The more he thinks about it, the more Qi Yuyang will find that Xue Qing now and Xue Qing in the past are almost two people.
Although he is not talkative and has the same facial paralysis, Xue Qing now has a lot more human touch than before. He laughs, moves, and feels sad. The look in his eyes also has a little warmth, rather than as he remembered. That way, coldly, as if looking at an object.
In just six years, Xue Qing has undergone such a huge change. Qi Yuyang has no way of knowing what he has experienced, but he knows that Xue Qing is getting better, becoming healthy, and adapting to the world bit by bit.
Just like him.
Xue Qing knew about the kidnapping case six years ago, but still chose to come to him. They have been together for more than half a year. Xue Qing never asked him for anything, and only once wanted to be the actor. Now, when recall, it looks like It was to deliberately eliminate his guard, just to stay with him smoothly.
In fact, he doesn't care if he is a leading actor, or how his career develops, let alone how much money he can make. Then, why did he come to him?
In order to...help him ease the pain?
The silent companionship hinted that he went to see a doctor, and even helped him find Xue Xingfan's proud disciple who could quickly solve the hypnosis. All the clues were gathered together, and Qi Yuyang should understand no matter how stupid he is.
He just wanted to restore himself to normal, nothing more.
Even if... he returned to normal, it would only bring him infinite harm.
From previous conversations with Xue Qing, it can be known that Xue Qing has no good feelings for his father, and even thinks that he is a person of very poor personality. I am afraid Xue Xingfan deliberately left this impression to his son. He did so well that after he kidnapped Qi Yuyang, Xue Qing didn't have any doubts at all. He felt that he was doing it for money. At that time, Xue Qing had an imperfect personality and unsound mind, and he was still very ignorant of the world. He does not distinguish between good and evil, so he is indifferent to everything that happens around him.
But when Xue Xingfan left him, he groped for growth on his own, and suddenly understood that there are good and bad points in this world. He felt that it was wrong to hypnotize Qi Yuyang and make him suffer throughout his life, so he returned.
Although Xue Qing's psychology and personality have grown a lot, his past personality still has a lot of influence on him now. He still doesn't care about many things, including his own safety and life.
Early on, in order to protect Xue Qing's personal safety, Qi Yuyang connected to Xue Qing's mobile phone and could locate him at any time. Xue Qing himself knew this. When he returned home, he didn't see Xue Qing. In an instant, Qi Yuyang's blood flowed back. He suddenly opened the cloakroom and saw that the two trolley cases at home were still there, and Xue Qing's clothes were not too few, so he was loose. After a sigh of relief, he drove to Xue Qing's location address.
When he discovered that this piece was a cemetery, he stepped on the brake.
He dared not enter.
He is afraid of blaspheming people who have passed away.
...
Chi Zhao thought that Qi Yuyang had just arrived, but in fact, he had been outside for more than half an hour.
Chi Zhao quickly put away the things in his hands. He straightened his waist, then stood up, pretending to be inadvertent, and slightly turned his head. He was still a little puzzled when he saw Qi Yuyang's staggering figure.
He looked at Qi Yuyang, the meaning in his eyes was very clear, just let him come.
This is even more certain, Xue Qing really didn't know that Ciaran's death was not an accident.
Qi Yuyang walked slowly to Chi Zhao's side. Chi Zhao pointed to the tombstone: "This is my mother."
Qi Yuyang pressed his lips tightly, unable to say a word.
Chi Zhao feels that something is wrong with him now. He looks at the tombstone of Ciaran...How to describe it, it seems to be very bitter and deep.
Chi Zhao was silent for a moment. He had just come to take a look. He has been there long enough now. He put his hands in his pockets, took a step back, and then called Qi Yuyang: "Go, go back."
Chi Zhao walked ahead, Qi Yuyang followed behind him, and when he was about to bypass the path, Qi Yuyang glanced back. Ciaran's tomb is at the corner of this road. Although desolate, it is quiet. Just looking at it from this angle will make people feel sad and lonely.
Qi Yuyang watched for about two seconds, then turned his head back, walked two steps quickly, and followed Chi Zhao's figure.
...
Since the start of treatment, Chi Zhao and Qi Yuyang have never made each other. Although they slept on the same bed, they had very clear boundaries between them, and they were in peace. Just like a couple who have been married for many years.
In the recent past, Chi Zhao would go to the guest room to sleep for one night from time to time. He gave ample excuses every time, but both of them knew that this was just the beginning of a gradual alienation. Chi Zhao did this to test if Qi Yuyang still relied on him, so that future breaks would not be so abrupt; Qi Yuyang did this because now he can't say no to Chi Zhao, let alone ask him to do it. This does that.
It was another evening of respect and respect. Chi Zhao came out of the bathroom with warm heat on his body. He opened the quilt and lay in, closed his eyes and was ready to sleep.
In the middle of the system exercise, Qi Yuyang leaned against the bedside, not knowing what file he was looking at, his expression was quite serious, and its host was almost asleep.
…After really respecting each other as a guest, it actually feels uncomfortable.
It takes ten to twenty minutes for Chi Zhao to fall asleep, and the thing in Qi Yuyang's hand, he looked at it for more than an hour. It was obviously only two pages, and it was still an electronic manuscript. It could be read by a glance. He actually read it for so long time.
The content of this document is the various properties that Chi Zhao is sorting out these days. Qi Yuyang stared at the various numbers without temperature in the document, and finally put the phone aside gently.
Organizing property, selling the house, and visiting mother who hasn't been there for a long time. These actions are too much like preparing for a long journey that won't come back for a long time. However, Chi Zhao has not packed his luggage and has no intention of leaving. , And then contacted the agent who told him during the day, Chi Zhao asked him about a few reliable foundations...
Qi Yuyang took a deep breath. He looked at the person lying quietly next to him and restrained him for a long time before he reached out and hugged him in his arms.
Tomorrow is the last day of treatment.
Cheng Ran told him that after tomorrow, all memories will be remembered, and the hypnotic methods Xue Xingfan once used on him will be defeated. At that time, he will no longer have headaches, and will no longer rely on Xue Qing morbidly.
Endless grief suddenly came to his mind. In fact, when the treatment was in the middle, his mentality had already changed. The authorities and the bystanders Qing, Cheng Ran and Xue Qing are right, he is indeed abnormal, he is indeed sick, and he has blurred the boundary between human beings and objects.
Before receiving treatment, he thought arrogantly that Xue Qing could not leave him no matter what, and he attributed this idea to his love for Xue Qing, and love is selfish, so this idea is also normal.
But the fact is that it was abnormal. It was just a morbid and paranoid disregard of the wishes of others. He selfishly concealed the truth. In this relationship that was never clear and unclear, Xue Qing never let him go. In a position comparable to himself, he advertised this degeneration of possessiveness as love. If this is love, then love is too terrible.
The higher the completion of the treatment, the clearer Qi Yuyang's brain will be, and the better he can see which choice is the right one.
Sometimes, the relationship between the two is a dead knot. If you ignore the dead knot, the hard and stubborn lump will stay in your heart forever. No matter when it comes, the feeling of being so tightly hurt will not subside. Time can never take away pain, it can only make people adapt to pain.
The process of untying the dead knot is even more painful, and after untying, the bloody and completely deformed wound will be presented in front of people, but the wound can always heal.
...
This night, Qi Yuyang watched Chi Zhao for a long time, and he was staring at the system. When the day was about to dawn, Qi Yuyang got out of bed. After he got dressed, he put a printed document on Chi Zhao's pillow. Then he left the room. It took another three hours before Chi Zhao opened his eyes.
Seeing Qi Yuyang not by his side, Chi Zhao was still stunned. He asked the system, "Where did Qi Yuyang go?"
The system can no longer speak.
Chi Zhao blinked, "Why don't you speak?"
[I can't speak. ]
Chi Zhao had a bad premonition in his heart, and he asked nervously, "What's wrong? Is something wrong?"
[Emmmmm...]
Chi Zhao: "...Speak straight!"
[Remember when I first came, I told you that this world is lie to win? ]
Chi Zhao replied suspiciously, "Yes, remember. What happened?"
The system is very vicissitudes.
[Hey, people are not as good as the sky, the sky is not as good as the statistics, and the statistics are not as good as the people. Logic, it's a circle. ]
Before Chi Zhao was about to go viral, the system finally stopped selling it. It asked Chi Zhao to look at the file by the pillow. Before Chi Zhao was awake, it had already scanned it again.
[In short, you must keep calm when you watch it. In fact, this is nothing. Although the plot fails, we still have other channels to obtain success points! Before you put Qi Yuyang to death, how many success points can this world get! ]
It was just a night's sleep. Why did he wake up and his plot failed again? ! Wasn't it still confirmed yesterday!
Chi Zhao struck a carp, and after sitting up, he quickly took the file next to the pillow. After opening it, he read the contents in a glance.
This document is the one about Ciaran that Qi Yuyang looked at.
After picking up a weather-beaten dime of real money in the cemetery that day, Chi Zhao also wondered if there was something in the plot that they didn't know, but Chi Zhao's imagination was not so strong. No matter how he thought about it, he couldn't think of himself. It's in the plot of an eight o'clock in the evening golden show.
Chi Zhao was stunned for a long time, "Is this Qi Yuyang releasing it?"
The sound of the system is very painful.
[Well, sorry. ]
Chi Zhao: "..."
As long as one key piece of information is known, the remaining details can easily be connected, for example, why Qi Yuyang suddenly lost his temper that day; why Xue Xingfan has so many targets that can be targeted, but finally chose Qi Yuyang; Why would there be real money left over from the burning of Ciaran's grave; why would Xue Xingfan suddenly disappear and never appear in people's sight again.
The system didn't dare to breathe. It just looked at Chi Zhao in a daze. After a long time, Chi Zhao said again, "How did Xue Xingfan die?"
This system really doesn't know, it knows everything related to the plot, and the plot is all about the protagonist. Each world is actually an endless loop of time. Everything that happened here has happened in a real world. The staff responsible for collecting collected this time and re-engraved the portrait and plot before they A system takes the host to complete the task.
This world has circulated countless times, and each host that enters is different, they have played all kinds of people. The system checked it and Chi Zhao was the second person to play Xue Qing. The first one died as soon as he came in. There was no chance to touch the hidden plot.
The system didn't directly say that it didn't know, it asked Chi Zhao to wait for a while, then ran into the main system's database by itself, and began to search for the rest of the story in this world.
After more than an hour, the system finally found clues about Xue Xingfan.
[After he released Qi Yuyang, he left with the ransom. That night, he burned all the ransom to ashes in front of his wife's grave, and then put most of the ashes in a sack. In the early morning, he I boarded a ship and went to country D by smuggling, and the ashes were also thrown into the sea. In country D, he found the truck driver hired by Qi Yuyang's father and set fire to the truck driver and his new girlfriend. He committed suicide. ]
As Chi Zhao expected, he took a long breath, "If you commit suicide, there will be corpses. What about corpses?"
[Already cremated, he had no documents, and his clothes were tattered when he died, and he was found in a slum. The personnel of country d took him for granted as a tramp, and stayed and publicized for 15 days according to the procedures. When people came to claim it, they were cremated. ]
Chi Zhao tightened his palms, "Then there will be ashes too, what about the ashes?"
The system heard Chi Zhao's implication. It seems that he wanted to bring Xue Xingfan's ashes back for burial. Indeed, after knowing that there are so many hidden stories behind him, even if Xue Xingfan is an out-and-out murderer, he also killed him. Qi Yuyang had suffered for so many years, and the system could not easily define him as a bad person.
The system was silent, his voice sounded a little embarrassing.
[Ashes...the ashes are gone. The unclaimed ashes will only be stored for five years. Two months before you came, they had just disposed of Xue Xingfan's ashes. ]
Chi Zhao was a little stunned. He could not think that in modern society, in a world where surveillance is everywhere and records are accompanied by a lifetime, it turns out that it is so easy for a person to disappear cleanly.
The system did not speak any more, Chi Zhao lowered his head and glanced at the file in his hand.
This was given to him by Qi Yuyang.
he is...
The sound of the door opening suddenly came, Chi Zhao's thoughts were interrupted, and he subconsciously looked at the door.