My Vin, I'm sorry for breaking you. I really do want to be with you but my circumstances wont allow it. I keep pushing you away for I am afraid of breaking you further. I know you're doing well and I know you probably move on. I don't want to break your peace that's why I keep on writing here. I could only hope for your safety and your future. My love, please don't blame yourself, none of this is your fault. You've done well, you're a good person, a good partner. I pray you find someone who can give you the same amount of love you have given me. Cherish your soul for all eternity and I will stay here quietly looking from afar. I can't bear to see you love another but the weight is far heavier to see you continue your love for me that I cannot reciprocate. If only I could disobey my parents, if only I could leave this other man. Do you still remember when I asked you to elope? I truly mean it. Deep down I hope you can hide me from my family, I had hope that we can run somewhere no one will know and that you and me could build a family. Though we know that is far too difficult for our generation and would break not only my families heart but also yours. We know we wont survive without the help of our elders. I'm sorry my Vinvin.
