"When was it again , when does it all started .
Why do I still asking it even though ,
The answer really had always been given upon me .
Why does it hurt to live the indifferent
Do I have to accept to what it always been .
Or should I dream of something better.
Either to accept it or keep on dreaming I don't know what is best .
As for an eldest son , I've done worst for them"
"It is what it is and always will be ,
No matter how much we tried to change it ,
The uncertainty of what awaits will never change.
But as for what has been constant for years ,
That is it that I must protect ,
As for it never change ,
Either happiness nor sorrow will overcome one another .
As for the smallest one,
that's the only thing I could do ."
"Oh fate , please be gentle to my little souls
In every step their foot marching ,
In every breath rested in their lung ,
In every wish rested in their brain ,
In every glance of what they saw ,
On this cruel world that I brought them into,
If its my own soul as the price for them to be
Filled nothing other than happiness,
I will give it my all ."
"What really makes us think we live ,
Is it how we could sense our surround ,
Is it how we could feel what couldn't be seen ,
Is it how we could think of our own thought ,
that makes us alive ,
If it is ,then .
I am nothing but an empty shell
existing in this world.
May one day there would be a chance of this Empty of soul knows what its mean to live ,
As I too want to sense
our surround,
feel what's invincible,
Having my own thought,
Even if the answer came from
one distant soul from mine.
I'll admit I'm weak
As for how great it is
To start seeing the beauty in every flaws .
That is me who came to
know me in this body of mine."