The next morning in school...
Jay comes to the school with a heavy heart.She doesn't have enough courage to face keifer today.She doesn't even know how to act like normal when there is big storm happening inside her.The only thing she knew is to act normal with everyone especially keifer.She went to section-e's building as usual full of chaos.Some of them were moving outside the class and they greet her.
Felix-Good morning jay...
Jay-Morning felix
She just give them a fake smile and walk inside the class.And there she saw keifer sitting on his seat busy in thoughts.She sat on her seat besides him.He didn't even noticed her yet but still busy in his thoughts.Then cin comes to her.
Cin-Morning jay
Jay-You too cin
Cin-Good morning keifer..
But he didn't answer.Cin shook him a lit and he comes to reality again.
Kiefer-Huh..wh..what happen?
Cin-Nothing keifer I was just saying you good morning but you were busy in thoughts...is something happened?
Keifer-No...nothing like that cin Good morning to you..
Then he noticed jay sitting besides him while looking at him.
Keifer-Good morning jay..
He said with a smile but jay can notice his wtery eyes.
Jay-Morning keifer...
Then keifer went away with cin leaving jay alone.Jay felt something strange but didn't react anything.
After sometimes the class started.Keifer came back to his seat.During the class keifer was just trying to focus on the lessons but jay was keep glancing at him for his strange behaviour.
JAY'S POV:
What has happened to him today?His behaviour is strange.He never stays quite not even during lessons.He kept glancing at me but today I'm the one who is stealing glances at him.I thought he would avoid me after our last night conversation but instead he smiled at me behave normal but not like usual.May be he wants space so i shouldn't bother him.
POV ENDS...
During lunch:
All of them get their plate full and sit to have their lunch.Jay sat besides cin but keifer was nowhere to be found.
Jay-Cin...where is keifer?!
Cin-I don't know...
She nods but felt uneasy.
After lunch they moved to the class again.Keifer also came then.Jay move a bit close to him.
Jay-Where have you been during lunch?
Keifer-I was busy in a call...Have you eaten anything?!
Her heart skipped on his concern.
Jay-Y..yes..you?
Keifer-I don't feel like eating so didn't...
She was about to protest but the teacher came.The class started but jay was not okay.She was keep thinking about keifer's behaviour.Yuri was absent today so there is no one to disturb her.After classes all of them started to leave.Keifer also packed his bag and turn to jay.
Keifer-Are you not going home?
Jay-I will with aries..
Keifer-Okay bye takecare.
Jay didn't answer anything as she felt something cracking inside her.The weight his voice carried is killing her from inside.He left and jay too.The day ends and jay kept thinking about him.
Like this a 3 weeks spent....
Keifer was no more like before who used to be cheerfull,bossy and himself.Now he has become the quitest one in their class,always busy in his thoughts and eyes watery,he didn't even bother in anything,his anger issues were gone and he mask his pain with a fake smile.The whole section-e were noticing him but no one knows what happened to him.They tried to ask him several times but he excuse them by a wide fake smile act like he's normal.He seems busy in his own thoughts during lessons too.He doesn't talk to anyone not even with jay.He just smile at her and nothing else.His world famous smirk is gone like it never existed.He comes to school attend the class and straight went to his house.He don't even get into fights too.Jay wants to ask him about all these but she doesn't have enough courage to face him.Even yuri was confused too that what is wrong with him.The whole section-e was concerned for him especially cin and jayjay.
One day in school:
Keifer was discussing something important with edrix and rory.When jayjay comes to them.Keifer smiled at her.Jay noticed his eyes watery.
Jay-Keifer...
Keifer-Yes jay
Jay-Can we talk?
Keifer-Okay...what do you want to say?
Jay-Not here...
He nods then both go to the rooftop.Keifer was all calm.He kept a fake smile to cover his real expression infront of her.
Jay-Keifer...what is wrong with you?!why are behaving like this?
Keifer-Behaving like what jay?Nothing is wrong with me...I'm normal
Jay-Normal?You call it normal keifer?You are not a silent person who always get busy in his own thoughts.Why are you behaving this strange keiferrr?!!!!Cause of our conversation that day?
Keifer-No jay.....I'm not behaving strange I'm just...I'm just...changing myself...
Jay-But why?Why do you want to change yourself?
He can't hold it back now.Tears started to roll down his eyes.
Keifer-Cause jay i don't wanted to be that old keifer...who used to be bossy,get into fights and most importantly i wanted to cover everything with a fake smile.I don't want to show my pain my suffer to anyone.All of them tried to ask me several times about my this sudden change but i choosed to ignore their question and acted like nothing happened...But no jay....I'm not okay...nothing is fine with me...After our conversation i decided that i will never bother you anymore.I can avoid you too but i don't wanted to make you uncomfortable so i decided to be normal with you as a normal classmate.You don't need to upset cause of me jay.And today i also want to apologise for my deeds.I'm extremely sorry for hurting you so many times.I wanted you to be happy with yuri no matter if it hurts me.But it's the fact jay I can't never MOVE ON from you jay & don't worry i will never create any problem in your relation.May be you will never love me but jay....I will always keeping LOVING YOU no matter what.I will always there for you.I don't know if i ever can love anyone else besides you but still jay I LOVE YOU FOREVER🥺😭
He walked away from there leaving jay alone.Jay brokedown and started to cry wholeheartly.
Jay-Why i did that to him why?He is suffering only cause of me!!!😭
But someone has seen all this scenerio.It was cin.
the end!!!
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