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Chapter 5 - Chapter 5 — The Memory He Couldn't Escape

Morning seeped gently into the house, turning the cold silence soft and golden. Sunlight touched polished floors, the quiet hum of the city rising in the distance. It should have felt like any other day — calm, controlled, routine.

But something was wrong.

Shen Tinglan woke before his alarm, eyes opening to the stillness with an unfamiliar heaviness in his chest — as though night had left a weight behind instead of rest.

His hand instinctively reached toward the other side of the bed.Empty.

Not new. She had long stopped sleeping close.But today, the emptiness felt different. Sharper. Too obvious.

He rose, dressed, every movement precise — but each second stretched tight with a quiet agitation he couldn't name.

Downstairs, he poured himself tea. Lian Yue stood at the kitchen counter, quiet, preparing a simple breakfast. Not because she had to — she could have left everything to the staff — but she always did. One of the last pieces of tenderness she never withdrew, even when she should have.

Her short hair brushed her cheek as she leaned slightly to stir a pot. Morning light fell over her, highlighting delicate lines of a face he thought he knew better than anyone.

Except he didn't. Not anymore.

His chest tightened again — a silent, unwelcome reaction.

She glanced up briefly. Their eyes met for half a second. She looked away first. Not shy — simply done.

He should have been indifferent.He had mastered indifference.But today, it dug under his skin like a thorn.

So he drank his tea slowly — like pretending patience could tame whatever clawed inside him.

The soft sound of chopsticks, the kettle, her quiet footsteps…The domestic stillness that once felt safe now felt like a stranger's home.

And then — without warning — the sight of her hair, short and unfamiliar, sliced through him.

A breath caught in his throat. Memory, sudden and vivid, crashed like a wave—

Flashback — Years Ago

The garden was full of spring sunlight, warm and alive. Little Lian Yue ran clumsily after a butterfly, dress swaying, hair streaming behind her in long, silky waves. She laughed — that light, ringing sound children had before the world taught them to hide their hearts.

Six-year-old Tinglan sat under a tree, a book open but mostly forgotten, watching her with the calm seriousness he was born with.

"Gege, look!" she called, holding a flower she had picked. "Pretty?"

His face softened — the subtle change only those who knew him could see."Don't pluck too many," he reminded. "They'll cry."

She gasped, horrified, immediately placing the flower back in the grass and patting it like it could be comforted. "Sorry! Don't cry."

A rare laugh escaped him — quiet, but real. She beamed at the sound, proud to have earned it.

Then she bent over to tie her shoe, her long hair falling forward and tangling in the grass.

Frustrated, she pouted, flapping her little hands."Hair is annoying!"

He closed his book, walked to her, and gently brushed the hair back, tucking it behind her ear. His touch was careful — protective.

"If you cut it," he said softly, "you won't look like you."

"But it's messy."

"That's fine." He tied the ribbon in her hair, neat and precise. "I'll fix it for you. So don't cut it."

She blinked up at him, wide-eyed with trust."Gege will always help me?"

He hesitated — but only for a moment."Yes."

She grinned, unbothered, certain."Then I'll always stay with Gege."

He looked away, embarrassed by her innocence — not knowing promises made under sunlight don't always survive the years.

Back to Present

His eyes snapped open, breath uneven for a second.

He hadn't thought about that day in years.That little girl with hair like dark silk, trusting him with her whole world.

Now she stood across from him — hair short, eyes emptied of expectation.

She didn't need him to fix anything anymore.She didn't ask.She didn't wait.

And that realization struck deeper than her divorce words last night.

She placed breakfast on the table quietly.

"You should eat," she said, voice calm, distant, polite — like speaking to a neighbor, not a husband.

His hand clenched around the teacup.

So she really meant it.She had already started leaving — not physically, but in the only way that mattered: in spirit.

He looked at her again. Really looked.Her hair.Her silence.Her steady, resolved posture.

And all at once he understood…

She didn't belong to him anymore.

The control he took for granted was slipping.Not because she fought.But because she stopped fighting.

And for the first time in his perfectly ordered life,Shen Tinglan felt something dangerously close to fear.

Yet his pride wrapped around his heart like armor, commanding his tongue:

"I don't remember asking for breakfast."

Her hands stilled — only slightly. A pause, a breath. But she said nothing. Just sat opposite him, eating quietly.

He waited for her to soften, to explain, to look at him like she once did.

She didn't.

Silence filled the room, thick and heavy.Outside, morning birds sang. The world moved on.

But inside this house, something old was dying quietly.

And something new — sharp, uncertain, terrifying — was being born.

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