"So what now?" Yuta took a deep breath combing through his hairs looking up to the sky standing in the balcony feeling tired.
He already have enough things to deal with and now having winwin here and the fear of getting face to face with the Chinese male was making him distressed as he really don't want to see the Chinese male at all.
"Nothing, i will try my best to not to have a face-to- face with him until he go back"
"God! I had zero idea that winwin's cousin live in the same residency as of you. If I knew it earlier I would have informed you about it"
Kun said feeling stupid of himself for not being able to remember winwin's cousin name until yuta didn't tell him who himself never knew that renjun and winwin were cousin brothers up until now.
"It's alright because even if you informed me earlier my reaction seeing him here would have been the same so don't feel sorry" yuta assured kun who rubbed his forhead mumbling something under his breath.
"Listen yu"
Kun said in a serious tone after a short pause to yuta who went inside the living room sitting on the sofa with legs placed on the table in front of him, humming in response to kun yuta lean back with blank mind.
"I shouldn't say it like that but i believe winwin is yet not over from you" Kun revealed making yuta feel uncomfortable hearing that, feeling himself getting uneasy yuta shook his head.
"I can't do anything about it"
"I know. All I want to say is be mindful of that because there are chances that he will probably try to get back with you and this---
"Won't happen." Yuta said in a speed of flash and he didn't need to explain himself as his words are enough for kun to understand that yuta is indeed serious about it.
Having silence fall between them for a minute kun decided to change the topic to divert yuta's mind from today's incident but in reality his actual motive is to get to know what is going on in yuta's mind about a specific topic.
"How's hoshi doing?" Kun asked successfully diverting yuta's attention as the male replied almost instantly.
"Absolutely fine. As one of his friend's birthday is coming he was busy finding a present for him"
yuta said smiling unintentionally when he remembered his phone call with hoshi a few days back and how the Korean started whining and complaining to yuta about how difficult it is to buy present for someone making it hard for yuta to calm him down.
"So he does now?" Kun asked keeping the conversation light as he can sense yuta is already feeling calm and happy.
"Yeah after a long discussion he finally decided what he needs to buy and bought it today, seriously he is adorable when confused" yuta said smiling to himself earning a chuckle from kun.
"Feel like you love him a lot"
"Hmm"
"So when are you going to propose him?"
"Soo---- what the heck are trying to do qian?" Yuta who was about to say something that might give kun an another reason to tease him paused midway when he realised what he was doing, sitting straight on the couch yuta pushed his hairs back realising he was about to confess something he himself is not sure about.
"I am trying to make you realise what you feel for hoshi. Seriously can't you just accept the fact that you are falling in love with him?"
"He is just a good friend"
"Oh please! don't give me such lame long used excuses of being good friends. Which friend keep on bragging about his other friend on call? Whenever we talk you are always about how hoshi did that how hoshi did this, he is so adorable, understanding etc etc.. if you call this friendship then tell me when was the last time you complemented me?"
Kun went all out not letting yuta to speak hearing kun's word yuta flushed red in embrassment hiding his face on the palm of his free hand while trying to keep his smile low.
"It's not like that"
"Say this again and I am flying to Korea to have some serious talk with you." Kun said feeling himself on the verge of doing what he said getting annoyed by how stubborn his friend his.
"Yeah ok so what do you want to hear?"
"Truth."
"It's no-----
"You said you are over from winwin then what's stopping you from confessing that yeah you love Hoshi? Why are trying to run away from reality?" Yuta's smile slowly vanished and his thoughts get him making a silence fall once again on both sides.
"Yu?" Kun said slowly to which blinked before tilting his head to another side putting the phone on his another ear.
"When I and sicheng broke up, what do you think I was more hurt about?" Yuta asked kun reminiscing the old painful memories making kun to fall silent to come up with a proper response for it as don't want to guess anything wrong as he know it's still a sensitive topic for yuta.
"That your relationship fall apart and you guys had to give up on your dream too because of it." Kun said slowly in an unsure manner to which yuta hum before passing a melancholic chuckle.
"Besides that it was how easily he gave up on his and mine friendship... i know what happened back then put him on that situation that he decided to end the relationship but he even forget that it was not only him but me too who was suffering but rather than trying to be strong and fight for his happiness he gave up on everything and went back to China"
Kun didn't said anything and let yuta say it all what he has been keeping up with himself from years.
"He went back and never try contacting me ever. It wasn't getting kicked out of the company or breaking up that hurted me hurted me the most. It was how sicheng didn't even bother trying to keep our friendship still. And I am scared that if such kind of situation arrive in my and hoshi's relationship he might do the same thing."
Yuta finished telling what he never speak about to anyone but his emotions got the best of him this moment when today's incident came into his memory. Kun who was listening to everything patiently realised how much yuta was holding within himself.
He know this male from a decade and yuta never mentioned about this thing ever. Sympathising with his friend kun agreed to whatever yuta said until the last sentences which made kun internally sigh.
"I agree with everything you said but not everyone are same yu. Sicheng and Hoshi are two different people, they have different personalities, different approaches towards life so how come are you comparing both of them?"
Kun tried to explain using gentle tone but yuta just looked down at the ground playing with his fingers.
"Asked yourself this question and answer it honestly without focusing on your past with winwin. Think about all the time you have spend with hoshi until now and according to your observations and gut feeling do you really think hoshi will do the same thing by giving up on you?"
Kun asked and yuta had no response to come up with as he did think about the same thing a lot and everytime his heart tell him that hoshi will never do such thing.
"Because if he had to then I bet he would've give up a lot earlier when you used to act so cold and stiff around him and would have never waste his time asking you to be his friend, when he knows he will have to put on the most effort in order to get close to you."
Kun knock some sense on yuta by giving him a reality check even though kun was using gentle tone with yuta he can't help but feel himself getting annoyed by how come yuta is comparing two altogether different persons.
He have never met hoshi but as much he has heared about him from yuta and had saw on hoshi's weibo posts he can conclude that the Korean male is indeed very good and is someone who can handle yuta and his aloofness as a partner.
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"So when did yuta shifted here?" Winwin or sicheng asked renjun and haechan who were lying on the same bed as him at a short distance while haechan being busy texting with his friends and renjun reading a novel.
Looking up from the book renjun looked toward the wall in front putting focus on his mind to come up with exact answer before smiling sheepishly giving winwin an apologetic look.
"It just been a year or two I am not sure" renjun said and winwin hummed "He came in the first week of April two years ago"
Haechan answered not looking up from his phone even for a minute. Renjun and winwin who looked at haechan in amusement and he was paying zero attention to them before renjun roll his eyes sighing tiredly.
"If you want to ask anything about anyone living in this building ask him he knows everything" renjun said going back on reading leaving winwin to bit his lower lip before continuing with his questioning about yuta as he want to know everything about the Japanese.
"So.. Yuta and Hoshi hyung are close?" Sicheng inquired asking in a manner like he is just asking but don't have much interest in it. Hearing winwin's question haechan and renjun share a teasing look with each other that give winwin a not so good feeling.
"They are. In the beginning I was surprised seeing hoshi hyung with yuta hyung as how come hoshi hyung even managed to get close to someone like yuta hyung. He is so damn scary" renjun said first and winwin nodded with a fake smile feeling awkward hearing about hoshi and yuta being on good terms.
"Exactly... but now we all are used to of it and you know what hyung? We ship them together, all of us do" haechan said like a happy puppy making renjun laugh and that cause winwin to drop his smile.
"They look awesome together" Winwin saw renjun saying that with a smile on leading haechan to squeal like an fangirl now all of his attention was on the conversation and his phone was placed on his lap.
"Indeed and I wish our ship sail"
"I think it would afterall hoshi hyung is so in love with yuta hyung that it's too much for me to see"
"Well yuta hyung also look interested in our Horange. I mean he don't show his emotions on his face like hoshi hyung but have you ever noticed his body language around hoshi hyung? As if yuta only see hoshi hyung and the rest of the world is nothing"
"True because besides hoshi hyung yuta hyung really don't talk to anyone and oh! Once I saw yuta hyung smiling widely over something hoshi hyung said and he look even more handsome with his smile on"
"They are so cute together"
"The visual power couple"
"Both are workaholics"
"They'll make a good pair if they get together in reality"
"Oh! How much I wish." Haechan said closing his eyes to pray to God. Haechan and renjun were so busy fangirling over then imaginative ship that they didn't noticed how silent winwin get as he just can't understand the point of how come yuta even like hoshi who is so opposite of him.
Just like hoshi winwin too don't like hoshi too much as he is jealous of hoshi's ability to make everyone comfortable around him without doing anything much but just being his real weird self and how hoshi keep good relation with everyone even with someone he don't like much.
And that makes winwin jealous of him and now seeing how hoshi is getting close to yuta winwin know this is no way good for him.
To be continued.....