"Good bye honey." A man in full on training attire says to his wife as they break off from their embrace l. Yes,what the man was doing was so hard for the both if them but well he had to go since duty calls so what they do.
Arellia found it hard to believe that her husband was going to leave them for God knows how long. "But why do you have to go." Knowing how selfish she was asking all this, he still owed her a full explanation for all this to atleast sink in. And if asking for another explanation would delay him a little but, she doesn't mind the small extra time at the moment.
Jason saw the desperation and confusion in his wife's eyes but he couldn't turn back now. Yes, no turning back. He has to go and help those countries in war. So, he just pulled her into the last embrace. Atleast he'd leave wrapped in her scent which will be a soother in those treacherous days to come. He's know someone is waiting on him back at home. He whispered,"I'm sorry." Into her ears despite knowing she was teary eyed, he broke the hug pecked the twins and her for ut was fine to go.
"Bye my sweet babies." he said," take care of mommy for me will you."
"Yes daddy we will but remember to bring us something on your way back."
"Okay my darlings bye now."
He kissed his wife one last time,carried his luggage and ran to the gates of the barracks. Damn he was late Seems he might have a punishment on his first day. The commander is so going to kill him but it matters not as long as his hits are there with him.
'Well seems this is goodbye.' Aurelia says with a heavy sigh. 'Hope God helps me live without you for the meantime .' She adds as she sees the receding back of her man.
On leaving that place, she reached home and opened her notebook that she used to write in all her feelings before Jason entered into the picture. She used to tell him everything but since he's gone she has to resort to her old ways and she has a lot to pour out. " Well my dear it has been a long time but I'm here so allow me in." Then she opened it and started jotting down her feelings raw .
MAYBE THERE's ALOT TO YOU THAN I CAN UNDERSTAND
if I could hold out my hand,
Would you catch me,
For then I'd be happier ,
That I'd have you back to me,
But sadly there's your other love,
Another passion i fight with,
That I have to share you with another,
It hurts that I allowed,
To be in this.
Incomplete without you,
But your vision is one so true,
That I have to bear with your plans,
Though they involve another,
I'll sit and hope I'll gather,
That once more we'll be together.