( Reasons )
Zhang wei didn't know how to feel about himself after such dreadful memories
He felt disgust, shame and the guilt was deep within his Bones eating him up
" I killed A Ji Ya "
He mummer under shaken breath rubbing his forehead in disbelief and grief
" Then why would the clan leader lied ,why would cover up my evil deed ? "
He asked himself getting more confused and startled
" No wonder the elders didn't like him
he had always assumed because he was a concubine son but after regaining his memories he now understood their judgement better "
He thought with a tired frown
" Murderer that's who I am "
He murmur under his breath which shook twice but held himself trying to remind himself about the evil of A Ji Ya
But he still felt sick to his stomach,he was truly a murderer of his own mother and there was nothing he could do but to simply accept the fact
It was to killed her or to be killed but somewhere deep down
he knew such words were nothing if it were back in his world he would have been sentence to death
To show how grave his sin was his thoughts echo loudly in the back of his mind
" Something must had corrupted him in doing such thing but what ? "
He mummer noticing something odd about that day
With such thought the glowing core shattered into dust so as the cradle
The once White surrounding now painted in dark red but to him it was more like blood
" What's happening? "
He asked himself feeling the bridge vibrating like it was about to break
Zhang wei glanced around fear and shock before he could even process what was even happening
A strong force thrown him backward painfully which resulted in him losing consciousness completely
( Two days later )
< Snow manor >
Snow manor was a beautiful paradise for those who once lived in it and was named snow due to the beauty for it's purity
but unfortunately the clan leader had banned any Zhang or ministers from approaching after A Ji Ya death leaving few of her maids and servants to care for the place
decorated with nothing but white rose's set any lady heart filled with satisfaction just by looking
Though the courtyard wasn't that grand or fancy , it was simple in style and loved by the servent who cared for it
The once still manor was now filed with life though not much it was still plenty enough to hear busy footsteps of maids and male servent who were cleaning up each part with wide smiles
while the gardener cared for the flower with delicate hands
The scene was peaceful but yet within these happy smiles were a bit of sadnessn to it
Their madam A Ji Ya was long gone leaving such peaceful manor to slowly grow dust without her presence
" Head maid Chan "
The rest greeted the moment they saw the eldest maid dressed stylishly with a green silk , her hair held with a simple lovely white rise hair pin quickly her steps though graceful was hurry while ignoring the maid who giggle at her sudden rush
Those who got the news were excited but non were as excited as maid Chan who was once the nanny of Zhang wei
( Red rose courtyard )
There was only one courtyard which were slightly different within the snow manor
Covered with nothing but red roses gave the courtyard a eerie feeling of love and gloom
Apart from the red roses the decorations were all red and white which increased one feeling were staring
Maid Chan smiled bitterly remembering the young master Zhang wei who had once whined at the dull decorations of white rose's in his courtyard and had all the maids replace it with red the very next day he turns six
Though he had gotten in Trouble with the clan leader
he was proud also content with his choice
" Maid Chan !! "
Two maid's who were busy cleaning greeted with smiles
" The both of you hurry up the master will soon be moving in "
Chan urge impatiently at both girls who hurry their pace in cleaning up the rooms
Chan sighed softly at their speed before rushing out towards the main entrance with few servent to receive their young master
Only to find a maid dressed softly on yellow her eyes narrow at maid Chan with smiles
" Who are you ? "
Chan demand in a tone of authority and irritation
She wasn't in the mood today for nonsense her only attention was now focused on her young master Zhang wei
" head maid Chan am miss fifth maid lu li "
She introduced herself with smiles which made chan frowned but still bow slightly in form of respect noticing a baby wrapped in soft silk on her arms but decided to ignore
Lu li smile in satisfaction at the bowing heads of head Chan and her servent
" It's a great honor for miss fifth to suddenly remember our presence but I must ask What brings miss fifth maid here ?"
She asked expecting trouble after all miss fifth though know for her beauty was nothing but her fury personality
" Congratulations in not only having a master but also a young master "
Chan paused her eyes widen in realization before focusing on the baby on lu li hands