"Iam still confused and can't get it how I end up in a situation like this. I seek my forgiveness if I sound like insecure. I gain so much power by myself to come here and give my interview. What am I going to say today is a true story happen to me in my life. As everyone of this nation know who Iam and what is my background but if there anyone who doesn't know's me I will give my Introduction and start my ... Story." She pause for a second as she take the water bottle from the table. Her hands were shakeing desperately. The interviewer notices her condition. " Mrs. Jahra Haider relax if you want we can stop here and start again-." Jahra gulp the water and push her hand on the air to cut the interviewer off. "Please let me if I step back I can never do this again." Jahra says as she wipe her mouth and put the bottle on the table again. As she sits correctly. " Iam Jahra Haider. Senior detective of Pakistan's private detective branch SP. Iam a BCS cadet. I was married. In 2023 I was detected on a case which was closed for almost 10 years. At first I didn't want to investigate the case but my co worker aka my cousin who was my father's older brother's one and only son who was everytime time with me like a younger brother because I dont have one. He was everything to me like a shield who protect's me love me like a sister. He was also a detective but junior 3 years from me. I listen to him and I also motivate myself that I can bring justice to many people until I open the case and my whole life changed. After I open the case the murders begin again like it was waiting for me to come and see the devil who was doing all of those. As all of the citizens of this nation know what murders Iam talking about. It was not a regular murder like stabbing, No it was not like that. People doesn't know how the dead body's looked because the news channels blur them because of phobias and specific reason and it was good to not show but for me when I saw the body's I would go to depression for days. I couldn't eat or do anything but still does my job beacuse I have to. Maybe Allah send me to world to do this things. And maybe deep down my inner self say's to me it was my biggest mistake beacuse if I know the who the devil was who take my everything from me I would literally kill myself."
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(Sorry if there was any grammatical mistakes)