I don't really know what to expect from life.
Like what is going to happen next? Am I going to live normally? After what happened.
I guess the government signed me up for therapy. I may not be in the best condition after I found the bodies.
Therapy is gonna start next week on Mondays and Fridays.
Maybe they'll help me get rid of this feeling. Of dreaming. Waking up didn't feel the same. It was like... Waking up in a dream. I won't be the one to say "life is fake, it's a simulation and bla bla bla". No. I believe in science. I think that there is a reasonable explanation. Maybe the way we deal with these kinds of things.
Anyway, I try not to think about it. Just gonna wait three days till therapy.
My friend called me. He said that he didn't want to call yesterday and I understand. Definitely not the best time to call about these things. We talked a bit.
Didn't feel like doing something else today. Maybe I will call it a day and go to sleep.
Ahhh. It's the middle of the night and I cannot sleep. My eyes are dry as sh*t but I can't sleep. Oh these next days are going to be hard to live through.____________