Julien More
France,Lyon
I woke up today...Again..
i let out a groan rubbing my temples and stretching my eyes
Got out bed lifting the huge now burning hot duvet out of my body
I ruffled my dark hair and got up on my feet,the cold floor feasting on the hot residue on them. Walked toward the bathroom almost knocking over the ash tray on my bed side table.
"fuckass table" i mumbled under my breath i finally got to the bathroom ;took an ice cold shower grabbed the half empty half soapy water shampoo and massaged my hair quite a few times feeling the foam forming i rinced my head and took a breath for second then reached for my towel,
Nowhere to be found. I sigh again got out of the shower opening the short damp curtains that barely even covering my lower body.
im rich and I live in a shit hole. sighs reaching for the only thing that can calm me down.
I open my desk cabinet and reached for my Sobranie Black box , I opened a new one forcefully plopping one between my teeth and reached for my leather jacket to take out an old lighter
Click
Click
Click
Pooou
Finally I took a long drag of my cigarette.
"Fuck." I mumbled while coughing out the smoke after i anhaled too much smoke.
I sat on my new couch man-spreding
Did I mention i was still naked?
Couldn't find my fuckass towel.
I sat there pondering as the bitter nicotine enters my system.
(Smoking is bad!)
Everything will kill you so choose something fun.
Matter of fact im still waiting for that day patiently.
Took a long drag again and flick the dark crumbly ashes in a nearby ash tray surprisingly stolen from a bar in my late teen years.
Took a look at my dick.
I mean who wouldn't?
Its massive
A good 3 and a half inches
Even so.. I don't fuck chicks.
Eugh just the feeling gives me shivers
A Clingy whore? I'd rather bottom than fuck a girl ,not that im attracted to guys.
*Nobody dieds a virgin. Life fucks us all.
I've masturbated before
Glanced at sluts
Shot a load
But date? Thats another fuckery I haven't tried yet.
I absolutely despise people, whoever approaches you has their mind set on 2 things whether its
Bleeding you dry from life to money.
Or
Completely destroying you to the core.
You can run away from these thing but in your most vulnerable moments a fox will launch at you, adore you, then dismember you bit by bit until you're nothing more than a lifeless corpse in the forest.
I've know it since then... everyone protects whats his,and..I wouldn't mind killing for what's mine.
Finally I crushed my now burned cigarette into the ash tray opened the balcony door glanced out the rusty grey railing , saw a teenage girl gawking at me from the opposite buildings balcony "what the fuck" i mumbled under my breath.
marched downstairs for my exquisite breakfast: 3 spoons of bitter black coffee in a cup no sugar no milk pure agony i like that. I sat there in the only creaky chair and greasy table i own
I stared into the void as I sipped my diabolic coffee concoction the strong perfume entering my flared nostrils
Tap
Tap
Tap
The sound of my index finger tapping on the grumb tattooed table continued as I was engrossed in my day dream about the tons of documents that must be waiting for me in my personal office. Damn those fuckers I really need new hires.
I trudged back upstairs, the aftertaste of coffee clinging to my tongue and curling up my nostrils.
At this rate, I might as well piss espresso.
Hell, my cum's probably dark roast by now.
Pulled on the usual suit and fur coat—same armor, different day.
I glanced at myself in the only small dusty mirror I ever owned.
Shit I forgot to shave.
I walked to the bathroom took my shaving cream and smothered it on my chin, upper lip i then grabbed my rusty razor and quick-shaved my face
Slash
"fuck" I noted my voice out lower then intended. i take a look at the fresh cut in my jaw gushing out blood pooling slowly to my neck.
I Took out a band-aid from the under-sink cabinet and plastered It on the cut.
Grapped my leather bag, went downstairs wore my shoes and quickly wiped the excess shaving cream with a nearby tissue
And walked out the door ready for another fucking day.