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Chapter 14 - Chapter 14: The Fifteenth Year

The fifteenth anniversary of their elopement was on a Tuesday.

​Eunice's calendar, an AI-assisted marvel that ran her entire life, sent her a notification at 9 a.m. '15 Years. Congratulations!'

​She looked at the notification for a full minute, then deleted it.

​She was 42. He was 38.

​The house was bigger. The glass walls were cleaner. Karlman's company was now a household name. Eunice was one of the most sought-after, and feared, consultants in the country. They were, by every external metric, a staggering success.

​And their marriage was a tomb.

​They hadn't just stopped trying. They had stopped everything. They hadn't shared a bed in three years. They lived as roommates, two high-functioning, heartbroken ghosts haunting a perfect, sterile house. They hadn't failed at IVF just once. They had failed three times. Twelve embryos, all told. Twelve "positives" for Vesper's.

​After the third, Eunice had declared it. "No more. No donors. No surrogates. No adoption. I'm not... I'm not sourcing a child, Karlman. I'm not 'acquiring' a solution to our 'problem.' I'm done. This is our life. The 'curse' won. Let's just... stop fighting it."

​So they had. And the silence that had once been a "quiet room" was now a vast, echoing, unbridgeable canyon.

​Karlman came home late. He was always late. The house was dark, save for the blue-white glow of the kitchen's under-cabinet lighting. Eunice was sitting at the marble island, a glass of wine in her hand, staring at the blank, black-glass wall.

​"You're home," she said. It wasn't a greeting. It was an observation.

​"I am," he said. He put his briefcase down. It was scuffed. The one he'd had for a decade. He looked at her. Her beautiful, severe, "A-type" face. She was still the most compelling person he'd ever met. And he hadn't touched her in 1,095 days.

​"Happy anniversary," he said. His voice was rough.

​She took a sip of her wine. "Don't. Please."

​"Eunice..."

​"Don't. It's just a date. It's just... Tuesday."

​He stood across the island from her. The space between them felt like a mile. "I was... I was looking at our elopement photo. The one Sal the janitor took with his disposable camera. We looked... so... terrified. And so... sure."

​"We were kids," she said. "We were stupid."

​"No," he said, and there was a strange, new energy in his voice. "We weren't. We were just... we were just at the beginning of the war." He reached into his briefcase and pulled out, not a legal document, but a soft, worn, plush rabbit.

​Eunice's eyes, dead for so long, flickered.

​"What is that?"

​"I... I re-opened the adoption file," he said, his voice quiet. "I've been doing it for a year. Without telling you."

​The air crackled. This was a breach. A betrayal. "You what?"

​"I couldn't accept it, E," he said, his voice pleading. "I couldn't accept this... mausoleum. This... nothing. You said 'no adoption.' I thought you meant... you didn't want the process. The paperwork, the judgment. So I did it. I took the judgment. I did the interviews. I've been... I've been 'fixing' our profile."

​"Fixing it," she repeated, her voice lethally soft. "You've been lying."

​"I've been trying! I've been trying to find a door. Any door. Because this... this... is not us! 'Us' was a fight. 'Us' was a war. 'Us' was 'us-against-the-world.' And now... we've just... surrendered."

​"We didn't surrender, Karlman!" she stood, her voice finally rising, a volcano of 15 years of pain. "We lost! We lost. It's over. The 'curse' is real. We are the 'A-types' who got an F. And you... you think you can buy a passing grade? You think you can just 'acquire' a child like a subsidiary and fix this?"

​"I'm not 'acquiring'!" he roared back, his own pain erupting. "I'm... I'm... they called me. Today. A... a girl. A baby girl. Three days old. She's... available, Eunice. She's at the children's hospital. She... she's ours. If we want her."

​He held up the stuffed rabbit. "I bought this. On the way home. I was... I was just going to go. I was going to pick her up. I was going to bring her home. I was going to... show you. That we're not... cursed."

​Eunice stared at the rabbit. At his face. His stupid, hopeful, desperate, 38-year-old face. The same face as the 23-year-old boy who had promised her a "dynasty."

​He had gone behind her back. He had broken her one, final rule. He had... saved them.

​The tears that came were not the hot tears of IVF. They were the scalding, thawing tears of a grief so old she had mistaken it for her own personality.

​"A girl?" she whispered.

​He nodded, tears streaming down his own face. "A girl. She's... she's waiting."

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