I haven't been able to take my eyes off of her since she opened the door their she stood in front of me the most beautiful creature I have ever seen in my life she had raven black hair that flowed down past her shoulders and most beautiful blue eyes it looked like the goddess herself took all the color out of every ocean just to make her eyes when my eyes scaned the rest of her body she seemed skinner then normal like she hasnt eaten properly in a very long time witch upset me and my wolf but at this point nothing could upset us we had found a gift that the goddess her self left us at this place we used to call home we found our mate and we would do anything in our power to pertect her from pain death himself would have to fight us to take her from us. as i kept staring at my beautiful mate i first noticed the look in her eyes it was the look of dislike and that's when I noticed Janas fingers around my arm I didn't understand why she had her fingers on me she has never been clingy like this before and my wolf didn't like that it upset our mate but I brushed it off she was likely just trying to play the role as luna but I was so in tranced by my little mate that I didn't realize that we had already interduce our self's and were standing in the entrance way by the stairs I didn't even pick up what they were saying tell I realized she was sending us off to our rooms so she could prepare dinner but there was no way I was leaving her side that's when I heard myself offering to help her cook and let me tell you I have never cooked a day in my life back at the pack we had omegas to do the cooking and when we lived here Nancy and tom did the cooking so I had no dought that their daughter would be an amazing cook just like them but still I needed to be near her so I insisted on helping as I fallowed her into the kitchen the kitchen was way smaller then I remember but as i watched her cook dinner it was like watching an angle work their magic the only thing was we kept bumping into each other but I wasn't complaining because every time she touched me I felt our mate bond my body would explode with tingles it was like heaven if I didn't know before I knew every time she touched me that she was mine. when we were done perparing dinner and setting the table everyone sat down to eat but her i watched her excuse her self it felt differnt with out her there it felt like something was missing when she disapeared the rest of the gang sat eating talking even laughing I couldn't get myself to touch my food i couldn't eat knowing she hadn't even hade one bite of the food she worked so hard to make for us that's when I decided I needed to find her so I stood up to leave that's when Janae grabbed my arm again it wasn't like her to touch me this much she looked me in the eyes and asked me where are you going? through the mind link. I am going to find Evia i responded. she hasn't eaten anything. when have you cared if a human eats or not, she asks with a tone in her voice that I don't like that much. she is toms daughter she is why we are here so I must make she is okay that she is eating properly I respond as I leave the room I fallow her sent to this room that's when I smell her sent mixed with medicine my wolf starts to panic in my head tells me to kick in the door make sure, she is okay but I decided that would scare her so I slowly open the door that's when I see her sitting next to a women attached to machines feeding her speaking quietly I knew then I had interrupted a moment she was having with her dying mother so I did the only thing I knew I could do and slowly back up trying to leave the room unnoticed that's when i hear Nancy's voice if it wasn't for my wolf hearing i would never of heard her. where do you think you're going mister she says. I stop and know I can't walk away and not awnsure her she was like my sister so I walk into the room so that she can see me and so I can fully see her. I am sorry Nancy I didn't mean to interrupt you and your daughter's moment together I say with a frown plastered on my face. nonsense I always love seeing you she says as she reaches her hand out towards me i grab for her hand feeling it in my hand cold and clammy she doesn't have much time left i feel it in our bond. i do what any one in my spot would do I sit next to her and ask her if there is anything i can do for her if there was anything I could get her. no Hunny you being here is all i need well that's not completely true I need to talk with you privately she says as she looks at her daughter who's eyes haven't left me since I walked in the room. sweetheart, can you give me and Cj some time alone please. for the first time since iv entered the room her eyes leave me to look down on her mother. yes mother ill be back in a little bit she says as she gets up to leave giving her mom a quick kiss she leaves me and Nancy alone that's when Nancy looks at me and says cj i am dying I don't have more than a day or two longer on this earth i need you to do somethings for me after I am gone.