JAY JAY'S POV
Very wrong!
I feel like I'm going crazy, Or am I really crazy?
Annoying!
I do not understand what is happening to me. I accepted Yuri's proposal, I shouldn't have done what Keifer did or forced me.
It's just that-- that New Year.
Because that animal is strong enough to go-gaga.
PISSED!
It's like the old one, I still hate it.
Shit!
It's bad, almost.
Almost! Almost fell.
Son of Bitch!
I have no more face to show to Yuri.
Annoying!
I'm worried about that, oh! My heart beats faster. My face is still hot.
I looked at a ring on my finger. Brother, they want me to wear it and not to take it off. That's why I every time I see that, I feel betrayed.
"Hey..." I whispered.
I got up from lying on the bed. It's back to school, so fast. I didn't even feel or enjoy the New Year's celebration.
Because of Keifer.
I went straight to the bathroom to shower and clean up. I went a little too fast. I didn't want to be so late. Going out, while getting dresses, I heard something, someone talking just outside my bedroom. I know it's Aunt Gema and Brother Angelo. I just don't understand why they have to talk across my bedroom. After cleaning up, I went out causing Aunt and Brother to stop.
"Good morning" I greeted them.
"Good morning too, come and eat" Aunt said and smiled to me.
I didn't really looked at or greet brother Angelo. I feel bad for him. I went straight to dinning. I caught Aries eating. As usual, he's serious again.
When will you smile? Whenever Ella is with you?
While eating, I noticed Aries was starring at me as if he wanted to say something.
"Do you have something to say?" I asked him.
"You are the one to tell me." He answered and I looked at him in surprise.
"Ha?"
"What's your decision" You'll stay in that stupid section of yours?"
Here we go, he started again. Can I get rid of it now? Of course, Brother won't agree. My--so called-- Fiancé is with me in the section. that's it.
I didn't answer and just went back to eating. Aries was obviously annoyed by what I did.
He stood up suddenly, "If you had listened to me, you wouldn't have been set up for that engagement." He said and walked away.
I stopped. If I follow him, will this really happen? Will I be tied to the marriage they arranged? To be honest, I'm tired of thinking about that sneaky engagement. I finished my food and immediately cleaned up. I walked and went straight outside. I noticed Aries' car in the garage.
I thought it was gone!
I looked at gate. Aries was there and seem to be talking to someone. I approached him and I was little surprised to see what was in front of him.
"Yuri.." I called him "...W-why are you here?"
He still had his arm crossed while leaning on his car. He immediately smiled at me and we settled down.
"I'm here to pick you." He said
He was about to approach me but Aries suddenly blocked me and hid me behind him.
"She won't go with you... go away" It was serious command.
"You're not the one to decide here." Yuri answered him.
"A-aries... it's okay. I-I also want to T-talk to him." I said and looked at him.
He left in front of me and let me walk closer to Yuri. He opened the door for me. and let me ride. Closing the car door, he immediately got in. I saw Aries was looking at us while we started.
"So, Have you talked with Angelo?" He asked.
I shook my head. "No... I don't want to talk with him"
"Sorry ah? I should told you about it from the start. I don't want to force you, so I try to make an effort." He gave his explanation.
That's why he knows so much.
That's it! Thank you!
I held the ring on my finger.
"W-how do we tell our classmates?" I asked.
"I..." He took a deep breath "...I already think about it. It's better if we don't tell them first."
I looked at him and asked "Why?"
"It's for the sake of our section. It's going only to be a mess when they find out. Especially now, all of them think Keifer has feelings for you too."
Shooooott!!
Why did he mention the king of Snakes?
Annoying! That's it again!
I remembered again what happened on New Year!
Traitor!
I looked at the window. I was ashamed to face Yuri because of what I was doing.
"What do you think?" He asked me.
"O-it's okay... You're right, It might get messy." Then when you know what we did.
I don't know if I should tell him that or what. But it's hard like this. It turns out that I'm still cheating on him now. I looked again at the ring on my finger. They can't see it. They ask each other questions. Than Ci-N. I took off the necklace I was wearing. The one that Poseidon gave me at the Christmas party. I still don't know where this necklace really came from. But it was beautiful, so I wore it. I also took of my ring I put the most necklace in the ring hole. I made it into a pendent and properly put the necklace back on.
"Great idea.." Yuri commented and smiled at me.
I just smiled at him too. We are quite during the drive. Thanks for the traffic-- which so far, is brilliant!! the entrance-- it was especially awkward inside the car. There are times when I look at him and he looks at me the same way. Smile and that's it. We will repeat that again even through we look like fools.
"This is awkward." He said and laughed a little "...You know what, we don't need this career in engagement. We can still treat each other the same way like before."
"Ha?"
"There's no pressure. Let's not think about this engagement when we're together. Act the same Jay-Jay that I know." He said and smiled at me.
I smiled too. He's right. Why should we think too much about that engagement? Brother is the only name I know who pressured me for this marriage.
"You're right there." I answered him and immediately punched him in the arm
"Aw! What is that for?" He asked annoyed
"You said act the same Jay-Jay that you know." I answered and threatened another blow.
"I'm driving! We might get into an accident!"
Oh yes!
I lowered my fist. I see him rubbing his arm. For reasons I don't understand, we suddenly started laughing.
"It hurts to punch.... you even beat me." He said
"Because you are."
The wilderness has disappeared for a little. Even the pressure on that sneaky engagement seem to have disappeared. I prefer this one. Back to where we are. The car stopped at the school parking lot. After taking off the seatbelt, I thought we were going down, but Yuri held my hand.
"I forgot something." he said
I was surprised when he suddenly brought his face closer to me and immediately kissed me on the lips. When he walked away, he immediately smiled at me.
"No pressure at the engagement but that doesn't mean I'll hide my feelings for you." He said and immediately get out from the car.
"Jay-Jay! Jay-Jay BAD!
It took a while for my brain to function. I scratched my head when I noticed that Yuri was waiting for me to get out of the car. I hurried down. While walking I suddenly stopped. Crazy people can't see us.
"I'm going to toilet. "I say goodbye to Yuri.
I didn't wait for what he had to say. I quickly walked to toilet. I locked myself in one of the cubicles. I don't care if Freya and I end up again.
Of course!
I'm so confused. When Yuri kissed me, I immediately thought of the fraud we did or are doing on him. It's wrong because it's wrong. You're already engaged, right? Even if it's just an arrangement. Why? I still agreed, I still accepted. I also have an obligation to that engagement. I have to correct that mistake. If I had to stay away from Keifer, I will. He knows that I and Yuri are getting married so maybe he will understand. I need to be able to talk to him properly so that he will stop or we can stop it.
Right! Right!
That's what I will do! I fixed myself and opened the cubicle door. Less than a second after I opened it. I want to close it again
If you are lucky! The person you want to avoid. That's it! In front of me!
I was still a little surprised but I immediately looked at him badly. One of his hands was still holding the wall of the cubicle.
"W-what are you doing here? This women's CR!" I asked him.
He suddenly smiled foolishly. "I don't care... No one can stop me."
He said and pushed me into the cubicle again
What is happening?
I just said it!