"Wit... Are you sure you want me?" she stopped staring into my eyes, I know what I'm suggesting, and I want it, not sure why, but I want her.
Minutes later between kissing and stripping we ended up in my bedroom, she showed me where to lick her, I tried my best to mimic what I did to Bash. While she mastered my dick, her soft and breathless moans filled the air as she came with me.
Looking at her to see if she wanted to go all the way. She spread her legs, panting hard with tears in her eyes.
"100% sure?" I asked again while rolling on a condom.
"Please Wit," before she could finish her statement, I thrust hard into her.
"Ahhh," she let out a sharp grunt wrapping her legs around my waist.
"Does it hurt?" I questioned if I was too harsh because her eyes filled with tears.
"No? Feels good," she smiled, I slowly rocked in and out feeling her fingers squeeze my back, kissing me again. It felt weird, but good at the same time. I'm sure I'll do this again, but right now I am lost.
"Can I go faster?" She vigorously shook her head. Yes, picking up my pace, I muffled her screams with my mouth and then pushed three fingers into her mouth, the sensation of her tongue flipping around my fingers made me squeeze the pillow with the other hand.
"I'm close," she gaped
"Wit, Oh... I'm there... Oh...God..." her cave gripping my shaft hurt, forcing my seed to release. I could feel her legs were shaking like mine, this was definitely going on my Oh Shit! list.
Dropping my head on her should let both our pulses to level out and for her to stop trying to rip my dick off. Sliding out she hissed as I looked down...
"Fuck!" shocked that this happened the first time,
"What?" she leaned up on her arms looking down.
"The condom broke,"
"Amber, I'm so sorry." I saw her face go from happy to scared and she wasn't the only one.
"I'll get the plan B on my way home, uh thanks, see you around the school." she huffed rushing to dress and leave.
I sat on the bed trying to gain my bearings that just happened. I had sex with a girl, it felt good and I made do it again if she wanted to.
The way she left though had me uneasy.
A few hours later Mo and Jerry stopped by and I just couldn't hide that fact I was lost. My brain was going to explode any minute. I just had to talk to someone.
"So let me get this straight, Bash has a kid and a girlfriend that he cheated on with you, you are having all these weird feelings and urges, and you had sex with Amber, Did I miss anything?" Jerry said sarcastically pacing the floor with Mo, I just laid on the bed staring at the ceiling hiding my tears.
It wasn't a bad experience. I just don't know where to turn, two things are currently running through my head and that is, did she get the pill? Is it going to work?
After she left, I looked it up, one out of every one-hundredthousand pills are defective and won't work.
"One more thing I didn't tell you guys..." dropping my head into my hands.
"The condom broke" I said it so lowly if I had barely heard it.
"WHAT???"
"Are you fucking insane?" they both jumped down my throat, making me even more nervous.
"What the hell? Didn't you feel it pop?"
"Did you two realize I've only had sex with one guy and I was the receiver, I had absolutely NO idea what I was doing?" I snapped, because it was true and I shouldn't have done it. No, I don't regret it like I did with Bash after I found out he had a girlfriend.
"Fuck man, I need a drink after that, shit!" They've had some shitty experiences but to be honest I think mine is worse.
"Wit, why don't you see where things go between you and Bash?" shooting upward glaring at Jerry of all people saying this, he snapped stopping me from speaking.
"Hear me out first, you said, he said he hasn't been with her for over two years, maybe their relationship is over and he's only financially caring for his son." Arching my eyebrow.
"What exactly do you want from Bash?" Jerry said as if he was seeking more information, that was a good question, I've never had anything nearly as close to this feeling I have when I think of him.
It's like being in the same room sends me into a frenzy, not just for sex, but to feel complete.
"I think he completes me!" This is all so new I huffed standing there scratching the back of my head.
Jerry and Mo stared at one another then back at me, as if I said something wrong.
"What did I say?" hunching my shoulders.
"Oh, nothing umm Jerry I'm going to go get some beer, by back in ten." Mo rushed as he ran out the door before I could speak.
"Well damn," I looked up at Jerry who huffed and sat next to me.
"Man, this is deep." he shook his head, I just sighed walking over to my dresser, might as well get dressed.
"Dude!" Jerry shouted wide-eyed.
"What?" my dumb self looking around thinking it was a spider or something.
His hands shot to his eyes covering them.
"You have your dick pierced, damn I didn't think you'd go that far, you must love pain."
"Yea, I thought you knew that, it's a good two or three years old now" I looked down admiring it.
"Fuck no I didn't know, did it hurt?" he folded his eyebrows up his nose making me smile.
"Why? You want it done too?" smiling as I jumped into my pants.
"Fuck no, oh shit, mine's hurting seeing it did Bash see it?" he held his bugle making me laugh.
"Well, yeah we had sex of course he saw it he even sucked it too," the face he made had me dying I wished I could have recorded.
"Does it hurt? You know when you get hard doesn't it hurt?"
"It works the same as yours," I arched my eyebrow laughing.
"Can I ask you a serious question?"
"Shoot"
"How do you feel right now?"
"I don't know really it's all so new and weird at the same time I wouldn't change it." I hoped he understood my answer.
"I don't know how to explain it, it's just I feel full of life when he's around me. I know it sounds stupid, Amber is a good girl and doesn't know the outcome between us, but I really want to be with Bash."
"It's not stupid just surprising My Witty's in love" he grabbed my shoulders rocking side to side.
I held my head in my hands. This wasn't good, only my friends know me this way, they know me inside and out.
Even when my grandmother and my uncle died, they knew before everyone else they could sense my mood change.
"Okay let's change the subject, I want to play cards." Jerry jumped up pulling out the folding table setting it up, with cards, chips, and dips now just waiting for Mo to return with beer and smokes.
Jerry and I played two games of rummy until Mo came back.
"I got the drinks man, let's play cards," Mo shouts holding the bags in the air.
"Why is he here?" I snapped seeing Bash the giant standing behind him.
"He's here to play cards," Mo smiled, sitting everything down on the counter, snapping out beers for all of us.
"Is that a good idea," Jerry said Mo just smiled as we all sat down at the table.
The first two hands of spades were awkward because Mo was my partner, but after switching from Mo to Bash things eased up and oddly enough, we laughed and loosen up a bit.
"We're going 6. What about guys?" Mo sets the scoreboard, I hit another drink.
"We're going 7," Bash said looking at me, this eerie shiver running through my spine, he has a way with those brown eyes.
We played three games of course in Bash and I won two games after Mo tried to cheat once. Laughs and jokes flew by with time. I was actually having fun and remembering how fun it is with my friends.
"Time for a movie, let's watch Knocked up" Mo held up the DVD smiling.
"No" Jerry, Bash, and I snapped, laughing.
"Terminator," Bash says, Mo and Jerry looked at me, I looked at him.
"What? It's a great movie, one of my favorites," I nearly choked to death, my eyes shot up to Mo and Jerry.
"Uh that's Wit's favorite movie dude," Jerry looked dumbfounded, none the less we sat and watched them.
Bash sat next to me, Jerry and Mo took the armchair, I knew they were up to something, and making sure we were side by side didn't help either.
"Wit, Wit, wake up," groaning because I didn't want to get up and I didn't want to go to school pouting as I opened my eyes following the dark outline until my eyes meant with brown soulful, dreamy orbs, Bash!
"Shit! Sorry," I rushed to get up only to be stopped by his hand squeezing my shoulder gently.
"Stay," no idea why I listened to him and stayed there just lying on his chest listening to his heart, the soothing sound kept me from falling asleep again and I also couldn't concentrate on the movie, not that I had seen it a million times.