that there was a reason why he was able to keep up with so many different lovers.
Instead of giving Ainz the chance to give any excuse, she placed her chest in between his dick, letting her feel it head emanate on her skin.
The half-elf gulped when she sensed his cum starting to spread on top of her breast, before slowly dripping on the rest of her skin. "…I guess it's because of me that it's so dirty…so let me clean it up."
Zesshi said before dragging her tongue along his cock, resulting in Ainz stifling a groan as Zesshi stimulated his sensitive glans. "Ggh…you're doing a good job Zesshi…"
Of course Zesshi's eye curved in response, as she felt happy to make Ainz groan for once and started to become even more lewd with her movement, as she made gestures of nibbling his dick, only to suck his skin instead.
Once she finished cleaning his rod, she raised her head before putting her hand near her ribs. "I…know that I don't have the biggest…but…just…just let me show you alright?"
Ainz didn't even have the time to be perplexed once he felt her covering his dick with her chest, and started to bump up and down to make it slide across her skin. With the semen covering the rest of her torso, she was able to slide it easily across her body, while she gave her best effort to sandwich his dick in between her breasts by pushing it toward it.
It was extremely amateurism, but it was one Ainz greatly enjoyed, especially the sight of his lover's breath growing harder each time she rubbed his cock alongside her, as if she tried her best to resist putting it in her mouth.
Ainz still grunted from it despite only one side of his rod being truly stimulated, as the feeling of her pale skin did wonder on him. Her surface was smooth to touch, and was also strangely squishy, making him able to receive her warmth too.
And soon, her effort was rewarded with a new spurt of cum landing right on top of her face. She had to close her eyes to make sure more didn't land on top of her eyes, but the rest was slowly coating her pale skin with even more white.
She felt a drop land on her breast, another on her arm, more directly on her face, and one even managed to hit her eye, as if it desired to mark her in every inch of her body.
"…well now you're dirty again…" Zesshi pushed an exasperated sigh, as if she wasn't already moving her finger to collect the cum on her body.
"Aaah…well maybe next time don't do such a good job…" Ainz panted as his hips were lightly shaking due to his other orgasm.
"But why would I, if it means I have more excuse to pleasure you," Zesshi said with a smirk as she started to jerk off his dick to move up his the seed that ended up falling on himself.
Once she made sure it was all gathered at the same place, she took a deep breath before opening her mouth wide and pushing his dick down it.
Ainz groaned again as he felt her soft lips close on his cock as she started to pump her head up and down to lick up the remaining semen. But she suddenly stopped moving, as she was resolving herself.
"Aaah…is there anything…gggh!"
Ainz wasn't able to finish as Zesshi suddenly dropped her face against his dick, pushing his dick up her throat until she hit his pelvis with his lips.
She struggled to keep it down there for as long as she could before removing his dick from her mouth in a single push.
"Aaah!" Zesshi pushed a deep breath before ramping toward a bewildered Ainz. "There, all clean."
"…you know Zesshi…I know you're tired…so I didn't want to press you too much…but…" Ainz suddenly lunged at her, slamming her body under him. "…but at this point, you should have known better than to provoke me."
A tingle spread through her spine as she felt Ainz's hot breath near her neck, which only made her instinct flare up with a mix of fear and lust.
She wouldn't say she was planning for this, but she wouldn't say she didn't expect it either.
"Gah!" Zesshi pushed a soft moan as she felt Ainz's dick near her pussy lips again, as its girth was already spreading her labia.
But as her womb was already throbbing in anticipation, Ainz stopped for a moment to straighten his back, and looming over her.
Before she could ask what was going on, he grabbed her leg and put them beside him, putting her in a missionary position where his dick was once again ready to penetrate her.
"…go on…I want you to make me scream."
"Then scream." That was the last signal Ainz needed before thrusting forward in her pussy, forcing her to grab on the nearest sheet to keep her body steady.
"Aaah! Aaah! Yes! That's it! Fuck me! Make me cum with your dick! Make my womb know that I'm yours!" Zesshi screamed as Ainz defiled her inside once more.
His dick had no problem entering her inside, especially with his current position where he could have complete control over her body, as Zesshi remained completely defenceless against him.
She felt the cum he deposited inside her earlier move up to her womb as his cock pushed the rest of her body forward.
It was definitely not as slow as before; in fact, it was ruthless, motion-filled only by the lust the two felt for each other.
She made sure her entire body would now be in his position, and now she could feel it completely. She could understand why none of his lovers could stop talking about how good it felt to be fucked by him.
Despite rendering her pussy upside down with how hard he was pounding it, she could still feel his intense love burn on her body from his eyes. He was looking at her with so much passion, while also showing it to her with action.
This time, she knew she couldn't mistake the look in his eye for anything other than love. And it was all for her.
"Cum! Cum inside me again! I want to feel your cum inside me again! I want it to spray inside me until being pregnant with your child is the only possible result! Fuck me!"
"Aah! Very well Zesshi! If that's what you want, let me grant it to you!" Ainz grunted as he pushed his hips forward again and entered the deepest part of her womb, before exploding inside her.
"Ggghii! Ainz! I love you! I love you!" Zesshi's body spasmed uncontrollably, while Ainz had to keep her steady while feeling his hips shake too from the immense pleasure he felt.
"Ah…I…I love you too Zesshi…" Ainz said between pants, as he finally managed to take a closer look at his new lover.
Her face was drenched in drool and cum, as tears of joy seemed to gather near her eyes. Her once neatly combed hair was a mess, with some cum still staining it, yet even in such a state, they still looked extremely attractive to him.
Ainz panted once more before removing his cock from her inside, allowing the rest of his cum to flow out like a dam just broken.
But he didn't care about such a lewd state, and simply lay beside Zesshi and grabbed her in his arms.
Zesshi was already unconscious, so there was little he could say, but he still made sure to close her eyes to be sure she would sleep well.
"…good night Zesshi…I hope you will have good dream now."