Have you ever thought of something that you know is impossible, but you still chose to do it?. Like fallen for someone and you know fully well that he can never be yours. He can only be a dream that will never come true, but you still imagine how wonderful it would be and living in a fantasy world.
When you think about it, it's like the most painful thing in the whole world. Asking why you fell for him in the first place. But you can't find the reason why because if you could you would stop this a long time ago. The more you look for reasons the deeper you find yourself falling for him.
He's like a fish upon the sky if this wasn't impossible enough then this is even more impossible imagine how big the ocean is and there's only a shining star in the ocean. Everyone is trying to find this star or catch the fish. You want to get over these feelings but you can't because you don't know how it started. You tried to let it be just a dream that can never be reality. Cause a dream will always be a dream.
Do you know why I called him a fish upon the sky? Have you ever heard that someone caught a fish upon the sky? No because it's literally impossible to catch a fish upon the sky. The star in the ocean is even more impossible because the ocean is so big you wouldn't even know where to start that's how impossible this love is. I sometimes wonder why people must fall in love or being hurt by their loved ones. If it's so impossible why can't we just give up on them, I wonder?
If only I didn't fall in love with him I wouldn't be like this right now" Nathan was thinking when he was planning to quit his job. But before we fully understand why he wanted to quit let's start from the beginning. And see how it will end.
To be continued