SHIII..
My face grimacing in disgust as my stomach churned
BLURRHHHH!...
My hand down to the floor sitting like I have given up on life
"AHHHH... no more please"
"I....."
"Want to die.."
Startled I screamed from a dream. My bed sheets were drenched with my sweat but everything was cold It feel like I can hear everything inside my own body—my ear tingling, heart beating... But I seems can't to feel it.
Calming my self down everything seems like out of my grasp.
"*******!" I said
I glanced at the side to the opened door of the hallway.
"********!!!" I screamed
"AHHHHHHH UHGHJHH!!!" Startled I have woken from a dream. But I can now feel my self covered In cold sweat and my own heartbeat.
Shakend. I turned my head to looked immediately at the door to the hallway. My heart jumped
"**** Are you okay?"
"Alice.."
"Hmmm?" As she tilt her head sidewards like a fox
"Nothing just a weird dream" I murmured as I was getting out of my bed
"What kind of dream is it that for you to scream while having a beauty slee—nightmare"
"What? I was screaming?"
Alice raised both her hands and put it near her temple making a funnyly scared expression.
"PAPAAA!! AAAAHHH!... Something like that"
"....."
" Alice next time when I'm having that weird face and screaming wake me up forcefully."
" No.. I don't want to."
"Please" I made an wry smile
"I will, now what kind of bad dream is it?"
"I don't know. But I saw my own father—looking at me while I was asleep right in the position you are standing right now. And he doesn't look like human."
"Specifically?"
"A human can't stretched their neck up to the door frame while his body is lying down. He was inhuman."
" Like a giraffe?, are you sure that was your father?" Alice tilted her head
"Yes, I know my own father Alice it was him."
Alice walks in to my room while closing the door and struted to my bed next to me.
"Last time you were dreaming of your father like in a peacefull state and you found him but your mother father sister and brother couldn't see him but only you can see him. Now this—you need to take care of yourself Dorn."
" Yeah.."
"Don't just yeah me. seriously Dorn" Alice looks at me with a distraught face
" I'll try"
" I know you are. You're getting stronger. now that you can handle those condemned but your mental health is not improving
" Sorry"
" Dont lose yourself please even that's the only thing you have left"
" I won't."
I don't want to DIE