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Chapter 7 - MY SILENCE

By late afternoon, the house was no longer a home—it was a machine, alive and restless.

Doors opened and shut without warning. Footsteps overlapped. Voices rose, clashed, softened, rose again.

Everywhere Anne turned, something was being made ready for her wedding, whether she wished it or not.

In the kitchens, heat pressed against the walls. Pots rattled, lids clanged, spoons scraped metal. The cook barked orders while flour dusted the air like pale smoke. Trays of bread cooled beside roasted meats glazed to perfection. Someone complained the soup was too thin. Someone else insisted there was no more thyme. A maid muttered that no wedding prepared in a single day ever ended well.

Down the corridor, flowers arrived in armfuls—white lilies, pale roses, sprigs of green meant to soften the severity of the hall. Stems were trimmed too short, then too long. Vases were rearranged, then rearranged again. "This is rushed," one aunt whispered. "Absolutely rushed," another agreed, shaking her head as if the flowers themselves had offended her.

In the great hall, men hauled chairs into neat rows, only for Lady Alice to demand they be shifted an inch to the left. Candles were tested, snuffed, relit. Drapes were steamed while someone complained the ceiling was too high for such a hurried affair. Someone else said the opposite—that the room felt like it was closing in.

And through it all, the same sentence kept surfacing, dressed in different tones:

"It's too soon." "There wasn't enough notice." "People will talk." "Tomorrow? Tomorrow is madness."

Anne heard it all.

She sat upstairs, surrounded by silk and pins and half-finished thoughts, letting the noise rise to her like distant waves. Her mother moved in and out of the room, issuing instructions, checking lists, pausing every now and then to look at Anne as if she wanted to say something kinder—but didn't know how.

Anne said nothing.

She hadn't spoken to Lucian.

Not once.

Not since her father, voice careful and heavy with finality, had told her the decision was made. That the agreement had been reached. That the wedding would take place the next day.

Lucian had not come to see her.

And she had not asked him to.

There was a strange stillness inside her because of it—a quiet, aching space where anger and pride tangled together. Part of her burned with resentment. Another part refused to give him the satisfaction of her questions.

If he wanted her silence, he would have it.

....

By evening, the house had become crowded with bloodlines.

Anne's cousins arrived first—too many, too loud, carrying opinions like luggage. Cousin Margaret swept in with feathers in her hat and gossip on her tongue. Cousin Edwin complained about the weather and the short notice in the same breath.

Two younger cousins raced each other down the corridor until a maid shouted after them, skirts lifted in pursuit.

Her grandmother was settled into the best chair by the fire, wrapped in lace and authority. She said little, only watched—sharp-eyed, measuring. When someone mentioned the wedding being rushed, she clicked her tongue softly.

"Love rarely waits for permission," she murmured, though whether she believed it or not was anyone's guess.

Anne's godmother arrived smelling of lavender and restraint, kissing Anne's cheek with practiced tenderness. "You look pale," she whispered. "Understandably." Then, louder, to the room, "She will be radiant. Absolutely radiant."

Upstairs, young nieces tugged at ribbons and giggled, whispering about the groom as though he were a myth rather than a man. A nephew asked if there would be cake before the ceremony. Another asked if Anne would still live here afterward. No one answered him.

Uncles gathered in corners, voices low, discussing alliances, timing, consequences.

Anne for the second time this evening actually smiled and laughed at everyone support, the children's innocent questions.

She pitied the maids who were constantly chasing those little rats, she decided to help as she picked up running Betty and reliviishing her in kisses as she laughed and squirmed.

Anne had barely settled onto the edge of the chaise when they found her. "Oh no",she said aloud

They came in a small, uncoordinated rush—soft shoes, quick feet, the faint scent of soap and sugar. Her nieces and nephews, freed for a moment from adult supervision, gathered around her as if she were something rare and fascinating.

"Aunt Anne," little Eliza asked first, climbing onto the rug and folding her hands seriously, "does getting married hurt?"

Anne blinked, then let out a soft laugh before she could stop herself. "No, my love," she said gently. "Not like falling from a tree hurts."

A boy—Thomas, barely seven—tilted his head. "Do you have to sleep with your eyes closed when you're married?"

That earned a sharper laugh from Anne, surprised and helpless. "I believe that part is optional."

Another niece tugged at the hem of Anne's robe, eyes wide. "Will you still be my aunt tomorrow?"

The question landed deeper than the others.

Anne knelt slightly so they were eye level. "Always," she said without hesitation. "Nothing changes that."

"Will you live in a big house?" Thomas pressed on.

"And will there be horses?"

"And cake every day?"

"And—" Betty leaned closer, whispering as if sharing a secret—"is he nice?"

Anne paused.

"I think," she said slowly, choosing honesty shaped gently enough for small ears, "that people can be many things at once."

The children nodded as if this made perfect sense.

Eliza smiled and reached for Anne's hand. "I hope he makes you laugh."

Anne squeezed her fingers back, warmth blooming painfully in her chest. "So do I."

From the doorway, someone called their names, and they scattered just as quickly as they had arrived, laughter trailing behind them like ribbon.

...

The house was not preparing to host a wedding.

It was preparing to release one.

Crates were sealed and lifted, dishes wrapped carefully in linen, flowers arranged into tall stands meant to be carried elsewhere. The scent of roasted meats and sugared pastries did not linger to be enjoyed here—it was gathered, packed, made ready for a place grander than these walls.

Outside, carriages lined the drive, waiting.

Before the carriages were called, before the doors were opened, Anne was guided back to the vanity—because beauty, tonight, was a ritual.

The mirror was tall, framed in gold softened by age. Candlelight flickered along its edges, warming her reflection. Cara stood behind her, sleeves rolled just enough to work freely, while another maid laid out brushes, powders, pins—each placed with care, as though disorder itself would be an insult to the moment.

Anne sat still.

Her skin was cleansed gently, cool water against her face, followed by a light cream that smelled faintly of rose and almond. Cara's touch was practiced, tender, never rushed. She had done this a hundred times before—before dances, before dinners—but tonight her hands lingered, as if memorizing.

A soft powder was pressed along Anne's cheeks and brow, not to hide her, but to let the light love her properly. A hint of color bloomed at her cheekbones, natural and warm, as though the evening itself had kissed her there. Her lips were tinted just enough—deepened, softened—so that when she breathed, they looked alive with feeling.

Her eyes came last.

A delicate shadow traced her lids, smoky and restrained, deepening the natural intensity of her gaze. Lashes were darkened carefully, each stroke deliberate, until her eyes held a quiet gravity—thoughtful, unreadable, compelling.

Elsewhere in the house, the transformation was happening all at once.

Her mother dressed in deep ivory, fastening her necklace with steady hands that trembled only slightly. Her grandmother was laced into black silk and pearls, commanding as ever, declaring the sleeves too tight while refusing help.

Cousins fussed over gloves and hats, arguing over mirrors. An uncle cursed softly as he struggled with his cuffs.

In one room, nieces twirled in pale dresses, skirts flaring as they laughed. Nephews were scrubbed clean, hair slicked down, collars straightened for the tenth time. Someone complained their shoes pinched. Someone else boasted they would stand very still during the ceremony.

Her mother stepped into her coat, gloves pulled tight, eyes shining as she gave instructions to servants overseeing the transport of food and décor. Her grandmother was helped into her carriage, already issuing critiques about the venue's rumored chandeliers. Uncles adjusted their jackets, debating seating arrangements and timelines. Cousins gathered wraps and perfume, laughter bubbling as anticipation replaced complaint.

Then came my hair.

It was brushed slowly, lovingly, each stroke smoothing more than strands—smoothing nerves, history, doubt.

My dark hair was shaped into elegant waves, pinned back in a style that honored the era without trapping her in it. The nape of her neck was left bare, graceful, intimate. A single ornamental pin—simple, refined—was secured just above her shoulder, catching the light when i turned.

Around her, the room hummed.

Someone fastened earrings at my ears—cool metal warming instantly against my skin.

Downstairs, long tables were lined with dishes in careful abundance. Silver spoons clinked. Plates were passed. Opinions were offered far too freely.

"This needs more salt," an aunt declared. "The pastries are perfect," her godmother countered. "The soup should be warmer," said an uncle who had arrived late and felt entitled to judgment.

A maid lifted a spoon to her lips while another started loading plates, spoons and cutleries to the carriages.

She tasted roasted meat glazed with honey, then sweet bread dusted with sugar. A sip of wine warmed her throat just as someone tugged a corset tighter upstairs.

Children darted in and out of the room, sneaking bites of candied fruit when they thought no one was watching. Eliza giggled with a biscuit hidden behind her back. Thomas proudly announced he had tasted everything "important." Someone laughed and told him weddings were made of sugar and patience.

The house slowed when Anne's gown was finally lifted from its hanger.

Not because the noise stopped—but because people noticed.

The dark blue silk caught the lamplight like water at night, rich and endless. As Cara eased it over Anne's shoulders, the fabric settled against her body as though it had been waiting for her alone. The bodice shaped her waist with quiet

precision, elegant rather than restrictive, while the bare line of her shoulders gave her an air of fearless grace.

When the sheer train was fastened, it spilled behind her like a secret—soft, star-dusted, shimmering faintly each time she moved. It did not overwhelm her. It answered.

The musicians departed ahead of everyone else, instruments carefully packed, their presence already felt in the air though they had not yet played a note.

Anne inhaled slowly.

When she stood, the gown moved with her effortlessly, the sheer train whispering behind her like a promise. She looked complete—every detail aligned, every part of her present.

Outside, a carriage door closed. Somewhere below, her name was called.

Anne took one last look at herself—not to admire, but to remember.

Then she turned from the mirror and walked toward the night that was waiting for her.

The carriage ride softened everything.

As soon as Anne stepped inside, the noise of preparation fell away, replaced by the gentle sway of motion and the muted rhythm of wheels against stone. Lantern light slid past the windows in slow streaks, turning the night into something almost tender.

Her mother sat opposite her, adjusting her gloves for the third time. "If this carriage rattles any more," she said dryly, "we'll arrive married to the road instead."

Anne smiled despite herself being sad.

Across from them, an aunt laughed. "At least it will distract people from noticing how rushed all this is."

"Rushed?" an uncle replied, peering out the window. "This is efficiency. Romance has simply learned to keep time."

Someone snorted. A cousin leaned forward and whispered conspiratorially, "If you faint, Anne, do it gracefully. No one forgives drama before supper."

Anne shook her head, laughter slipping out quietly. The tension loosened—not gone, but gentler now, wrapped in familiar voices and shared history.

Outside, the city opened up.

The venue appeared slowly, like something revealed rather than reached. A grand hall rose ahead, bathed in warm golden light, its tall windows glowing against the dark sky. Lanterns lined the entrance, their flames steady and welcoming. Music drifted faintly through the air—soft strings warming up, a promise rather than a performance.

The carriage slowed.

As the door opened, "Blue?" someone murmured near the entrance, voice lowered but not enough.

"Why not white?" another asked, the question dressed up as concern.

"Is it mourning?"

"No—look at her. That isn't mourning."

"Bold choice," a woman whispered, half-admiring, half-scandalized.

Anne heard them all.

The dark blue of her gown deepened beneath the chandeliers, absorbing the gold light and giving it back as something richer, more deliberate. The sheer train shimmered faintly as she moved, catching eyes before they could stop themselves. A few heads tilted. A few brows lifted. Somewhere, someone inhaled sharply.

Her mother leaned in just enough to be heard. "Let them talk," she said calmly. "They always do."

A pair of older ladies exchanged looks. "White is tradition," one said.

"And blue," the other replied slowly, watching Anne pass, "is intention."

Near the aisle, a young cousin whispered too loudly, "She looks like the night," earning a quick hush—and then a smile from someone who agreed.

Anne did not slow.

Anne kept her eyes forward, heart steadying with each breath. The hall opened before her—flowers arranged in graceful abundance, candles glowing like held secrets, music rising to meet her.

Let them wonder.

Let them whisper.

Anne's hand tightened around the bouquet as she moved.

The flowers were exquisite—cream and pale blush roses intertwined with tiny white lilies, soft greenery spilling over the edges. Each stem had been chosen, arranged, and tied with a ribbon the same dark blue as her gown. They smelled faintly of spring, impossibly delicate against the weight of the evening and the storm coiling in her chest.

Her grip was firm, almost defensive, as though holding the blooms could anchor her against the tension radiating from Lucian. She could feel the weight of the petals, the promise of the bouquet, the inevitability of what this night demanded.

For a brief, humiliating moment, Anne's mind refused to place him.

Then it did.

Her step faltered—only slightly—but he noticed.

Lucian's gaze lifted, slow and deliberate, and met hers.

He stood on the altar, unmistakable in a black suit cut with ruthless precision. The fabric hugged his frame like it had been tailored to make a point. Dark, immaculate, severe. He looked nothing like the polite groom people expected—and everything like a man who knew exactly how unsettling he could be. With a man she heard his name was Damien of course he had only one groomsman.

Lucian's gaze lingered on Anne's gown a moment longer than propriety—or even the crowded hall—would allow.

The dark blue silk clung to her in a way that suggested movement even when she stood still. It traced the curve of her waist, kissed the swell of her hips, and hinted at the strength in her shoulders and back. The sheer train fell like a whisper behind her, catching the candlelight in soft flickers, drawing the eye without asking permission.

He noticed the bare line of her neck, the hollow of her collarbone, and the way the fabric slid smoothly across her skin as she adjusted her grip on the bouquet. And God, did he notice the curve and fullness of her breast, the way he was so sure she wore nothing underneath. He imagined how soft her breast would be, the weight of them, how he would tenderly tease her nipples as they hardened.

His jaw tightened almost imperceptibly, and his dark eyes darkened further, holding a mixture of amusement, hunger, and admiration he didn't try to hide.

He wanted Anne not only in a sexual way, he knew he could never stay away from Anne, she had a hold on him. But for now all in his head was how beautiful she looked, i could swear i could feel heaviness of tears, with her little nieces and nephews playing with the flower behind her. Her subtle laughter as she giggled openly. Is this how men felt when they actually got married, that so much love it felt like my heart would explode.

The subtle movement of the gown with every step—soft, deliberate, commanding—made it impossible for me to look away. It was not simply a dress. It was a challenge. It was Anne, unyielding and exquisite, daring me to see her, to notice, to care.

And i did.

The pastor finally steps between them, clearing his throat softly, as if afraid to disturb the fragile tension hanging in the air.

He lifted his hands gently, a practiced gesture meant to gather

attention, to restore order. "Dearly beloved," he began, voice warm and deliberate, "we are gathered here this evening to witness the joining of these two souls—"

Anne is still clutching the bouquet—ivory roses threaded with faint gold—her fingers tight around the stems, knuckles pale. The whispers fade into a dull hum as everyone settles, eyes forward, breaths held.

Lucian stands close now. Close enough that she can feel the warmth of him through the layers of her gown. Close enough that his shadow falls over the delicate embroidery at her waist.

"Marriage," the pastor continued, "is not entered into lightly, but with intention, respect, and—"

"Courage," Lucian murmured under his breath, not quite an interruption.

Anne did not look at him when she replied, just barely audible, "Or stubbornness."

His lips twitched.

The pastor paused, cleared his throat, then carried on. "Anne," he said, turning toward her, "do you take Lucian to be your lawfully wedded husband—"

The hall felt suddenly smaller. The whispers had faded. All that remained was the low hum of expectation and the steady rise and fall of Anne's breath.

She lifted her eyes at last.

Lucian met her gaze fully now—no mockery, no smile. Just a quiet intensity, as if daring her to flinch, to soften, to look away first.

She didn't.

"I do," she said calmly, clearly, her voice carrying through the hall like a measured truth.

Something unreadable passed through Lucian's expression.

"And Lucian," the pastor said, turning, "do you take Anne—"

Lucian's gaze lingered a second longer than necessary, tracing the edge of her composure, the strength she wore as effortlessly as silk.

"I do," he replied, voice low, steady—and far too aware.

The pastor nodded, relief flickering across his face. "Then by the authority vested in me—"

Lucian straightens, then glances back at Anne, his voice dropping once more.

"Would you like me to kiss you?" On the mouth, perhaps? To quiet the audience."

Anne's lips curve, but she slightly shakes her head.

"No please," she replies simply. "Not yet." She replies gently looking at him.

Something softer crosses his face.

"As my bride wishes," he says.

Instead, he leans in and presses a gentle kiss to her cheek—lingering just enough to feel intimate, respectful, almost reverent. A ripple moves through the crowd. Anne's breath catches despite herself.

As his lips leave her cheek, the movement stirs her veil.

The sheer white fabric slips softly against her skin, light as breath, its hem scattered with dark blue petals that trail downward like falling midnight blossoms. For a brief second, the veil settles between them, half-hiding her face, half-revealing the faint warmth his kiss has left behind. Lucian's fingers pause instinctively, as if resisting the urge to lift it again.

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