Anaya didn't sleep well that night.
Not because of noise.
Not because of nightmares.
But because her mind refused to quiet.
Every look.
Every word.
Every silence.
They were all starting to mean something.
And that terrified her.
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The next morning, she entered the dining room to find Aarav already there, dressed for work, scrolling through his phone.
"Good morning," she said.
"Good morning," he replied, setting the phone aside.
That alone was new.
He looked at her — not distracted, not rushed — just present.
"How did you sleep?" he asked.
She hesitated. "Fine."
He didn't push.
But he didn't believe her either.
---
They ate in silence, but it wasn't empty.
It was full of things neither of them knew how to say.
"I'll be late tonight," Aarav said suddenly.
"Oh," Anaya replied. "Okay."
Her voice was neutral.
But her heart wasn't.
---
That afternoon, Anaya tried to distract herself — with books, with chores, with music — but nothing worked.
She kept thinking about something he had said the night before:
*"Pretending it doesn't feel real doesn't make it less real."*
She hated how true it felt.
And she hated even more that she didn't want it to stop.
---
Aarav, meanwhile, found himself distracted at work.
Not by deadlines.
Not by meetings.
But by the memory of Anaya's laugh in the kitchen.
Her quiet smile.
The way she looked at him when she thought he wasn't watching.
It wasn't dramatic.
It wasn't loud.
It was… real.
And real scared him more than anything.
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That evening, he came home later than usual.
Not because of work.
Because he was avoiding the conversation he knew was coming.
He found Anaya in the living room, curled up on the couch, reading.
"You're late," she said, not looking up.
"I told you I would be," he replied.
"I know," she said softly. "I just… noticed."
He paused.
Noticed.
The word felt heavier than it should have.
---
They ate dinner quietly.
Not awkward.
Not cold.
Just… distant.
"I think we should talk," Anaya said suddenly.
Aarav looked up. "About what?"
"About this," she replied, gesturing vaguely between them.
He exhaled slowly. "I was hoping you wouldn't say that."
"That's not an answer," she said.
"No," he admitted. "It's avoidance."
"Why?" she asked.
"Because once we talk about it, it becomes real."
"And right now?" she asked.
"Right now, it's comfortable confusion," he said. "And I'm not sure I'm ready to lose that."
Anaya stared at him. "You think clarity is worse than confusion?"
"I think clarity forces decisions," he replied. "And I don't know what decision to make."
---
She stood up slowly. "Neither do I."
"Then why push it?" he asked.
"Because pretending we're not changing doesn't stop the change," she said quietly.
He met her eyes. "And pretending we are ready doesn't make us brave."
Silence fell.
Not angry.
Not broken.
Just heavy with truth.
---
"I don't want to get hurt," Anaya said softly.
"Neither do I," Aarav replied.
"But we already are," she said.
He frowned. "How?"
"By caring," she said. "Even a little."
He looked at her — really looked at her — and for the first time, he saw the fear behind her strength.
"I would never intentionally hurt you," he said.
"I know," she replied.
"And that's exactly why this is dangerous."
---
Later that night, Anaya lay awake, staring at the ceiling.
She wasn't falling in love.
Not yet.
But she was no longer falling away.
And that was just as frightening.
---
In his room, Aarav sat on the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees.
He had always believed emotions were weaknesses.
Now, he wasn't so sure.
Because this didn't feel like weakness.
It felt like… risk.
And risk, for the first time, felt worth considering.
---
The next morning, they passed each other in the hallway.
"Good morning," Anaya said.
"Good morning," Aarav replied.
Their smiles were softer.
Not distant.
Not close.
Just… careful.
They were standing at the edge of something unnamed.
Not love.
Not indifference.
Something in between.
Something fragile.
Something real.
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