In other words, if the day ever comes when I want to back out, the only way is to drag her into death with me.
Either we live together or die together, there is no third path.
The stakes are too high; she cannot afford to lose.
All it takes is a few more drops of her blood to completely eliminate the hidden dangers.
This method, though slow, is steady and safe.
Since that's the case, why should she risk her life trying other more radical ways?
Not only could that cause her body to collapse, but it might also involve those around her.
Right now, she's indeed feeling miserable.
But Evan is right beside her; he can use the energy within his body to gently calm her restlessness.
As long as he's here, she doesn't have to bear it all alone.
All she needs to do is hold on until she finds her father, and when he returns, everything will get better.
She has always firmly believed this.
That's exactly why she grits her teeth and endures.
