Nine years later....
" Ariaa!!! " My mom shouted from downstairs. It was the beginning of my adult life . I was finally in university. I haven't set my eyes on Ethan since then because he moved out but we were still in touch . Luckily i was admitted in the same school as his. He was in his finals as an engineering students.i got admission to study arts and literature as my course. I have always had passion for arts and books i guess i will finally explore it.
I stretched on my bed yawning. "Mom i am awake " i said grumpily. I sluggishly went into my bathroom.
I wouldn't say we were poor nor rich we were just there i guess .
I brushed my teeth as i looked at myself in the mirror. I have always admired my chocolate dark hair hair . It was wavy and extremely made my eyes colourful i knew i was petite but at the same time for this past nine years gained enough wieght making me slightly curvy as per say . I rushed to taking off my clothes and dashed under my shower for a cold bathe as i was done bathing , i battled with choosing an outfit.
Don't get me wrong i had lots of outfits but i just wanted something simple to wear i didn't want to draw attention and at the same time i wanted to look cute for my first day in school and not for Ethan or was it really? I don't know?
I sure as hell wanted to look cute that i knew . I picked up my washed jeans it was baggy , and a cute crop top that showed my breast curve don't get me started on my breast, you might assume i have breast when i said i was curvy but i was a c-cup girl, not that i was complaining though.
My mom called again and i groaned... " Coming " i yelled back. I looked at myself in the mirror trying to work on my face . Newsflash my freekles were gone . But i loved it though but i was still pretty nevertheless. I tied my hair in a ponytail stlye and applied lipgloss and dashed downstairs.
" All this just to still look natural at the end " my mom commented. I smiled and took a bacon rushing into my car to pick Ella my best friend. Yes i drive ....
and yes i do have a female best friend...
We met after Ethan moved. She was the replacement with her family.
I really love her .
Enough am late actually for my first lecture.
My mom yelled for me to eat more but i was already driving out of our building.
I picked Ella and we were listening to " friends don't " by Alexander amd laura spencer...
But friends don't know you like this
Talk with their eyes, stare at your lips
And friends don't touch you like this...
We went on with the chorus until i arrived at my school. It was beautiful. I mean Ethan wasn't lieing when he said he didn't want to graduate because this school was breathtaking. I dragged Ella towards the hall leading her to the library i wanted to explore. If you may know i got admitted to university of notre danme indiana .
I then rememberd that i desperately wanted to meet Ethan.
i asked a student i noticed nearby.
" Excuse me ? Where can i find the department for engineering " . She directed me across the hall i dashed to see the best friend and possibly my love that i haven't seen for ages .
I was about to call him out as i saw his sharp jawlines that i wasn't going to forget anytime soon. Only to hear what tore me into pieces
" You couldn't imagine how i reacted when she told me she likes me..
What the actual **** did she knew was the meaning of the word ."
He laughed louder than the others. Hot tears fell . I sobbed hard running back into Ella's hands.
i noticed him after me.
Ella seemed confused but i urged her to go to my car . She held me to my car asking me what happened i couldn't speak i was broken.
All i could think of was why will he break me like this?
Why did it hurt this bad?
Why can't i stop crying? .
I thought this was supposed to be my first lecture day and first time as an adult. It was my birthday today but i couldn't even celebrate it because of this pain.....
I told Ella everything after i had calmed down i promised myself he wasn't worth my heart, the pain ,the care,
the **** he didn't deserve me as a whole. I came to the conclusion that i will get rid of this disgusting crush as of today.
I cleaned up and went for my lecures after Ella went her way.