I've had a normal week (the same beatings from Mom, the same understanding from Dad, the same ignoring from So-yeon, the help from Do-jin, and I've been using the ointment that the doctor gave me) and today I have to go to the hospital again.
After getting ready, I left for school. Like always, I met Do-jin on the way. He lovingly picked me up in his car and took me to school. When I reached school, I saw Soo-ji and So-yeon. Both of them were going to their classroom, so I also went to my classroom.
After the class was over, I was sitting in the school garden during lunch time. Many students came there and then Do-jin came there and he had a flower bouquet in his hand. Then he came near me.
Do-jin said," Ha-jun, I won't create too much drama. I want to tell you straight up that I love you Ha-jun."
Before I could say anything, So-yeon came there, grabbed my hand, and took me to the storeroom. I tried to free my hand, but he held me so tightly that I couldn't separate myself from him. So-yoon took me inside the storeroom and said to me, "Who gave you permission to say yes?"
I said," I hadn't said yes yet", then So-yeon interrupted me and said," you were about to say yes".
I said," I wasn't going to say yes", then So-yeon grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him and started kissing me, then I remembered everything that So-yeon had done to me in this one week, and I slapped him in anger and left from there.Then I met Do-jin in the garden and I said to him," sorry Do-jin, you misunderstood my friendship, care and attraction, nothing like this can happen between us".
Do-jin angrily said, "I won't let this bastard So-yeon live. He takes away everything I love." Then So-yeon came to the garden too
I said," you two brothers, what do you think I am a recessive omega, does it mean that one brother treats me like a toy and the other like a commodity, I am also a human being, I also have feelings, I also feel pain, but sometimes no one comes, sometimes someone comes and use me and go away, but anyway, what can I say to you when my own mother is like this, who takes money and forces me to sleep with some man but I never did that, sometimes it feels like I want to kill myself ",or everything After saying this I started crying and took my bag and left the school after giving leave notice.
After leaving school, I first went to the hospital because I had an appointment today. When I got myself checked there, the doctor told me that my swelling and body pain have gone away now but my heat cycle can come anytime, so I should be prepared. But the doctor said that according to him, it will take some time for my heat cycle to come, but I will still have to be prepared and correct my diet.
After that i said," thank you doctor ".
I went to the hospital washroom and changed my clothes there and then I left for my part-time job. I work as a waiter at the Juju Club. I was feeling very hot on the way today but I ignored it because I had to go to my job too. When I reached there they gave me my uniform and when I came back after changing, So-yeon, Soo-ji and their friends had come there to party but I sent another waiter at there table and started asking for someone else's order.Then suddenly I started feeling very hot and I realized that my heat cycle had started. I covered my face and ran out of the club. I was walking on the road outside when So-yeon came in his car and forcibly made me sit in his car and took me to his apartment. My heat cycle was running and I was unconscious. he made me lie down on his bed. It started to feel strange because the smell of So-yeon's pheromones was coming from that bed. Then I pulled So-yeon towards me and it was as if I was going to kiss him. But So-yeon stopped me and said, "I know how you're feeling right now, but come to your senses. I won't do anything without your permission."
I said," okay then I am giving you permission but please help me I can't control myself anymore".
So-yeon said, "Okay, but before that, I want to tell you something. Ha-joon, I love you so much."
I said," I love you too so-yeon, I really love you so much".
So-yeon said, "But Ha-joon, I don't have a condom today. I need to get one from the store. You wait a bit first."
I asked," if we could have sex without a condom".
Soyeon said," we can do it but it might increase your chances of getting pregnant".
I said," it doesn't matter to me".