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Chapter 596 - Chapter 205: Relief, Asahina's Enlightenment

​In the hallway. 

​Asahina walked up to Hikigaya. 

​"Yo, Hikigaya. Are you also here to visit Miyabi?" 

​"Hmm... sort of." 

​Hikigaya looked toward the ward, somewhat concerned: "How is Nagumo's condition?" 

​"Emergency treatment was timely, so there is no life-threatening danger." 

​Asahina sighed, somewhat helpless: "It's just that the place he was stabbed happened to be the right kidney. I heard from the doctor that kidney function might be somewhat affected." 

​"..." 

​Hikigaya didn't know what to say. 

​This could be considered a blessing in disguise; as long as the person was still alive, it was fine. 

​A pity. 

​It was just going to school; it really didn't seem worth it. He wondered what Nagumo Miyabi was thinking right now. 

​"You look, well... a bit..." 

​"Not taking it to heart?" 

​Asahina finished the words Hikigaya was too embarrassed to say. But at the moment, it seemed that way; no grief could be seen on Asahina's face. 

​"Sit down and let's talk." 

​Hikigaya sat on the bench with her before Asahina returned to the topic. 

​"When I first heard the news, I was indeed a bit frightened. But as long as he's still alive, it doesn't really matter, right?" 

​"That's true..." 

​Hikigaya nodded. 

​Perhaps only because of their relationship as childhood friends, the two weren't actually that close. 

​"You are here to visit Miyabi, right? Not going in to see him?" 

​"No, I'll pass. My going in would probably provoke him." 

​After a moment's hesitation, Hikigaya still said: "Well... how should I put it, I'm sorry..." 

​"Hmm?" 

​Asahina tilted her head and looked over, suddenly confused: 

​"Why are you suddenly saying that? Why apologize?" 

​"Well..." 

​Hikigaya clasped his hands and said somewhat bitterly: 

​"Strictly speaking, it was because I specifically left Nishishi and Takao behind that things turned out like this. So... I'm sorry." 

​"Hmm?" 

​Asahina furrowed her brows and narrowed her eyes as she focused on Hikigaya. 

​Her tone was also somewhat cold: 

​"You intentionally left Nishishi and Takao behind? You guessed it would turn out like this long ago?" 

​"That's not it." 

​Hikigaya forced a smile: "I just guessed that given Nagumo's character, he probably wouldn't let Nishishi and Takao go, so I left those two to stall for time, hoping to just stall until graduation." 

​"Because of my reason, things turned out like this. I'm sorry..." 

​"Hmm..." 

​Asahina suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. 

​If. 

​If Hikigaya had calculated it intentionally, or even instigated Nishishi behind the scenes. 

​It naturally could not be forgiven; it would definitely be Hikigaya's responsibility. 

​However. 

​If it was just to stall for time, then it couldn't be helped. 

​After all, no one would have thought Nishishi would suddenly do such a thing. 

​One could only blame Nagumo Miyabi himself. 

​It's just that some people are more sensitive inside, which is why they feel responsible; it can't be helped. 

​"Then it can't be helped. You don't need to apologize." 

​Asahina shook her head and sighed: "Miyabi has always been looking for trouble for the people around him. One can only blame himself, I suppose." 

​"..." 

​Hikigaya breathed a sigh of relief. 

​Even the person next to Nagumo Miyabi said so; then he had no choice. 

​"Actually..." 

​Asahina sighed and looked back at the ward. 

​"I've always felt it would turn out like this sooner or later. Letting Miyabi take this fall now might actually be better for him." 

​"Why do you feel that way?" 

​Hikigaya was suddenly confused. 

​"Miyabi has been looking for trouble for you guys, right?" 

​Asahina looked back here, her tone somewhat helpless: 

​"Don't look at how polite he is, or how he even acts very gentlemanly. That is only for opponents he recognizes." 

​"But I heard he's quite popular among the upperclassmen." 

​"That's only among the girls." 

​A trace of helplessness was mixed with Asahina's bitterness. 

​"Although Miyabi sometimes proposes some interesting ideas to improve efficiency, he never cares about the opinions and feelings of the people around him." 

​"Miyabi's reputation in the third year is indeed quite good, but that is only because everyone who opposed him has already been made to get expelled." 

​"..." 

​Hikigaya suddenly realized. 

​As long as those who oppose don't exist, naturally no one opposes. 

​But. 

​This was also just a compromise under high pressure; no one knew what they were thinking inside. 

​As long as Nagumo Miyabi showed signs of decline. 

​There were many people who wanted to kick him while he was down and take revenge. 

​"And..." 

​Asahina complained a bit: 

​"We third-years are about to graduate. During this time, Miyabi has also been acting increasingly impatient, not listening to anyone at all, not even me." 

​"..." 

​Hikigaya lowered his head, not knowing what to say. 

​A team must let people speak! 

​No matter how reasonable or certain one is, if it gets to a point where everyone is afraid to speak, won't they just think of ways to kill you? 

​Come to think of it. 

​Have I let people speak? 

​Hikigaya decided he had to learn a lesson and at least communicate more. 

​"So I think it was inevitable." 

​Asahina sighed, turned to look at Hikigaya, and felt a bit bitter again. 

​"Do you know? I told my friends about this, but until now, no one has come to the hospital to visit him." 

​"It shouldn't be that extreme, right?" Hikigaya didn't quite believe it. 

​"Kiryuin, Ryuen, and others have come, but they should all just be here to scout for information." 

Asahina gazed at Hikigaya and said softly: "So I am really grateful that you could come visit Miyabi. Otherwise, I feel Miyabi would be far too pitiful." 

​"" 

​Hikigaya remained silent. 

​Although his life was not in danger, he had suffered such a serious injury. 

​Yet, not a single person had come to visit him. 

​While Hikigaya didn't feel much personally, it wasn't impossible to understand. 

​Back when he was sick in the past. 

​Aside from occasional visits from Komachi, the hospital room was always solitary. 

​Though he said nothing, his heart always felt a trace of desolation. 

​"It would be good if I could provide that kind of comfort." 

​Hikigaya breathed a sigh of relief and showed a smile: "I am glad to hear you say that." 

​"It's nothing, don't worry about it." 

​Asahina just wanted to tell him that he didn't need to feel guilty. 

​As long as he wasn't dead, he could still cause trouble. 

​Anyway, she didn't understand what impact a decline in kidney function would have. 

​It didn't matter~ 

​After all, they were just childhood friends, and she didn't plan on having any developments in that area in the future. 

​In her eyes. 

​Nagumo Miyabi being injured did more good than harm; she only hoped Nagumo Miyabi could learn his lesson and listen more to the opinions and feelings of those around him. 

​"Then that's all for today." 

​Hikigaya nodded, stood up, and looked toward the ward before saying. 

​"Um, when Nagumo's condition gets a bit better, please tell him I dropped by." 

​"No problem, leave it to me. But given his current state, it might be a long time before that happens." 

​"Yeah, thanks. See you at school then." 

​"See you at school~" 

​Watching Asahina waving her small hand, Hikigaya nodded and turned to leave, feeling as though a weight had been lifted from his heart. 

​He hoped Nagumo Miyabi would undergo some changes. 

​Thinking of this. 

​Hikigaya arrived at the vending machine below the inpatient building, where a figure with waist-length white hair caught his attention.

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