I just want to survive is that so much to ask

It's 6:30 Am Robert woke up from is bed it's hes biological clock I was in this world for 17th years tomorrow is my birthday means I am turning over 18 and I also awaken system what confused me was in the system panel it shows space element unawaken ice elements unawaken Chaos eyes unawaken this left me confused as long as I remember I am an orphan with no parents no relatives how in the god's name I am just a lonely pathetic commoner like me can awaken this three elements wait I am some kind of illegitimate child am I that is impossible impossible if somebody finds out I in big trouble won't those powerful guys going to sell me out for a slavery oh shit no matter what nobody has to find out I have this elements but what's with this silver hair why am I having silver hair shit this is just two standing out more.