How did I go from trying to avoid my son's best to his head in between my legs and to me coming in his mouth? I was instump and I couldn't concentrate on anything, after what had transpired between me and Xavier, I was doomed from start.
I and Fawn where going for some shopping before she heads back to college, I thought this could give me some clarity and distraction too.
We were in a friend's boutique and fawn wanted to try everything on, I'd rather she be in here trying new clothes than at home depressed.
Hours dragged on and after picking clothes and underwear we needed, we headed to our regular restaurant for a bite, I ordered a pasta salad and fawn ordered burgers and fries.
"I had fun today mom" she said in between meals
"Me too sweetheart, it's such a shame you'll be going back to college soon, I'm gonna miss you so much" I said
"Same, also me and Justin have plans on living with each other" she said and then realized she shouldn't have said that
"Mom that's not….
"Listen fawn, I know you might not like this but I get he is your boyfriend and all, moving in together might seem a little be early and weird"
"And before you start with this helicopter parent bla bla, I'm telling you moving in why Justin isn't a smart move" I said sternly
"Mom I'll be careful, I'm an adult I can handle myself " she scoffed
"I never said that, I know men and they are manipulative, my advice give this thought time and let it play itself out" I said
Images of my daughter and Justin in the bed laid up came to my head and I shook that thought almost immediately, Fawn's 22 heck I also did things that age, but I want to be able to guide her so as not to fall into the wrong path
"And remember your education is priority" I said pointing
"Yes mom" she said rolling her eyes.
We finished up at the restaurant and headed home, Xavier is still staying with us. I sighed.
I drove into the driveway, with no one outside, guess they might be inside playing video games as usual.
I brought in the bags from shopping in and announced myself.
"Hello anyone home?" I said dropping the bags by the door
I climbed up the stairs and there was Finn and Xavier on their video games, I knocked loud and cleared my throat.
"Hey guys why don't you come help me out with my bags for a minute" I said smiling poking my head in their room
"And clean this room up too" I said squeezing my nose
.....
I had fawn bring my dinner to my room, I feigned sickness but in reality I didn't know how to act with Xavier in my house, I was desperately trying to avoid him, his gaze, his glances and touches,
The last time in the study was erotic, it was amazing, and I felt guilty to afterwards.
I was reading through a book when I heard a knock on my door.
"Come in" I said
The door creaked open and there was Xavier entering my room
"What are you doing here" I said bringing down my reading glasses to look at him.
"I'm here for you" he said lowering himself on my bed, "couldn't get you off my mind" can't sleep either"he whispered
"Xavier, Finn and fawn are in their rooms" I shrieked as his hands began to travel through my body
"They are asleep I checked" he said with his mouth already on my neck.
"Let me in Vanessa, let me show you what I want to do your body" he moaned
And I did.