"Nairim! Nairim! what is it? Are you okay?"
Ugh that's Jason speaking.
Today is Wednesday and guess what am on my period yayyyyyyy!!!!! Wait! who am I kidding.
Currently am rolling on the bed cause my belly is aching me, twisting me, biting me, paining me, in fact whatever my stomach is doing right now I have no freaking idea but I do know that am in severe pain.
I slept on the bed the previous night with Jason while George slept on the other bed. So obviously he would be the first to notice my movements.
"George! George! wake up I don't know what's wrong with Nairim she crying."
Ugh so apparently I don't think I've had my period in their house so they also don't know how painful and stressful mine is.
Jason decided to wake George when he saw that I wasn't responding to his questions.
My period isn't something to play with because am almost like a pregnant woman.
>>>my stomach« I feel pain every one minute. Sometimes I also feel movements and when I feel these movements the pain intensifies.
>>>hunger« I am always hungry, I just need my mouth to move. But am also careful not to eat anything that has sugar in it.
>>>pain« I seriously can't don't know how to describe this but lots of people think I exaggerate mainly because theirs isn't as painful as mine.
>>>chairs« I am forbidden from using chairs on my period it's either am standing or am lying down. Either of this two and no other should be down if I want to survive.
>>>music« it may seem odd but it helps. When I am in pains I usually clench my stomach while tapping any song on a surface that is loud enough to emit the sound.
That's how Jason woke up cause I was tapping the bed to help me calm down.
"Bitch I said what I said
I rather be famous instead
I let all that get to my head
I don't care I paint the town red
Mmm she's a devil
She's a bad little bitch,the rebel
The fool, to the pedal
It'll take a whole lot of me to settle....."
Ps. That's "Paint the town red" by Dojacat.
I told Jason to play me music while George went to my family's hospital to collect my already prescribed medications.
I know it's odd but music helps me stay calm like it reduces the pain by 40% on a 100% scale.
"Nairim are you okay?" Oh this time it was George speaking.
When he came back from the hospital, Jason went to buy what I will eat and I sure demanded a lot of food to eat.
Two minutes after he left I felt nauseous so I went to vomit in the washroom and George came to know what was happening to me.
I told him not to worry that's it's normal for me to vomit on my period and he kept looking at me as if I had grown two heads.
I just shaked my head and went back to bed.
When Jason returned I ate the food he bought, went to take my bath, took my medications and went to rest.
Surprisingly the boys knew what to do as I wasn't properly functioning.
They knew they had to sweep the house, wash the dishes from the previous night, arrange the rooms and the tip of the iceberg was, they went as far as calling Sammie to make sure three of us didn't miss any useful information in school.
Since it's Jason and George am pretty sure that Sammie wouldn't hesitate to adhere to them.
That's how none of us went to school for three more days because I was sick, I told them to go but they won't listen and I tell you I didn't have argument strength so I had to let them stay or else....
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Jason has something bothering him and I guess it's personal thus he doesn't want to talk about it but I have a feeling it was about poisons.
How do I know this? Just to tease the boys and just for fun I will always tell them that their food is poisoned but anytime I mention the word poison Jason will flinch and then stop talking and that's how I knew something's wrong.
I tried asking George but he wouldn't tell me saying that it's something Jason has to tell me himself not what I will hear from another person.
On this normal/abnormal and beautiful day I decided to cook porridge yam. My porridge yam is a meal am certain the boys love because George doesn't like meals that have vegetables in them but he eats it and end up eating the leftovers too.
"So apparently poison is inside your food if you like you eat if you also like don't eat," I warned them.
Nah am kidding.
I just finished cooking and decided to bring out their meals to the sitting room for them to eat instead of going to the kitchen to carry it as usual and I only do this when I feel the meal I just cooked.
I mention the word poison only when I feel my meal and the purpose is to prevent the boys from eating so that I can have all the meal to myself and not have to share it but that never happens.
I was just teasing them though, there isn't actual poison inside, cause if they were I would be dead by now considering I always test the boys food before them then I give it to them.
I noticed Jason behavior when I mention the word but I decided not to say anything.
"Both of you are lucky that you aren't yet dead from the poison in this food."
We just finished eating our meals, gathering the plates I decided to make that comment to tease them further but I didn't expect the reaction I got from Jason.
He angrily smashed his plates and started yelling at me.
He was mad like real mad about the fact that I kept mentioning the word poison that if I really wanted to kill them that I should go ahead and do so but I should make sure I leave the word out.
I was shocked as well as surprised that Jason would act like this.
I always eat their food in front of them, that is enough reason to tell them that I am joking so why is he behaving like this.
Angrily I got up, took my bag and left, leaving them there to settle whatever was wrong with them.
I don't want to go back there but I forgot my keys so I can't enter my house without my keys.
I decided to go back to their house since it's the only option aside from breaking my door.
When I got there Jason opened the door for me, I went in immediately without even saying anything to anyone and collected my keys from the top drawer.
Before I could head for the door, Jason has already held my hand apologizing for the things he said.
George wasn't in the house when I got back so it was just Jason and I.
I had to forgive him because I knew that something triggered this and that's when he told me about the death of his baby sister.
She died of poison and it affected Jason so much that he had to go see a therapist.
Now my friendship with the boys is stronger and I never mention the word ######
Thoughts ???
On sick Nairim?
Why do the boys only know what to do when Nairim sick but then they leave everything for her when she's healthy? Uggggghhhh!
Poison?
I feel for my baby he went to see a therapist for his sisters death, am so sorry.
Although George was the only person who knew about the trigger I still love my baby for respecting Jason and not telling Nairim anything.
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