Despite Mia's consent, their attempts to achieve full intimacy failed. The experience was entirely new for Tommy; he had never been with a first-timer before. More significantly, Mia remained tensed and had not fully opened up emotionally or physically, causing their efforts to falter.
They stopped the attempt. However, Tommy's physical need for release remained. Given this was Mia's first time with any level of intimacy, she was unable to offer much assistance. She couldn't bring herself to give him a handjob, let alone perform fellatio on him. Ultimately, Tommy had to satisfy himself.
Mia was glad that she finally had her first kiss and experienced physical intimacy; Tommy was a little disappointed.
This failure was repeated. A few weeks later, they went on a trip to relax at a hot spring. Since they arrived in the afternoon, they checked into a hotel first, planning to visit the springs the following day.
During the night, after having dinner and smoking several cigarettes, they moved to the bed, kissing, cuddling, and trying again for the home run.
However, their efforts were still unsuccessful. It became clear that Mia, despite her willingness, was not truly ready to open up fully for penetration, emotionally or physically.
Once again, Tommy was forced to satisfy himself. This second repeated failure led to unexpected frustration for him. While he respected her, the repeated denial led him to believe she wasn't ready for full physical intimacy.
Tommy realized that despite the intellectual connection, he had fundamental physical needs that remained unmet.
Struggling with this unmet need for some time, after a couple of months of their relationship, Tommy made the difficult decision to end it. She was fine with the decision, and they remained friends.