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Chapter 59 - chapter 59

The fifth gate was the quietest one yet.

It was not formed from light or shadow.

It was created from silence.

A heavy, oppressive silence that seemed to crush everything around it.

When Yohan stepped through, it felt as though he had been submerged beneath an endless ocean. The roar of the vortex disappeared instantly, replaced only by the frantic sound of his own heartbeat.

The world around him transformed.

He was inside a sterile white hospital room.

The air smelled of antiseptic and quiet despair.

The only sound was the soft, rhythmic beep of a heart monitor.

Yohan was sitting beside a hospital bed.

The Dreamer was older now.

A man in middle age.

His face carried the weight of exhaustion, sorrow, and years of hidden pain.

On the bed lay his mother.

She was frail. Her body barely held onto life.

Her breathing was shallow and uneven, each breath sounding like a struggle.

Her eyes were closed, and her pale face resembled a fragile mask.

She was nearing the end of a long life.

These were her final moments.

This memory was different.

It was not a single event repeating endlessly.

It was a slow, painful passage of time.

Hours passed inside the silent room.

The Dreamer remained beside her, watching the person who had been the foundation of his entire life slowly disappear.

Yohan was pulled into the deepest parts of his mind.

He felt the Dreamer's love.

A love built from countless memories.

He experienced moments from childhood.

His mother reading stories to him before sleep.

Her comforting embrace after nightmares.

Her endless patience.

Her quiet belief in him even after every mistake, every lie, every betrayal, and every failure. She had always believed in him.

And now she was leaving.

Yet despite everything he felt...

He could not speak.

The room was filled with words that needed to be said.

"Thank you."

"I'm sorry."

"I love you."

They were all there.

Waiting.

Sitting at the edge of his throat.

A lifetime of emotions desperate to escape.

But they remained trapped.

Yohan felt the Dreamer's fear.

The fear that saying those words would make the loss real.

The fear of facing the finality of goodbye.

He felt the foolish pride that told him grief should remain silent.

That love did not need to be spoken.

That emotions should be controlled.

He felt the discomfort of opening his heart, even to the person who had given him everything.

So he remained silent.

He held her weak, cold hand.

He watched the heart monitor.

He listened as her breathing became weaker.

He told himself there was still time.

He told himself she already knew.

He told himself words were meaningless compared to actions.

A thousand excuses.

A thousand reasons to avoid the truth.

The memory focused on one final moment.

His mother's eyes slowly opened.

They were cloudy.

Unfocused.

But they found him.

For a brief second, recognition returned.

Her lips moved.

No sound came out.

It was a question.

A request.

A final chance.

The opportunity was there.

All he needed to do was speak.

To give her the comfort she deserved.

To give himself the forgiveness he needed.

But he said nothing.

He only squeezed her hand.

He forced a weak smile.

A smile that carried none of the love, gratitude, or regret screaming inside him.

Then the light in her eyes disappeared.

She released one final breath.

The heart monitor became a flat line.

A single endless tone filled the room.

The silence afterward was unbearable.

It became something physical.

Something heavy.

The words he never said were now trapped inside him forever.

They became poison.

The regret came instantly.

Absolute.

Devastating.

It was the pain of losing a chance that could never return.

He had waited too long.

His fear and pride had stolen the final moment where he could have given and received forgiveness.

Yohan, trapped inside the memory, broke beneath the weight of it.

This pain was different from the others.

The lie had been sharp.

The betrayal had been heavy.

The cowardice had been humiliating.

But this...

This was emptiness.

A vast ocean of sorrow.

The agony of something forever incomplete.

He had to accept it.

He had to become the son who allowed his mother to leave without hearing the words she deserved.

He had to carry that silence for the rest of his life.

He looked at her still body.

He allowed the regret to consume him.

He did not fight it.

He drowned in it.

"I love you," he whispered into the empty room.

The words finally came.

But they were too late.

They echoed through the hospital like a reminder of everything he had failed to say.

"I'm sorry."

"Thank you for everything."

The hospital room faded.

The heart monitor's endless tone disappeared into the screams of the vortex.

Yohan returned to the Labyrinth.

Tears streamed down his face.

Real tears.

His own tears.

Crying for a mother who was never his.

The gate of silence dissolved like mist.

He had been a liar.

A betrayer.

A coward.

A selfish man.

And now...

A son carrying the weight of words that would never be heard.

The portrait of the Dreamer became clearer.

Not the image of a monster.

Not the image of a god.

But the image of a deeply flawed and painfully human person.

Silas was gone.

His form had completely disappeared.

Only a faint trace of pragmatic resolve remained in the air.

He had given everything he had to bring them this far.

Now only Yohan and Morwen remained.

Morwen stared at him.

For once, the Aspect of Guilt had no words.

She understood regret.

She was built from regret.

But the quiet agony of this memory had affected even her.

She remained silent as the vortex began moving again.

The sixth gate formed.

It was created from harsh whispers and cruel judgment.

A structure made from contemptuous glances and dismissive expressions.

The air surrounding it was cold.

Sterile.

Filled with the scent of self-righteousness.

Yohan stepped through.

The world changed.

He entered a courtroom.

A place of judgment.

He was sitting on the judge's bench.

Elevated above everyone.

Wearing the robes of authority.

The Dreamer, during this part of his life, had been a man of law.

A figure trusted with justice.

But beneath the robes existed something darker.

A slow-growing arrogance.

A heart that had hardened over time.

He had witnessed so much cruelty from humanity that he had started seeing cruelty everywhere.

His empathy had slowly transformed into cynicism.

The case before him was simple.

Almost insignificant.

A young man barely out of his teenage years stood accused of theft.

He was poor.

Exhausted.

Terrified.

He had stolen food to feed his younger siblings.

The facts were clear.

The young man admitted what he had done.

His lawyer pleaded for mercy.

He explained the circumstances.

The desperation.

The hunger.

The suffering.

But Yohan felt the Dreamer's response.

There was no compassion.

Only exhaustion.

Cold impatience.

He had heard similar stories countless times.

To him, they were excuses.

He no longer saw a desperate young man.

He saw a future criminal.

A problem.

A statistic.

Someone who needed to be controlled.

The human being behind the accusation had disappeared.

The Dreamer's thoughts became clear.

He was not searching for truth.

He was searching for weakness.

He judged the boy not only for the crime.

But for his poverty.

His desperation.

His circumstances.

"The law is the law."

The phrase became a shield.

"Circumstances do not erase the act."

"Mercy creates weakness."

"Order must be protected."

The judgment was delivered.

His voice was emotionless.

Detached.

Without mercy.

He spoke about responsibility.

About punishment.

About setting an example.

He sentenced the young man to the maximum punishment allowed.

A harsh sentence.

A punishment meant not only to correct behavior...

But to prove a point.

He ignored the mother's despair.

He ignored the fear in the young man's eyes.

The gavel struck.

A final sound.

A declaration of order.

The memory continued.

The consequences unfolded.

The young man entered a brutal prison system.

He was not rehabilitated.

He was destroyed.

Years later, he emerged as someone broken and violent.

His life had been pushed onto a path that could never be repaired.

His family collapsed without him.

The damage spread outward.

One judgment.

One decision.

One life destroyed.

Yohan was forced to watch everything.

He felt the Dreamer's satisfaction slowly turn into guilt.

The law had been followed.

But justice had been abandoned.

He had used his power not to heal society...

But to impose his own bitterness upon someone weaker.

He had been a judge.

But he had shown no true judgment.

This was the sin of pride.

The belief that his own disappointment with humanity made him wiser than everyone else.

Yohan had to become this man.

He had to feel the cold satisfaction of the gavel.

He had to look at the frightened boy and see only a number.

A problem.

A case.

He allowed the cynicism to enter him.

He felt the arrogance.

The exhaustion.

The belief that compassion was weakness.

He looked down at the young man, and he closed the door on his own empathy.

"Guilty."

The word fell like a hammer.

"Let the sentence stand as a warning to others."

The courtroom disappeared.

The whispers faded.

The gate dissolved.

Yohan returned to the Labyrinth.

He stood there breathing heavily.

The coldness of the judge still remained inside him.

He was a liar.

A betrayer.

A coward.

A selfish man.

A regretful son.

And now...

A merciless judge.

Each failure added another layer.

Creating a more complicated, painful understanding of the Dreamer's humanity.

Morwen watched him. Her head slightly tilted.

"Power is the ultimate test, isn't it?" she murmured.

"The power to create."

"The power to destroy."

"The power to judge."

Her voice contained no mockery.

Only analysis.

"He seems to have failed at all three."

She was no longer simply observing.

She was studying the failures of the Dreamer.

Yohan ignored her.

His eyes remained fixed forward.

The vortex began forming the seventh gate.

A gate created from grey fog.

A gate carrying the weight of willful ignorance.

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