The swirling mist and warm temperature create a hint of ambiguity.
A slender, bony hand was resting on the edge of the bathtub. With a tremor, a drop of water slipped from the fingertips and fell straight to the ground with heat.
With her chin raised high, her beautiful Adam's apple and neckline showed a cool expression, but this expression would occasionally break, mixed with unconscious confusion and decadence.
It was the first time that You Shulang realized that some thoughts in his body were so uncontrollable. Just now, Fan Xiao had only gently touched his bruises, and it had brought out his thoughts.
Desire and reason were constantly fighting each other. He kept cursing himself in his heart and thought about Bai Yupeng's insult again and again, but he still kept Fan Xiao for some reason and indulged himself with the help of his "last time".
It was like opening a hole for venting, and the long-frozen thoughts would counterattack twice as much. You Shulang claimed to be calm and self-controlled, but he was powerless in the face of such a familiar and long-lost clear tide. He finally couldn't maintain his indifference on his face, and could only helplessly fall into the surging waves...
Unlike his usual domineering and strong personality, Fan Xiao was as gentle as a net today. Feather-like kisses were imprinted on You Shulang's delicate skin, delicate and gentle.
Fan Xiao's palm lines were much rougher than before, perhaps because he had been doing a lot of things by himself recently. You Shulang had seen him unloading the huge medicine boxes in front of the pharmacy. Anyone would find it strenuous, but Fan Xiao was sweating profusely as he moved them back and forth in the cold morning.
Even if the rough palm touches the skin lightly, the contact between the skin becomes a feeling that cannot be ignored.
You Shulang trembled slightly, and Fan Xiao immediately stopped all his movements and asked nervously, "Are you feeling uncomfortable? Or is there pain somewhere in your body?"
His eyes looked at You Shulang through the mist in the air, gentle and anxious.
In such a chaotic moment, You Shulang didn't like to communicate soberly, and the brief moment of rationality online would make him feel regret and fear.
He pretended to be indifferent: "Don't stop if I don't tell you to."
The light in the bathroom was blocked by the slender body covering him. Fan Xiao leaned over You Shulang again. His handsome and sharp face contained the most affectionate eyes, which contained both passion and sadness.
He kissed the corner of You Shulang's lips and whispered softly: "Tell me if you feel uncomfortable."
When everything was settled, Fan Xiao hugged You Shulang, waited for him to come back to his senses after the long pleasure, then simply rinsed the person in his arms with water and carried him back to the bedroom.
It was not until he put You Shulang on the bed that Fan Xiao remembered something: "Where's Tiantian? Not at home?"
You Shulang hummed calmly, "At the neighbor's house next door."
Fan Xiao thought so too. A man like You Shulang would not do such an outrageous thing if Tiantian was at home. He covered You Shulang with a blanket, put on a simple piece of clothing, and went to get the warm ginger soup. He watched You Shulang drink a full bowl, and rubbed the bruises on the man's body with medicated oil.
After finishing all the things, Fan Xiao put on his clothes, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at You Shulang who was dozing off. His eyes were filled with reluctance and sadness.
You Shulang is his god, but also his inner demon.
She was the one who held his hand and told him that the world was not bad, and also the one who told him that avoiding the old pain in his heart was not the same as being weak; she was the one who had been silently protecting him as he moved forward, and also the one who shattered his world-weary life creed.
But, he hurt him.
"Shulang, I'm leaving and will never appear again. Take good care of yourself and Tiantian." He leaned down and kissed You Shulang deeply on the lips. "This is Taiwen (You are the tenderness in my eyes, you are the immortality in my heart, you are almost all the reasons why I love this world, I wish you happiness every moment of the rest of your life.)"
Fan Xiao finally stood up, took one last look at You Shulang, and walked towards the door.
"Don't rush to touch Bai Yupeng. If you touch him, he will never be able to stand up again." The person who was pretending to be asleep moved his thin lips slightly and whispered behind Fan Xiao.
Fan Xiao looked back: "I know, I won't act impulsively."
"And..." You Shulang slowly opened his eyes, "Just now..."
"What happened just now was an accident. I won't think too much about it." Fan Xiao gave a smile, the most handsome yet helpless smile You Shulang had ever seen.
The shadows of the trees outside the window were swaying. Autumn had arrived and there was a rustling of fallen leaves. You Shulang curled up his body, then lay down again, repeating this several times. Finally, he put on his clothes, stood up and stood in front of the window.
Gazing into the distance, the figure in the cold rain looks lonely and sad. The street lights blur the boundaries, making it seem transparent and as if it will disappear soon.
The back figure seemed light and fluttery, but the steps were heavy. He paused under the window, but never turned back...
You Shulang lit a cigarette and stood by the window, his clothes on. The dim light and shadow outside the window made him look dim. The bitter smell of cigarettes floated in the air, which became stronger and stronger, making his eyes uncomfortable. You Shulang wiped it with his hand and stared at his fingertips for a while.
After putting out the cigarette, he took out his phone and dialed a number.
The phone rang for a long time before it was answered. The woman's voice was low and sexy, as if she had just experienced something.
She smiled and said on the phone, "Youyou, you really know how to pick a time to call me."
You Shulang smiled through the phone, but his face was not smiling: "Then I won't bother Mr. Shi."
"It's okay. Tell me, what do you want from me?"
You Shulang reached for a cigarette again, but his hand tilted and the cigarette box fell to the ground. He looked at the box of rouge left by Fan Xiao and said lightly, "Didn't Mr. Shi want to introduce me to a boyfriend? I want to meet him."
You Shulang has a boyfriend.
He is of Chinese and Portuguese descent, tall, handsome, mature and gentlemanly.
The man picked up the coffee cup with his clean and slender fingers, and looked at You Shulang with smiling eyes through the misty hot air: "Shulang, what model are you?"
You Shulang was stunned for a moment, his lips opened and closed: "top."
The man was burned by the hot cocoa.
"Why, inappropriate?" You Shulang asked.
The man picked up his coffee cup again and said in a casual manner: "I am a person who likes people based on appearance. If it's you, then we are suitable."
You Shulang nodded indifferently. He looked out the window and saw sparse snowflakes falling from the dark sky.
It's snowing, the first snow of this year has finally arrived...
The weather was dry and cold, so You Shulang put on a scarf before going out.
There was a high-end car parked outside the dilapidated residential area. You Shulang opened the passenger door and got in.
He called out "Bo Wen" as a greeting, and the man in the driver's seat smiled and put the scarf around his neck again, then started the car and said, "There's a new amusement park-themed restaurant. Let's pick up Tian Tian and have dinner there, okay? I've already made a reservation."
You Shulang said "hmm" and smiled back: "Thank you."
"What's there to thank for?" The man glanced over as he drove. "Shulang, you are always too polite to me."
You Shulang didn't respond, but looked out the window with a calm expression: "It's snowing again."
The road near the kindergarten was blocked and the car was moving slowly, so the two simply stopped the car and walked to pick up Tiantian.
There was snow on the sidewalk, and You Shulang stepped on it without paying attention. His foot slipped and he stumbled.
The man next to him quickly reached out his hand to protect him, and put his arm around You Shulang's shoulders to walk around the snow pile.
Suddenly, the sound of a motorcycle whizzing across the road was heard, followed by a loud bang!